Lisa's fan fiction and story journal

Chapter 100

2009-05-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

Sara was laying in bed , she was home alone and felt in need of some comfort.She had woken up from a childhood flashback that had'nt been pleasant.Tears rolled down her cheeks and she hugged her pillow and quietly drifted off to sleep .A little while later Sara heard Grissom come home, he drank some water and went to find Sara.Sara was sleeping again when he looked in on her.He took off his shoes and slid into bed beside her.Sara was grateful he was home and he kissed her on the cheek and said " Hi honey"Sara reached for his hand and said "I'm glad you are home"Grissom let her rest her head on his chest and he stroked her soft dark hair , he smelled her sweet gardenia perfume and smiled.Sara finally felt safe and snuggled in his arms with a happy sigh."There's my beautiful angel "Grissom said cuddling her close to him.Sara longed to tell him about her painful childhood and she reached for Grissom's hand so she could hold it in hers and said "Grissom can I tell you something ?" Grissom lay facing her and said "Of course you can baby" Sara swallowed the lump in her throat and said " I was beaten as a child , my dad was always putting his hands on me " Grissom was horrified hearing that, he loved Sara more then anything.Sara continued, "Even if I spilled a glass of milk or took too long in the shower that meant a beating later."Sara turned away and her shoulders shook as she started to sob remembering.Grissom felt tears sting his eyes and he took Sara in his arms and hugged her saying "Oh my God honey, I am so sorry that happened to you , Ssssssshhhh it's ok baby it's ok "Sara let him hold her for a long time and she eventually lay down and fell alsleep.Grissom fell alsleep holding her close to him in case she had a bad dream.She did'nt but she appreciated him holding her anyway.

Sara slept peacefully in Grissom's arms, there was no place she felt more safe, Grissom snored softly and Sara smiled and lay back against her pillow.Grissom woke up and smiled at her and gave her a kiss on the cheek.Sara blinked at him and asked him if he was hungry, " A little bit, he said "Are you hungry sweetheart?" Sara nodded and said "Yeah"Catherine had Emmi at her house for the day.Sara said " You want to go out to eat ?' Grissom nodded and said "Sure let's do that " Sara gave him a relieved smile, Cooking was not her strong suit but Grissom loved her too much to judge anything that she did, To him everything she did was perfect.Sara brushed her hair and changed her clothes and sprayed on a little of her favorite Gardenia perfume .Grissom ruffled her hair as he passed by her and said "You ready honey?" Sara said "Almost and slipped on her coat.She was starving and looking forward to being with Grissom.He reached out and touched her face and said"You look beautiful sweetheart" Sara blushed and kissed his hand.He locked up thier place and they got in his car and left to go to the restaurant.Grissom was proud to be seen with her, she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen and the nicest too.

Chapter 99

2009-04-23T17:45:00.001-07:00

Sara had been sleeping peacefully next to Grissom until she had a bad dream that scared her awake, she cried when she realized it was just a dream with relief "You ok honey?" Grissom asked hearing her sniffling "Had another scary dream" Sara wiped her eyes and sighed "Awwww honey come here" Grissom said gently , he reached out and gave her a hug and kissed her cheek and said "It's alright honey, it was only a dream" he said softly, and "And hey he added "I love you" .Sara smiled at him and kissed his hand and said "I love you too"He always made her feel safe and he protected her and always took such good care of Sara.Sara knew she was lucky and she counted her blessings every day.

Sara got up and took a hot shower washing herself with her favorite gardenia bodywash, she washed her hair too and it was shiny and smelled good when she got out of the shower.After her shower she made some scrambled eggs and toast for herself Grissom and Emmi.Sara loved cooking for them and she made some jasmine tea too and sat drinking it as she read the newspaper.Grissom came in the kitchen to join her and said "Mmmm good eggs " after taking a bite.Sara smiled at him and was pleased. After he ate he got Emmi up and dressed and then Catherine came by to pick her up for the day.She was nearly three and a beautiful child with curly brown ringlets, big brown eyes and a dimple on her left cheek.When Catherine came to get Emmi she kissed Sara and said "Bye mommy, I love you" Sara's heart melted and she kissed Emmi and said "I love you too baby, have a good day" and Catherine was off.Grissom and Sara were going to enjoy some alone - time together that day ........ To Be Continued ................................

Chapter 98

2009-03-15T12:29:00.001-07:00

Sara had been battling the flu for the past three days, it had been rough for her and she was dehydrated and not able to keep anything down.Grissom was really worried about her, He woke up and found her dry - heaving in front of the toilet."Oh honey, he said kneeling down to rub her back "That's it he said firmly "I'm taking you to the hospital."Sara was too sick to argue and he called up Catherine to let her take Emmi for the day.He put his arm around Sara and said " Alright sweetheart, let's go"He waited till Catherine came to pick up Emmi and put Sara in the car, he gave her a bucket to hold in case she got sick which she did twice on the way to the hospital."I'm sorry" Sara whispered to him and wiped her mouth."Grissom reached for her hand and kissed it gently and said "It's ok baby"He was worried about how pale her face was.When they got to the hospital he emptied her bucket into a wastebasket in the parking lot and helped her inside.He had her sit down and told the clerk behind the counter it was an emergency and Sara needed to be seen right away.They took one look at Sara's pale face and nodded.Grissom pulled her close to him and let her rest her head on his shoulder, but they did'nt have to wait long at all.

The nurse came and got Sara and whisked her away, Grissom waited patiently in the waiting room , but he had a feeling Sara would have to be admitted so she could finally keep fluids down, sure enough the nurse came out 20 minutes later and said Sara had to stay overnight."Can I see her?" Grissom asked.The nurse nodded and took Grissom to Sara's room where she was in bed with an iv in her arm.Sara was sleeping and he took a seat by her bed and held her hand.He sat gazing at her every so often leaning over to kiss her.Grissom needed to leave for a while but he told Sara he would be back a little later.He hated leaving her but he had to go by the lab on a special request from Ecklie.

Sara had no idea but the nurse that was caring for her was an angel and when she first saw Sara she swore that Sara was her own daughter Sharon who had been stabbed to death years ago.Sara looked exactly like Sharon had , they had the same dark hair, big brown eyes and the gap in Sara's teeth was just like Sharon's had been.Nurse Dwyer could'nt believe how much Sara looked like her Sharon.She took extra special care of Sara and became fond of her quickly.Sara woke up to flowers by her bed and cold water in a cup beside her.She had begun to feel a little better from the fluid being given to her in her arm.She took a sip of water and it stayed down.Relieved she got out of her bed to go to the bathroom and noticed someone had put packages of moist wipes and extra rolls of soft toilet paper in her hospital bathroom.Sara thought it was probably Grissom and she appreciated the kindness.Sara went back to her bed after using the bathroom and just sat resting.Nurse Dywer came in to check on Sara and saw she was awake.She smiled and went over to talk to her."How are you feeling Sara?" Nurse Dwyer asked her , Sara nodded and said "A little better thanks"Nurse Dwyer offered her a cup of Gatorade and Sara sat up and took a few sips.She set the cup down and said "Thanks"Nurse Dwyer smiled at Sara and said "You look exactly like my daughter did , she was a beautiful woman like you " Sara blushed and thanked her for the compliment.When Nurse Dwyer left it dawned on Sara that her daughter must have died and it made her feel sad.

Grissom came back later as promised and talked to Nurse Dwyer before going to see Sara.Nurse Dwyer told him Sara was doing better and could probably go home the next day."I have to admit I'll be sorry to see Sara go, Nurse Dwyer said kindly "I've become very fond of her, she looks exactly like my daughter Sharon did"Before Grissom could say anything Nurse Dwyer reached into her pocket and pulled out a picture of Sharon, the resemblance between her and Sara was remarkable, he gasped and said Wow I am so sorry you lost your daughter" Nurse Dwyer nodded and said "My life was never the same after I lost Sharon, she was my world and she was also four months pregnant with my grandchild when she died. I wish I could have met my grandchild" Grissom felt so bad for Nurse Dywer, here she was suffered two unimaginable losses and yet she had'nt given up caring so much for her patients in the hospital.Grissom put his hand on hers and said "I am so sorry, Sara would probably love to stay in touch with you " He told her kindly. Nurse Dwyer said she would like that and went off to check on another patient.

Grissom went in to check on Sara feeling so bad for Nurse Dwyer, she was a kind soul who did'nt deserve all the tragedy in her past.Sara was awake when he went in and he walked over and kissed her cheek and said " How are you feeling sweetheart?" Sara reached for his hand and said "Much better Nurse Dwyer has been so good to me"Grissom nodded and said "She's a great lady "Sara sat up and said "Her daughter died , that is so sad" Grissom nodded and agreed and said " Her grandchild did too" "Awwwww poor lady" Sara's pretty face looked sad .Grissom said "You could still keep in touch with her honey and let her meet Emmi sometime " Sara nodded and said that was a great idea.Grissom smoothed her hair back from her face and rubbed her back.Sara began to feel alot better and she was able to keep the milkshake down Grissom had brought her.When Nurse Dwyer came back to check on Sara later she had regained all the color in her cheeks and she said "I think we can let you go home now" Sara was relieved to hear that and Nurse Dwyer gave her the discharge papers and her clothes and gave Sara a hug and a kiss calling her a beautiful angel.Sara cried and promised to keep in touch with her and even offering to let her babysit Emmi.Grissom hugged and kissed Nurse Dwyer too and thanked her for taking such good care of Sara.Nurse Dwyer wiped a tear and said how special Sara was and how she always deserved to be treated well.The day had ended happily, Sara was feeling better and Grissom and Sara had a wonderful new friend in thier lives, To Be Continued ......................................

Chapter 97

2009-02-21T10:58:00.002-08:00

Sara was in bed just waking up.Grissom leaned over and kissed her forehead " Hi honey" he said stroking her cheek.He sat admiring her beauty, he loved the light dusting of freckles on her nose and the way her pretty brown eyes sparkled when she was happy.Sara smiled at him and kissed his hand."What would you like to do today?' he asked her " Mmmmm maybe go out to lunch and take Emmi to the park" she suggested.Grissom nodded and said "Sounds good to me"

Sara got up and made herself some coffee, Emmi was still sleeping but Sara cooked her and Grissom each an omlette with steamed vegetables.She went to get Emmi up and said "C'mon honey I made you breakfast" Emmi followed Sara into the kitchen and Sara poured her a cold glass of juice and said "There you go sweetie, eat your food"Emmi was starving and cleaned her plate "Good girl" Sara said "Now go get dressed so we can go to the park later " Emmi scampered off to her room to get dressed.Grissom after showering came downstairs to eat too.Sara sat with him while he ate and they chatted.

After breakfast Sara put the dishes in the dishwasher and they all got into her car and left for the day to spend time with each other, it was a beautiful sunny day and Sara was glad to spend it with the two people she loved the most, To Be Continued ...................

Chapter 96

2009-02-01T22:23:00.000-08:00

Catherine was watching Emmi for Grissom and Sara so Sara was laying in bed talking to Grissom.He sat stroking her hair as she talked to him, his blue eyes were tender on her as she lay facing him."I 'm so tired" Sara said and Grissom let her lay closer to him and he let her rest her head on his chest, he kissed her on the top of the head and said " Just rest honey" Her pretty brown eyes blinked and she nodded off in his arms. He lay admiring her while she slept and soon he fell alsleep too holding the woman he loved.

When Sara woke up Grissom was making her a delicious lunch and she smiled at him when he handed her a plate.He had made them both grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup and Sara thanked him for making lunch "No problem sweetheart" he said "Go ahead and eat while it's hot "Sara was starving and finished both the sandwich and the soup too.Grissom ate his food and then asked Sara if she wanted to go for a walk with him " Sure " she grinned and said " Let me change my clothes " and she went upstairs and then a few minutes later looking adorable in a lavender sweat suit she joined him and said " Ok , let's go" and he took her hand in his and they both left for thier walk with the afternoon sun beaming on them.......... To Be Continued ...............

Chapter 95

2009-01-25T09:35:00.000-08:00

Sara lay in bed , she felt like she was getting sick, her throat hurt and her nose had started to run.She hated being sick , she reached for a kleenex and dabbed her nose." Grissom woke up and said "what's wrong honey ?" Sara sighed and said "I'm getting a cold "He kissed her and said "Awwww I'll take care of you sweetheart"He reached out and felt her forehead, she did'nt feel warm, but he could tell she did'nt feel well.He reached for her hand and said "Want me to get you anything honey ? " Sara could'nt ignore the pain in her throat any longer "Yeah maybe something for my sore throat "My poor baby" he said tenderly , he hated seeing her not feeling well but he would do everything he could to make her feel better.

Grissom went downstairs to get her a cup of orange sherbert and something for her throat.When he came back upstairs Sara was still in bed, he smoothed back her hair and said "Sit up a minute baby, I brought you something, Sara blinked and said "Ok" He fed her spoonfuls of the the sherbert and then gave her a throat drop to suck on."Thanks for taking such good care of me" Sara said softly.She felt him kiss her forehead gently and he said "you're welcome sweetheart" Sara decided to go back to sleep for a while but before she did Grissom said "Call me if you need anything honey'

He watched her fall back alsleep and then went downstairs to do a few things.He did the laundry for Sara and the dishes.Emmi was with Catherine for the day, he made himself a cup of coffee and sat drinking it.Just before he finished his coffee he heard Sara calling him, an hour had passed and he went upstairs to see her.She was awake , but her face looked flushed."What's up honey?" he said reaching for her hand."Now I think I do have a fever" Sara groaned, he took her temperature and found she did "Here honey, he said and brought her two aspirins and a cup of water.She took them and said "Will you draw a bath for me ?" Of course , he said, Sara smiled at him and he watched her get up and make her way to the bathroom, he waited for her to pee and then he turned on the tap and ran her a bath putting her favorite bubble bath in the water, Sara stripped off her nightgown and got in the tub, the cool water helped reduce her fever and Grissom gently washed her hair for her which she loved.He bathed her and took a washcloth and rubbed her back with it washing her body as well as her hair.Sara felt so much better after he gave her a bath, she lay back down with Grissom and fell alsleep with him holding her in his arms, she felt like the luckiest woman in the world to have Grissom and her beautiful daughter too.......... To Be Continued ................

Chapter 94

2009-01-24T09:25:00.000-08:00

Grissom lay next to Sara, he was holding her hand in his and he leaned over and kissed her.The night before he had left CSI for good, Nick and Catherine and Greg and Hodges and Doc Robbins had all been sad, but they understood how much Grissom loved Sara and Emmi too.Sara woke up when he kissed her and he smoothed back her hair and said "Hi honey" Sara smiled at him and saw he was holding her hand, he gently kissed her hand and just sat looking at her " You're so beautiful Sara" he said softly.Sara blushed and said "Awwww thanks Grissom" Emmi was sleeping in the next room and Sara was going to make them both breakfast in a minute.

Sara got up, brushed her teeth, showered, and got dressed.She went downstairs and made scrambled eggs and toast and then got Emmi up so she could eat too.Emmi was so excited to see Sara had made her a little mug of hot chocolate, her brown eyes sparkled when she took a sip and she said " Mmmmmm good mommy" Sara smiled at her, she was such a beautiful little girl and both Grissom and Sara adored her. Grissom came downstairs after showering to eat with them.After breakfast Grissom had a surprise for them both, he was going to take them both on a picnic and he had lunches packed for them, "All right girls, he said you ready?" Sara had Emmi's little hand in hers and they all went outside to the car to enjoy a beautiful sunny day in the park together.So far Grissom was really enjoying his retirement, he was with his two favorite people in the world and he was able to spend as much time with them as he liked, life was good for Gil Grissom ........... To Be Continued ..................

Chapter 93

2009-01-15T10:27:00.000-08:00

Grissom lay in bed , Sara was in his arms and he kissed her gently and stroked her dark hair , her eyes fluttered and she blinked at him sleepily "Hi sweetheart"he said "Hi Grissom" Sara stretched and lay facing him, he reached out and touched her cheek"Ready to get up honey?" he asked her"Yeah Sara nodded."Grissom do you want to use the bathroom first? I'll be in there for a while so why do'nt you go first?" Sara asked him , she knew he just had to brush his teeth "Yeah honey, I'll just be a minute" he said, He knew without her telling him she needed to use the toilet badly.Grissom went to brush his teeth and pee, Sara waited patiently for him on the edge of thier bed.He came out and said "Ok honey the bathroom is all yours" Sara jumped up and asked him if he could make them both coffee , "Yeah that's fine sweetheart" he said , Sara thanked him and went into the bathroom with the newspaper so she could read and do her business.Grissom smiled at her as she walked by him.Sara was very private about her body functions , but Grissom loved that about her, he loved everything about Sara.

Grissom went downstairs and brewed coffee for them both while Sara was using the bathroom.He made sure that there was a nice fresh mug of coffee waiting for her on the kitchen table by the time she came downstairs.Sara gave her a huge smile when she came into the kitchen and saw the coffee waiting for her."Sit down with me honey, he said "I want to talk to you"Sara pulled out a chair and sat down and said "What's up?" "I'm leaving CSI honey" he said to her reaching for her hand, "You are why?" Sara asked swallowing a sip of coffee "I am not getting any younger, Grissom said and "I miss you and Emmi so much when I am away from you both, Emmi is getting so big already, I want to watch her grow up and Sara, he said choking up a little "I came close to losing you and I want to be here to cherish you every day , I love you so much Sara " he said with tears in his eyes

"Awwwww Grissom, Sara got up and hugged him , he rarely showed his emotions , but he felt comfortable enough in front of Sara.Sara kissed him and said "I'm not going anywhere, I love you for always treating me so well" she whispered to him.He responded by telling her she deserved to be treated well and that she was an angel.They held each other for a long time and then Grissom got up and said "Ok going to go break the news to the team, when I get home, let's go have dinner "Sara nodded and said "Sounds good" He kissed her goodbye and headed out the door .

Chapter 92

2009-01-14T00:01:00.000-08:00

Sara had been peacefully sleeping next to Grissom until another miniature killer dream woke her, this one was worse then her last one and Sara started crying. Grissom woke up immediately hearing her cry, he sat up and touched her arm " Honey are you ok?" he asked her , Sara began to sob and he reached over and wrapped his arms around her whispering "It's ok sweetheart, it's ok'"Sara buried her face in his shoulder and he stroked her soft dark hair and whispered soothing words to her.

Sara felt embarrased having him see her cry but he never made her feel ashamed for showing emotion, he just listened and comforted her and helped her feel better by telling her how much he loved her and what an amazing woman she was.When Sara was done crying he reached for her hand and kissed each of her fingers, Sara smiled at him being so sweet to her, "I love you so much honey" he said to her and kissed her cheek .Sara felt fresh tears coming and said "I love you too Grissom" He gently wiped her eyes and told her she was too pretty to cry.Sara laughed then and he touched her cheek and said in a gentle voice " There , that is what I like to see, my beautiful Sara happy" Sara leaned against him and he put his arm around her , she said "You make me happy Grissom"He responded to that by telling her how much he loved her and how happy that she made him too.

They sat holding hands and talking for a long time, when Sara was ready to go back to sleep, Grissom let her lay near him in case she had another bad dream so he could comfort her.Sara fell back to sleep and had no more nightmares.She felt so blessed having Grissom and Emmi too, she never forgot to count her blessings, she knew she was a lucky woman .Grissom had decided to break the news to Sara tommorow about his leaving CSI, but he did'nt think Sara would be disappointed because he would have more time to spend with her and Emmi too.

Chapter 91

2009-01-12T21:23:00.000-08:00

Sara and Grissom had just finished dinner and Sara was washing up the dishes.She put her hand to her head and Grissom saw pain in her face."Are you ok sweetheart?"he asked her feeling concerned.She groaned and said " Got a headache" Grissom kissed her forehead and said " Awww let's go lay down for a bit honey" Sara nodded and said "Ok" He put his arm around Sara and led her upstairs, He lay down first and said "Cmon baby, lay down on me and rest for a while"Sara lay down on his shoulder and closed her eyes and rested her hand on his chest and he sat stroking her hand .It did'nt take her long to fall alsleep, Grissom gazed at her affectionately while she was sleeping, there was nothing he would'nt do for her.

Sara snored quietly on his chest and Grissom thought it was cute.He just lay there letting her rest and stroking her hand gently.Her soft hair smelled like fresh flowers and he smiled and thought how grateful he was he still had Sara.That time when the Miniature Killer kidnapped Sara was the worst day of his life.He remembered how he had flown to the hospital with Sara in the helicopter , he had sobbed with relief when she woke up, He had spent the night with her in the hospital that day holding her hand, kissing her, offering her sips of water, he thanked God every day Sara had survived that terrible ordeal.

Grissom did'nt want to wake Sara, she looked so peaceful, he let her rest on him and every so often kissed her on the top of the head.She looked like an angel when she was sleeping and he held her close to him and fell alsleep too.He still had to break the news to her about leaving CSI, but now was not the time, but soon he had to tell her.

Chapter 90

2009-01-08T10:02:00.001-08:00

Sara was lying in her bed, she had 'nt slept well the night before so she figured since Nick was watching Emmi she would get a nap in.Grissom was out running errands and Sara missed having him there with her.She lay back down and closed her eyes and later she felt a kiss on her cheek.She rolled over and blinked " Hi honey, Grissom said gently "You ok?" he asked and reached for her hand."Yeah Sara nodded" I'm so tired"Grissom held her hand in his and sat admiring her beauty, he reached out and stroked her cheek and she smiled at him."Just rest if you're tired sweetheart, he said "I'm home now" Sara looked up at him with pleading eyes "Will you lay down with me?" she asked feeling in need of some comfort" Of course baby" he said never able to resist a request from Sara.He took off his shoes and got in bed with her, Sara moved over closer to him and he kissed her and reached over to pull her into his arms until she fell back alsleep.He fell alsleep holding the woman he loved more then anyone else in the world in his arms.

Sara woke up later feeling refreshed , She got up and ate some salad and did the laundry up that was piling up.Grissom had'nt told Sara yet, but he was going to leave CSI, he was'nt sure how to break the news to her, but he planned on telling her later .He wanted to spend more time with his daughter before she grew up and of course he loved being with Sara too, he hated to be away from both Emmi and Sara because he loved them both beyond words.Emmi was getting bigger, she was almost 2 and a half, Sara could'nt believe it, her beautiful baby girl was a toddler and she was getting prettier every day.Emmi has Sara's big brown eyes and even a little gap in her teeth like her mom.Grissom adored her and he thought Sara was the most beautiful woman in the world.Sara pretended to be embarrased when he told her that, but inside it touched her heart so much when he said that to her.Sara never thought much about her looks nor did she care much about them, but everyone who knew her knew what a beautiful person she was inside as well as on the outside.

Butterfly girl

2008-12-27T19:58:00.001-08:00

Glitter Graphics

Chapter 89

2008-12-25T21:26:00.000-08:00

Sara woke up on Christmas morning and felt Grissom kiss her" Merry Christmas sweetheart' he said , Sara smiled at him and said "Merry Christmas to you Grissom" She got up to brush her teeth and get dressed, Emmi was still sleeping in her little bed unaware of the goodies Santa had left for her .Sara heated up the frying pan in the kitchen and made scrambled eggs with cheese for them all.She put some wheat toast in the toaster too and poured orange juice in 3 glasses.

Emmi got up then and Sara kissed her and said "Come see what Santa brought you honey"Sara led Emmi out by the hand to the living room where a pink toddler car was waiting with a bow on it, Emmi squealed with delight and jumped up and down with joy.Sara smiled at her reaction, she loved seeing her daughter happy.Emmi's stocking was overflowing with goodies too, toys and candy and every thing you could imagine to make a little girl smile.

Grissom came downstairs then dressed and ready for the day,he kissed both Sara and Emmi and they went out in the kitchen to eat breakfast before opening thier gifts.Emmi ate all her food and was excited to open her presents with her mom and dad.Grissom had a big surprise for Sara, he had booked a cruise for both of them to go to Alaska, Sara had always wanted to go and he could'nt wait to surprise her with the news.They all retreated to the living room to open presents, Sara was first and Grissom handed her a pretty wrapped gift, when Sara tore open the paper,she saw a pretty scarf, gloves and a warm knit hat, underneath was thier two tickets to Alaska, Sara gasped "OMG thank you Grissom" She kissed and hugged him, he smiled and said "You're welcome sweetheart" and enjoyed seeing her smile.Sara could'nt wait to go there with him.Catherine had agreed to watch Emmi for them when they were away on thier cruise.Grissom and Sara's day was off to a good start.

Chapter 88

2008-12-21T21:18:00.001-08:00

Sara was at home wrapping up presents for Grissom and Emmi.Grissom was coming home from a meeting and bringing dinner for them both.Emmi was at Catherine's house for a little while.Sara did'nt know why, but she was feeling a little blue that day.She felt a tear slide down her face as she was tying a bow about a gift for Emmi.She quickly wiped it away and heard the door open downstairs, "Grissom called out "Honey" "Up here" Sara yelled and continued wrapping a new gift.Sara smiled as Grissom appeared in the doorway and he kissed her cheek as he always did when he came home."He noticed her cheek was damp when he kissed her and asked "You ok sweetheart?' Sara nodded and said "Yeah I was feeling a little sad""Awww honey" he said and tilted her chin in his hand so she would look at him " I love you so much Sara, he said , " you are beautiful and kind and my angel" he said.Sara felt her heart melt when he called her his angel.He reached into his pocket and said "I was going to save this for Christmas , but no harm in letting you have an early gift, close your eyes " he said. Sara closed her eyes and Grissom fastened a diamond heart around her neck, it glistened as it caught the light and Sara gasped when she saw it " It's beautiful" she said softly and reached down to touch it. "You're beautiful honey" he said and gazed at her lovingly.

Sara kissed his hand and leaned her head on his shoulder.He pulled her close to him and sat holding her feeling blissfully happy.He loved Sara more then anything and she knew it.She was everything he ever wanted in a woman and he felt so lucky to have her in his life.Sara closed her eyes and relaxed , Her soft hair fell on his shoulder and he smelled her floral shampoo and breathed in happily."Let's go eat honey" he said "I brought us dinner " Sara said "Ok and they both went downstairs to eat.Grissom had brought them soup and salad and Sara smiled as she savored each mouthful.

After dinner Grissom went to pick up Emmi at Catherine's and Sara finished wrapping up the gifts in her bedroom.The house was quiet and the clock ticked on the wall.Sara went through 3 rolls of paper and was satisfied after she finished wrapping the gifts.She placed them under the tree in the living room and made some hot cocoa for them all.She was looking forward to Christmas with the man she loved and her precious daughter too.

Chapter 87

2008-12-12T22:58:00.001-08:00

Sara shivered next to Grissom as she sat talking to him on thier bed "Awww honey, you're cold" he said and wrapped a blanket around her and kissed her cheek."Thanks" she said and leaned against him .Grissom pulled her close to him and held her .Sara closed her eyes and relaxed in his arms.There was no place she felt more safe.Little Emmi was napping in her bedroom after a long day .Sara had asked Grissom what gifts Emmi would like for Christmas, Sara had already bought her a new toddler car and some toys and a pretty pink jacket."I bought her some stuff too and maybe a few things for you too"he added.Sara smiled and whispered " I love you" Grissom kissed her again and said "I love you too sweetheart"

Sara was so relaxed she fell alsleep in his arms and Grissom gently tucked her in thier bed before he left to run errands , he had Christmas cards to mail as well as bills too, he also had a special gift for Sara to pick up and other stuff to do too.Grissom left and got everything he needed done, he got a veggie pizza on the way home ferom CPK and told Sara he was bringing home dinner" Awwww thank you Grissom" Sara said feeling relieved she did'nt have to cook. Grissom loved making Sara happy, it was his reason for living.

He came home, and Emmi was in the kitchen with Sara.He kissed both of them and said "Dinner time"Emmi squealed " Yea pizza" and they all sat down to eat together as a family.After dinner Emmi played in the living room with Grissom and Sara went upstairs to take a bath.She poured lavender oil in her bath water and lay soaking in the nice scent relaxing quietly.After Emmi went to bed Grissom came upstairs and washed Sara's hair for her.She loved when he did that for her and he loved doing it for her.She felt so good after he washed her hair and they went to bed and she fell alsleep in his arms.He breathed in her sweet scent and fell alsleep holding the woman he loved .............. To Be Continued ..................

Chapter 86

2008-12-06T21:28:00.000-08:00

Grissom and Sara were at home decorating thier Christmas tree.Sara smiled at him as he strung the lights up on the tree.Christmas made her happy but also a little sad too.It made her think back upon her painful childhood and her abusive father.Grissom sensed something was bothering Sara , he planned to ask her later if she was ok.They finished decorating the tree and went up to thier bedroom to lay down for a while.

Sara lay facing Grissom, "Are you ok honey?' he asked her gazing at her .She blinked and swallowed and said "I was thinking of my dad and how he was mean to me even at Christmas" She felt a tear slide down her face and Grissom felt his heart break for Sara.He pulled her into his arms and hugged her and said in a gentle voice "Sara, you are the kindest, most beautiful woman I have ever known and you never deserved anyone to treat you badly, I'm so sorry that happened to you sweetheart"Sara felt warm and safe in his hug and she kissed his hand and said "I love you Grissom" He pushed back her hair and said "I love you too honey, he said "You are an amazing woman and I am so proud to know you"

Sara felt better after he talked to her and she fell alsleep with Grissom holding her in her arms.He loved having her close to him, he smelled her gardenia bodywash and smiled.Sara loved how Grissom always made her feel beautiful.He loved her with all of his heart and would do anything to make her happy.Catherine always told Sara how lucky she was to have Grissom, but Sara knew she was lucky.She had a man who loved her unconditionally and a beautiful little girl. To Be Continued ..................

Chapter 85

2008-12-04T08:05:00.000-08:00

Sara had been sleeping peacefully next to Grissom until she had a bad dream about Natalie Davis, aka the miniature killer.She woke up with a start gasping for breath.Grissom heard her and said " Honey are you ok ?" Sara turned away and started crying, Grissom reached over and pulled her into his arms.She sobbed into his shoulder and he just sat and held her stroking her soft hair."I hate seeing you cry honey" he said in a gentle voice.Her sobs lessoned to a whimper finally and he took her hand in his and said "I'm here baby if you want to talk about it"Sara wiped her eyes and sighed "Bad dream again " she said.Her pretty face was drawn and Grissom was concerned about her.He put his arm around her and held her , she leaned against him ignoring her full bladder and just let him hold her for a bit longer.He had planned on working today, but he saw how upset Sara was and he did'nt want to leave her."Want me to cook something for you?"he asked."That would be nice"she agreed.He kissed her and went to brush his teeth.Sara got dressed and Grissom went downstairs to make her breakfast.Sara brushed her teeth too and went to the bathroom.Grissom had left a folded up washcloth on the sink for her with a brand new gardenia shower gel..Sara smiled at his thoughtfulness.Grissom was always doing kind things for her.

Sara headed downstairs smelling toast and coffee.When she came into the kitchen Grissom handed her a mug of steaming coffee.She took a sip and it tasted delicious.She smiled and sat down.He had made them scrambled eggs too with vegetables and put a plate down in front of her.She took a bite and said " Mmmmmmm, so good " Grissom smiled hearing her say that , he loved making her happy.Emmi was with Catherine that day so Grissom tried to think of something he could do with Sara.Sara ate all her food and he was glad to see her eat."Want to go get a Christmas tree today sweetheart ?" he asked. "Sure, Sara nodded, "Let's do that"He reached out and touched her cheek and said " You're so beautiful" Sara blushed, but was secretly pleased.

After breakfast Sara did up the dishes and Grissom called Brass quickly to ask him something.Sara showered with her new shower gel and washed her hair.She came downstairs smelling nice."Ok honey, let's go "he said and took her hand in his and they left to go get thier Christmas tree.

A GSR Thanksgiving

2008-11-26T19:42:00.000-08:00

Sara was sitting by Grissom on thier bed. She got a serious look on her face and turned to Grissom "Can I ask you something ?" she said " Of course you can honey " he said "Do you miss eating meat because of me ?" she said "I did at first , but now I do'nt miss it, he told her " Besides he said "If giving up eating meat is what I have to do to be with you, it's worth it honey, " He leaned over and kissed her and said " I love you so much Sara" Sara melted when he kissed her and said " I love you too, you always make me feel so beautiful " "You are beautiful sweetheart" he told her , Sara felt so lucky to have Grissom, he loved her unconditionally and made her feel so special.He put his arm around her and hugged her close." My Beautiful angel " he said tenderly "You do'nt have to cook tommorow honey, he told her " I'm taking you and Emmi out to eat , Sara was relieved to hear that and she said " Awww thank you "she said .Emmi was at Catherine's house and Sara had to pick her up later.

Grissom went to the florist to get some flowers for Sara.He loved surprising her and he could'nt wait to give her the flowers.Sara washed up some laundry and did the dishes up from breakfast.She was so glad she did'nt have to cook tommorow, it was a huge relief to her.Sara did'nt think she was that good of a cook, but Grissom never complained.In his eyes she could do no wrong.Nick called then and wished Sara" A Happy Thanksgiving" Sara was happy to talk to him, he told her he was coming by to bring her something later for Emmi. Sara was happy she was going to see Nick and she went to her bedroom to get the photos she had made up for him from Emmi's 1'st birthday.Sara had been planning to get together with Catherine too the day after Thanksgiving to go Christmas shopping.She made a mental note to call Catherine later and remind her.

The next day Sara dressed up nicely and put Emmi's new dress on her, they were getting ready to go out to eat.Sara combed Emmi's hair and put a little bow in her hair.They both looked very pretty and festive.Sara was wearing a black dress with a red bow and she had a red sweater on too.Grissom saw her and his face lit up and he said "You look gorgeous honey " and kissed her cheek , Emmi ran into the room in her little fall dress and Grissom's heart melted "Look at how pretty my little baby looks" he said and kissed Emmi too.He reached for both her and Sara's hands and said "Ok girls let's go eat" and they left for the restaurant together.

Chapter 83

2008-10-11T11:47:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom were laying in bed together and Grissom was stroking her hair, she laid her head on his chest and said "I love you Grissom" He kissed her on the top of her head and said "I love you too sweetheart" She smiled and reached for his hand and kissed it.She relaxed and fell back alsleep for a while.It was 9:00 a.m. again when she woke up.She got up and peed and brushed her teeth.Emmi was awake when she looked in on her so she kissed her and brought her in the kitchen with her."What do you want to eat honey?" Sara asked her , Emmi's sweet little face smiled at her mom and she said "pancakes" Sara smiled and said "Sounds good" Sara made them both pancakes and got out the butter and syrup.Emmi was hungry and ate all of her breakfast.Sara smiled at her and said "Aunt Catherine is going to watch you today" Emmi clapped her little hands and said "Yea"

Grissom woke up then and came down to the kitchen, Sara made him some fresh pancakes and handed him a cup of coffee"Thanks honey" he said taking a sip."Why do'nt you get ready to go soon" he told her and she nodded and walked upstairs , Emmi stayed downstairs in the kitchen with Grissom.He made her a fruit cup and she ate every bite.Sara showered and got dressed and came downstairs smelling like gardenias.Grissom kissed her and said "You look beautiful honey" Sara thanked him and said "You ready to leave?"He nodded and they scooped up Emmi who was clutching her favorite teddy bear.

They locked up the place and first dropped Emmi off at Catherine's.Emmi ran into Catherine's arms and Catherine kissed her and said "How's my favorite niece?" Sara hugged Catherine and said "Thanks for watching her Cat"Catherine tucked back a strand of her shining red hair and said "It's no problem" Sara then got into the car with Grissom and they left to go shopping.It was turning out to be a good day so far.

Chapter 82

2008-09-14T14:07:00.000-07:00

Sara was playing on the floor with Emmi .She was getting bigger now and not a baby anymore.Sara kept throwing a red ball up in the air and Emmi squealed with laughter each time.Grissom came home from work and kissed both of them calling them both "my favorite girls" Sara smiled as he kissed her."How was your day honey" he asked "Good' Sara smiled and tucked back a strand of her shining dark hair.Grissom picked up Emmi and flung her up in the air and caught her making her laugh .Sara got up and started dinner for them."Can I help sweetheart ?" he asked , Sara turned around and said "You could set the table "and he nodded and set 2 places for them.Emmi was going to sit on her own chair and table.

They ate dinner and chatted about thier day.Sara was feeling tired and said after dinner she wanted to take a bath.Grissom offered to wash her hair and she agreed.She loved when he washed her hair.Grissom did up the dishes after dinner and put Emmi down for the night.Sara went upstairs, she emptied her bladder and then ran a bath for herself.Grissom came upstairs and found her in the tub.He wet her hair and gently massaged some apple shampoo into her wet hair working up a lather.Sara sighed happily and felt herself relax.After her bath she and Grissom went to bed .She was almost alsleep but she said "Grissom" Yeah honey?" he asked "I love you" Sara said and she felt his lips brush against her forehead as he said "I love you too sweetheart " and he drifted off to sleep holding her hand.

Chapter 80

2008-07-15T21:18:00.000-07:00

Sara woke up to Grissom kissing her forehead and stroking her hair "Happy Birthday sweetheart" he whispered , Sara gave him a tired smile and said "Awww thanks Grissom" He reached for her hand and held it in his "Anything you want to do today honey name it"Sara gave him the gap toothed smile he loved so much and said "Let me think a while" She fell back on the pillow and sighed.Grissom kissed her hand and lay looking at her "You're so beautiful Sara" he said in a tender voice , Sara laid her head on his chest and he kissed the top of her head and stroked her soft brown hair.She felt like the luckiest woman in the world to have Grissom, he loved her unconditionally and would do anything for her.She fell alsleep on him because whenever he stroked her hair it relaxed her.He let her sleep and snuck downstairs to order her a birthday cake and some flowers too.Little Emmi was awake when he looked in on her, she was becoming a toddler now and not so much of a baby.Grissom picked her up and she clapped her little hands and tickled her.Her hair was growing and her little ringlets made her look more adorable then ever, long lashes framed her sparkling brown eyes and her teeth were growing in now too.Grissom kissed her and said "Today is mommy's birthday honey" Emmi smiled at him and he said "Let's make you some breakfast"

He took Emmi downstairs and whipped up scrambled eggs for her and toast, she ate some of the eggs and a little toast but when he gave her applesauce she ate every bit.After breakfast Grissom wrapped up the silver necklace he had bought Sara and Emmi played with some of the ribbon, Grissom slowly walked back upstairs holding Emmi in one arm and Sara's gift in another.Sara smiled when she heard them and little Emmi came over and said "Happy Birthday mommy" Sara kissed Emmi and said "Thank you my darling girl" Grissom handed Sara the pretty wrapped box and said "Hope you like it honey" Sara was so touched by his thoughtfulness and she slowly opened the box and inside was a beautiful little silver peace sign, "Awww I love it Grissom" She hugged him and he gently fastened the necklace around her neck.

Nick called up just then to wish Sara Happy Birthday and Sara chatted excitedly to him, so far her birthday was turning out to be perfect, Catherine called up after Nick and told Sara she had a surprise for her and to ready at 4:00 p.m., Sara was excited and could hardly contain herself.Grissom loved seeing Sara so excited and showered with love, she was his love, his angel and he always wanted her to be happy.

Chapter 79

2008-05-10T11:40:00.000-07:00

Sara was reading in bed , Grissom had washed her hair for her and it had relaxed her so much.He was downstairs when Sara heard the phone ring, she leaned over to answer it but Grissom must have already gotten it.He came upstairs on the phone , Sara glanced at him when he said "Wow you're kidding ?" Sara gave him a look and he said "Ok hold on Laura, you can tell her" Sara took the phone and said "Hi mom" "Hi baby, Sara thought her mom sounded really happy and wondered what was going on "Sara , you wo'nt believe this , Laura said , "But that man that was in the auto crash was'nt your brother" "What?" Sara exclaimed "The man that died had stolen your brother's ID card honey" Laura said "Randy is very much alive" Sara felt tears of joy in her eyes and said "Awww mom that is wonderful news " Laura agreed and they hung up after exchanging "I love you's" Sara was so happy and Grissom hugged her close , he was so happy for Sara.

"Honey, Grissom said "Emmi and I want to take you out to eat for Mother's Day tommorow" Sara was touched and said "Awww that is so nice" Grissom glanced at his watch and said "Speaking of Emmi, I need to go pick her up, want to come sweetheart? " Sara nodded and he said "Ok come on honey" and they both left in her car to pick Emmi up at Catherine's.

Catherine hugged them both when they came over and said "Emmi was no trouble at all, she's such a good baby" Sara smiled at that and said "Thank you for taking care of her Catherine" Catherine tucked a strand of her shining red hair back and said "It's no problem" Grissom took Emmi in his arms and said " How's my precious girl?" Emmi squealed with delight seeing her dad and he tickled her little belly making her laugh.She was a beautiful baby and a blessing in all of thier lives.To Be Continued ..............................

Chapter 78

2008-05-08T00:02:00.000-07:00

Sara rolled over in bed and began to cry softly.She had fallen alsleep after hearing the terrible news about her brother and now she was awake with the news fresh in her mind.Grissom woke up too hearing her cry and he pulled her into his arms and said "Awww honey and said "Anything I can do for you sweetheart ?" Sara sniffled on his shoulder and said "No" softly , He kissed her on the top of her head and just held her, she rested her head on his chest and in no time she fell alsleep again in a tearful slumber. He tucked her in and sat beside her holding her hand in his.He felt helpless seeing the woman he loved so upset.Sara was so vulnerable and he had a fierce need to protect her.He went downstairs to eat some soup and make a phone call and when he came back , he sat by Sara again and she blinked and turned around to face him.

"There's my sweet angel" he said in a tender voice.Sara gave him a tiny smile and he reached out and brushed her hair back from her face.Sara was grateful for his affection towards her and he could'nt take his eyes off her "You're so pretty Sara, he said softly, Sara felt fresh tears falling down her face and he took a kleenex and gently blotted them away.He climbed in bed with her and lay facing her."Are you hungry sweetheart?" he asked and she shook her head "Not really, she sighed "I am a little thirsty though, he got up and went to the kitchen, poured her some ice water and brought it up to her.Sara smiled at him and whispered "Thank you and gulped it down.He took the empty glass and set it on her nightstand, " Anytime" he said and lay back down with her.Sara closed her eyes and said "I wish my brother dying was a bad dream" Grissom gave her a sympathetic look and said "I know sweetheart , she looked away and sighed and Grissom kissed her hand and said "Come on honey, I'll draw you a bath"

She got up and he ran the bathwater warm for her and poured in her favorite gardenia bubblebath in the water.The tub filled up quickly with warm bubbles and Sara got in and sighed happily as the bubbles soaked up her body, Grissom put the toilet lid down and sat down talking to her as she lay in the tub.Sara began to feel a little better and he poured some Herbal Essences shampoo in her wet hair and rubbed it in working up a lather.Sara closedher eyes and felt relaxed for the first time all day.She loved Grissom so much, he was the only person who kept her going much of the time , To Be Continued .........................................

Chapter 77

2008-05-01T21:21:00.000-07:00

Sara was home by herself waiting for Grissom and Emmi to return.She missed both thier presence and was about to make herself a cup of tea when the phone rang.Sara answered and it was her mom and she sounded like she was crying."Mom? " Sara asked "What's wrong?" Mrs Sidle continued to cry and said in a shaking voice "Your brother died last night" "What???" Sara gasped and covered her mouth with her hand "How ?" Sara asked starting to cry , Laura Sidle said that Sara's brother had been coming home from work and a drunk driver had ran a red light and crashed into his sports car killing him instantly.Sara legs began to shake from shock and she collasped into a chair and her mom told her she loved her and would call back later "I love you too mom, I ca'nt believe this happened " Sara went upstairs and got into her bed and cried.

Grissom came home then and he was alone.Catherine had offered to take Emmi for a few hours because Grissom wanted some alone time with Sara."Honey" he called out throwing his keys on the kitchen table, he heard silence and walked upstairs concerned .He looked in the bathroom and the door was open, she was'nt in there and he thought he heard muffled sobbing and found Sara in bed hugging her pillow and crying.He knelt beside her and said "Honey what's wrong?" Sara tried to talk but just ending up sobbing, he reached over and pulled her into his arms and her head rested on his chest, he stroked her hair and just sat holding her.Sara swallowed and said "My brother Randy died last night" Grissom's handsome face looked stunned and he said "Oh God Sara how ?" Sara choked on a sob and said "He was in a car accident , a drunk driver hit him" She buried her face in his chest and cried , deep racking sobs came out of her, there was no sound in the world Grissom found more heartbreaking then the sound of Sara crying, Grissom kissed her cheek and held her stroking her soft hair and comforting her the best he could.She ended up falling alsleep from exhaustion and he carried her to thier bed and tucked her in and lay beside her watching her sleep.

Grissom hated that Sara's only sibling had died and at such a young age, Randy had been 35, and he and Sara had shared a special bond, they had both grown up in an abusive home and they had always looked out for each other as kids.Grissom glanced at Sara and reached for her hand and fell alsleep holding her hand .He was going to do everything he could to be there for Sara during this hard time in her life.He only wished he could bring Randy back and he wished with all his heart he could do that for Sara, To Be Continued ...........................

Chapter 76

2008-04-29T21:50:00.000-07:00

Sara was at home getting ready to meet Catherine for lunch.She slipped into her grey sweater and her favorite blue jeans.She added a few touches of mascara, eyeliner and lipgloss and fluffed her hair.Grissom caught a glimpse of Sara as she was getting ready.He stole a kiss from her and said "You look nice honey" Sara smiled at him and said "Thanks" She checked on Emmi who was sleeping and hugged Grissom as she headed out "I'll see you later" she said.Grissom nodded and inhaled her sweet scent and said "Have fun honey" Sara smiled at her and waved as she walked down the driveway to her Prius.

She got in and headed out .Traffic was light and she got to the place in no time.Catherine was waiting for her at a table and waved her over.Sara smiled as she sat down.Catherine kissed her cheek and said " Glad you came" Sara took a sip of her water and said "Awww Cath , you know I love hanging out with you away from work.Catherine agreed and said how much of a great friend Sara was to her always.Sara felt pleased hearing that, she cared about others and always had.Sara showed Catherine some recent pictures of Emmi and Catherine remarked how beautiful she was and how big she was getting.The precious little baby was growing more every day.The waitress came over and Sara and Catherine ordered iced teas and salads for lunch and just sat talking and catching up.They were both happy to be away from the stress of work and have a day where they could both relax and have fun.

After lunch they parted ways and Sara went by the grocery store and bought some fresh fruit for dessert .She also bought some laundry detergent, diapers for Emmi, a few magazines to read for fun and some hiball pens to write with.She drove home with the groceries and started putting everything away.Grissom was gone with Emmi and Sara wondered where they both had gone.The house had an eerie stillness without them both and Sara missed them, To be continued ........................

Chapter 75

2008-04-14T20:43:00.000-07:00

Sara was in the kitchen whipping up omelettes for her and Grissom.She had been sick a few days ago but she was feeling much better.She chopped up some mushrooms and avocado and sliced some vine tomatoes and shredded some cheese .She poured the egg into the hot pan and flipped it a few times and then added the avocado, tomato, mushrooms and cheese.Grissom smelled her cooking and smiled .He got dressed and came downstairs as Sara was serving them breakfast.Emmi was still sleeping and Sara was going to wake her soon so she could eat too." Good morning honey" Grissom said and gave Sara a kiss.Sara smiled at him and said "Hi Grissom, sit down, breakfast is almost ready" He poured them both some iced tea and took a seat by Sara.Sara put thier plates down and he breathed in the scent and said "Smells delicious" Sara was pleased hearing that and he took a bite of the omlette and closed his eyes saying " Mmmmm so good" Sara giggled at him and they both ate and enjoyed each other's company.

After they finished breakfast Grissom did up the dishes and Sara went and got Emmi up, changed her diaper and -fed her.Emmi was happy as always seeing her mom and Sara just loved her.Emmi was a beautiful baby, and so sweet -natured.Sara and Grissom could'nt imagine thier lives without her.Emmi reached out and touched Sara 's face with her hands.Sara kissed her and said "Hi my darling girl" Emmi was fascinated by her mom and gently tugged Sara's shining dark hair.Sara smiled at her and played with her for a bit.Grissom took her then and Sara went to take a shower.She washed her hair and used the Jasmine body wash Nick had given her as a Christmas present.Feeling clean and fresh she slipped on a red dress and redid her make -up. Grissom came upstairs and caught a glance of her "Wow Sara, you are stunning" he said and whistled .Sara laughed feeling embarrased but he told her always she was his beautiful angel and she loved him for that.He kissed her and told her how much he loved her and she smiled and said "I love you too Grissom with all my heart" He helped her fasten a necklace on that he had bought her.

Sara was going to meet Catherine later for lunch and Grissom was happy that they both got along so good.At first when Sara had begun and was a new CSI , Catherine had been rude to her but in time Catherine had grown to love Sara and respect her very much.Sara also loved Catherine and appreciated all her tips on being a new mom, although Catherine thought Sara was a great mom and told her often. To be continued ...................................

Chapter 74

2008-04-04T21:41:00.000-07:00

Sara was'nt feeling well and was laying down in bed.Catherine was watching Emmi that day and Grissom was supposed to pick her up on his way home from work.She thought from her symptoms she had the flu.She was feverish and chilling and her stomach felt a little queasy.She sat up feeling saliva fill her mouth and ran to the bathroom where she got sick.Sara flushed the toilet and took in deep breaths.She hated being sick and she went back to bed and fell alsleep until Grissom came home a few hours later.He put Emmi in her playpen and went to find Sara.He poked his head in the bedroom and saw her sleeping form in thier bed.He leaned down and gave her a kiss on the cheek.Sara blinked at him and said "Grissom , I'm sick" "Awww honey, he said and reached for her hand.Sara leaned against him and he felt her forehead, "Let me take your temperature sweetheart" he said and after placing a thermometer under her tongue, 101 was the reading."Awww honey you have a fever" he said and placed a cold washcloth on her forehead.She closed her eyes and he just sat by her asking her if she needed anything."No" Sara said softly "But just stay with me" He reached out and touched her face and said "My poor baby, I love you " he said ."Love you too" she whispered and he stroked her soft hair until she fell alsleep.

Sara woke up later and Grissom made her a little chicken noodle soup.She had a few bites and had some sips of water.He kissed her and said "How do you feel ?" Sara thought for a minute and said " Like I have the flu" " Awww I'll take care of you sweetheart" he said in a gentle tone.Sara gave him a weak smile and said "I know you will" He crawled into bed with her and lay holding her in her arms.He had fed Emmi her dinner and put her down for the night so he could tend to Sara.Sara was chilling and he felt her body shaking.He tried his best to hold her and keep her warm.She fell back to sleep and he did too until she woke up sick again later.He heard her in the bathroom throwing up her dinner.When he got up to check on her she was leaning against the wall with her eyes closed fighting a wave of dizziness."Awww honey " he said and knelt down by her. He got her some water to rinse her mouth out with and took her in his arms and hugged her , she leaned on him and he stroked her hair and helped her back to bed.Sara thanked him when he tucked her in and he said "I'm sorry you are'nt feeling well sweetheart" She looked at him and said "You make me feel better" He smiled at that and hoped that she knew there was nothing he would'nt do for her.She was the love of his life, his angel, his soulmate.

When Sara woke up later she felt better and Grissom had fallen alsleep holding her hand.She smiled and gently tried to unlease her hand without waking him.She needed to pee and she wanted to check on Emmi so she got up, went to the bathroom and then looked in on Emmi who was all stretched out like a little angel in her crib.Sara reached out and smoothed her soft brown curls and said "Goodnight pretty one" Sara read for a while and then went back to bed glad she felt well again. The next day she and Catherine were both going out for a girls day out and she did'nt want to be sick for that.To Be Continued ...........................................

Chapter 73

2008-03-18T21:15:00.000-07:00

Sara wandered into her bedroom in her robe after showering and found Grissom laying on thier bed reading."Hi sweetheart" he said when she walked in.She sat down beside him and he kissed the top of her head and she lay down by him and put her head on his shoulder.He put his book down and wrapped his arms around her and just sat holding her feeling contented.She sighed happily and sat feeling loved."Are you tired honey?" he asked her and she nodded."Yeah, he said softly, "Me too, Emmi is already out for the night" Sara smiled at that and she lay down facing him.He reached out and stroked her cheek and said " My beautiful angel" Sara gave him a tender look and kissed his hand softly.He just lay gazing at her until she feel alsleep and he leaned over and kissed her and said "Goodnight honey, I love you" Sara felt a smile coming and said "I love you too Grissom, goodnight"

The sun was peeking through thier bedroom window when Sara woke up.Grissom woke up when he felt her slide out of bed."You're up early" he smiled and Sara said "You know me Grissom , I'm an early riser" He chuckled and she walked into the bathroom to empty her bladder and brush her teeth. When she went into Emmi's room she was up waiting for her mom ."Hi my sweet girl" Sara said scooping her up in her arms.Emmi squeeled happily at her mom and Sara changed her diaper and fed her and then let her play for a while in her walker.

Grissom was up then and Sara had made scrambled eggs and whole wheat toast for them .Sara had brought Emmi into the kitchen to keep them company while they ate.She was getting bigger and prettier.Long lashes framed her sparkling brown eyes and her shining curly hair was growing in and forming little ringlets.She was getting more teeth too and Sara was stunned by how beautiful and vibrant she was.Having Emmi was the best decision they had both ever made.To Be Continued .............................

Chapter 72

2008-03-10T21:15:00.000-07:00

Sara was sitting on her bed and playing with Emmi.Tears of relief were in her eyes and she just thanked God her precious baby had been returned to her.Grissom had showered and he opened the bathroom door and had gotten dressed .He rubbed a towel in his wet hair and glanced at Sara.He saw tears in her eyes and walked over to her.He cupped her face in his hands and said "Do'nt cry honey, , Emmi is home sweetheart , It's ok" Sara nodded and sniffled and he hugged her close and rubbed her back."Awww it's ok honey" he said in a gentle voice.He kissed her cheek and said " Are you almost ready to meet Catherine and Brass for breakfast ?" Sara nodded and wiped her eyes.She redid her make -up and slipped on a yellow shirt and black pants.Emmi cooed at her from across the room.She was in her playpen and Sara reached down and picked her up.She gurgled as Sara picked her up and Sara held her close feeling her warmth.

Grissom watched Sara with Emmi and thought she was such a wonderful mom.Sara had doubted herself as a mother but Grissom had always knew she would be great as a mom.He came over and kissed Sara's cheek and kissed Emmi too and asked Sara "Are you ready sweetheart ? Sara nodded and he said "Ok let's go then.He opened the door and they stepped out and he locked the door behind them.They went out to Sara's car and he carefully buckled Emmi in her pink car seat.She cooed in the backseat and played with the teddy bear Nick had given her when she was born.Grissom smiled at Sara and said "You look nice honey" Sara felt a smile coming and she said "Awww thanks" Grissom loved Sara and he thought she was so pretty.Once in an insecure moment Sara had asked him why he had'nt wanted to date Catherine instead of her.He had simply answered "Sara, I do'nt love Catherine, I love you" That answer had satisfied Sara, Sara thought Catherine was so pretty, she was a strong woman and smart as hell , but as much as Grissom admired Catherine , it was Sara he loved.She was alot like him, they had alot in common, and he felt Sara was his equal and Sara felt the same way about him.

They got to the restaurant and Brass and Catherine was waiting.Sara hugged Brass and thanked him for finding Emmi.Brass told her it was a pleasure and Sara told him how grateful she and Grissom were to him. "Awww you know I love both of you" Brass answered, "I was glad to help" Catherine looked striking in an ice blue blouse which set off her shining red hair and made her bright blue eyes sparkle.She hugged Sara and Sara smiled at her and slid next to her in the booth.Emmi sat in her little highchair by Grissom and he kept smiling at her and tickling her making her laugh.Sara lived for that moment hearing her baby daughter laughing, a few days ago she never thought she would hear that sweet sound again.To Be Continued ................................

Chapter 71

2008-02-22T20:54:00.000-08:00

Sara woke up startled after hearing the phone ring, Catherine had reached over and answered it so it would'nt wake Sara but Sara had woken up.It was Grissom, " Hi Catherine, he said " Brass and I am still looking for Emmi, but we got some leads so we are following up on them, how is Sara ?" he asked , Catherine glanced at her friend and felt a wave of sympathy, Sara's eyes were red from crying and she had dark circles under her eyes."She's a little upset, but she knows I am here for her"Catherine said and Sara smiled at her and said "Let me talk to him " Catherine smiled and said "Sara wants to talk to you" She handed the phone to Sara and Grissom melted hearing her voice "Hi honey, he said , Sara felt tears slid down her cheeks and she said " Are you any closer to finding Emmi ? " Grissom sighed and he said " Brass and I are following up on a witness's statement and a possible sighting near the New York, New York Hotel, do'nt worry sweetheart, he said, "We'll find her" Sara nodded through her tears and he said " I know we will get her back , ok the police are here, I'll be back later tonight ok honey, I love you" "I love you too Grissom " Sara said "Please get Emmi back" "I will baby," he said and said "I'll see you later"

After talking to him Sara felt so helpless and she started to say something to Catherine but started sobbing instead.Catherine took Sara in her arms and hugged her "Awww honey , Grissom will find her" she said softly.Sara felt like a piece of her heart had been stolen but it had been.She and Grissom both adored Emmi and this was a true nightmare having thier precious baby daughter missing.Catherine comforted Sara and made her a cup of tea and some soup.Sara did'nt eat much but Catherine did'nt force her too.She fell alsleep while Catherine was watching tv and Catherine just prayed that Emmi would be found .She loved Grissom and Sara and they both needed thier daughter back.

Later that night Grissom came home with Emmi in his arms, he and Brass had found the creep who had kidnapped her holed up in a room in the New York, New York, he had been arrested for kidnapping and Brass was taking him to jail at that exact moment.Grissom unlocked the door and walked upstairs with Emmi in his arms, He was going to surprise her and tell her he found Emmi.Catherine and Sara were both sleeping and he leaned down and kissed Sara on the cheek and said 'Honey somebody wants to say "Hi" to you", Sara woke up and saw Emmi and screamed "Oh my God, my baby" Emmi squealed happily seeing her mom and Catherine woke up and saw Sara hugging Emmi and crying.Catherine cried too seeing them reunited and Grissom had tears in his eyes too, he hugged Catherine and thanked her for taking care of Sara , she said "No problem, I'm so glad you and Brass found Emmi" Sara just held Emmi and said "My beautiful baby is back.Grissom was so happy at that moment, Catherine smiled and said "Can I hold her ?" Sure " Sara said and handed Emmi to Catherine , She cooed happily and clapped her little hands.Sara kept smiling and wiping away happy tears.Grissom sat down by her and held her in his arms."I missed you " he said "But she told you we would find Emmi" he said. Sara gave him a huge smile and said "You came through for me like always" Grissom said "Ok we are going out to breakfast to celebrate" To Be Continued .........................................

Chapter 70

2008-02-17T19:23:00.000-08:00

Sara and Grissom were at a quiet restaurant enjoying each other's company.Since Catherine could'nt watch Emmi Sara had let Wendy , one of the lab rats watch her .She had been reluctant at first but Wendy had gained her trust telling Sara she had 5 sisters and two brothers and she had been babysitting alot in her teen years.Grissom sat staring into Sara's eyes, he held her hand in his and they sat talking quietly until Sara's cell phone rang "Sidle , she answered and she hear Wendy crying and her heart skipped a beat, "Wendy what's wrong? Sara asked her voice rising, "Sara, oh God, Wendy cried , "It's Emmi, she 's been kidnapped" Sara screamed "What????????????" and rose out of her seat, Grissom saw the alarm in her eyes and looked at her, Wendy started talking again through her sobs "I called Catherine and Brass and gave them a description of the man that took her and they put out an Amber Alert for Emmi" Wendy said, Sara was crying too at this point and Grissom knew something was wrong, he sat next to her and Sara said "Emmi's been kidnapped " Grissom felt his heart sink and he said "OMG, let me talk to Wendy" Sara handed him the phone which was wet with her tears .Grissom got teary - eyed while he was talking to Wendy but he said "Ok alright, and hung up.

Sara fell into his arms sobbing and he put his arms around her not caring who was watching , he felt tears of his own fall onto her sweet -smelling hair and he kissed her and said "Brass will find Emmi sweetheart, I know he will" Grissom said "Come on honey, let's go call Catherine, I'm going to call Brass and help him search for Emmi" Sara panicked and said "Do'nt leave Grissom, Grissom reached out and stroked her cheek and said "But honey I want to find our daughter, Sara nodded and he said "I'll have Catherine stay with you tonight ok?" Sara nodded again and he put his arm around her and paid the bill and they drove to the lab.The team was there and they both offered Grissom and Sara lots of hugs and support, Catherine kept hugging Sara and telling her they would find Emmi. Grissom was grateful to the team for thier support, both Warrick and Nick hugged Sara and kissed her and offered her thier love and support.When Sara went to the restroom to blow her nose Grissom pulled Catherine aside and said "Catherine I'm going to go out tonight with Brass and look for Emmi, I want you to stay with Sara tonight, she's very upset and she needs someone there with her, Catherine said "Of course, and then Grissom started to tear up a little and he said "I know you are'nt me, but sometimes Sara has nightmares in the middle of the night so if she does while you are there will you get up and hold her for me?" Catherine said "I will Grissom " and hugged him. Grissom thanked her and then Brass and him left in Brass's car with Warrick and Nick.

When Sara came back she was upset to find Grissom gone and Catherine had told her he had left to find Emmi.Sara sat down and sobbed "I knew I should have left Emmi with you tonight" Catherine felt her heart break for Sara and she hugged the pretty brunette and whispered "Honey do'nt blame yourself, you could'nt have known this would happen." Sara screamed "I do blame myself, Emmi is my baby, she is the one person I am responsible for and she is my daughter and now she is missing".Catherine felt so bad for Sara, she made her a cup of tea but Sara did'nt touch it, she sat crying into the cup instead and Catherine sat down by her and said "Come on, I'll take you home" Sara was so distraught with grief she could'nt even stand and Catherine had to help her get up.Catherine drove her home and told her that Grissom had asked her to stay with Sara.Sara was grateful for Catherine's presence but she just went up to bed and lay in bed crying.Catherine heard her crying when she was downstairs and her heart broke.She went upstairs and climbed in bed next to Sara and held her.Sara's tears soaked the front of Catherine's shirt but Catherine just sat and stroked Sara's hair and whispered soothing words to her, Sara finally stopped crying and thanked Catherine for being there for her.The pretty redhead smiled at her and said "You rescued my Lindsay, and I just know Brass and Grissom will find Emmi" Sara fell alsleep finally and Catherine just sat next to her in case she had a bad dream.Finally Catherine fell alsleep too until they were awakened by the phone ringing............ To Be Continued ..................................................

In need of some ideas, can anyone help ????????

2008-02-17T13:53:00.000-08:00

Hi my sweet readers, I am suffering from a serious case of writer's block, does anyone have any ideas for our favorite TV couple ???? I would love to hear some if you do,my brain is mush today and has been lately, Love Always Lisa XOXO

Chapter 69

2008-02-13T20:43:00.000-08:00

Sara woke up next to a bunch of red roses.She blinked and saw Grissom smiling at her, " Happy Valentine's Day honey, I love you" he said and kissed her gently on the cheek.Sara smiled at him and hugged him close, "Happy Valentine's Day Grissom, I love you too she said" He smoothed back her hair and said "Tonight we are going out and Catherine will be watching Emmi" Sara nodded and said "Ok, sounds good" She got up and brushed her teeth and showered and got dressed, and when she came downstairs Grissom was cooking breakfast and Emmi was in her highchair.She squealed happily when she saw Sara and Sara kissed her little cheek and said "There's my precious girl" Grissom smiled at her and said "I'm cooking your favorite" Sara squeezed them some juice and sat down and Grissom put a vegetable omlette in front of her with some wheat toast."Eat up honey," he said and "I'll join you in a minute"

Sara took a bite and it melted in her mouth "Delicious" she said Grissom was pleased with himself and sat down with her , Sara was nearly done eating but she grinned at him and said "My compliments to the chef" Grissom smiled and starting eating, he held her hand and told her how beautiful she looked.Sara blushed but felt pleased as she ran her fingers through her wet hair.Emmi kicked her little feet and gurgled at her parents, Sara glanced at Grissom and said "Emmi is such a pretty baby" He nodded and said "That is because she takes after her mom" Sara was touched "Awww she said and went upstairs to call Catherine.

Grissom cleaned up the kitchen and played with Emmi.She was getting so big and getting more teeth but she was such a good baby, she never cried and she was always happy.Grissom and Sara loved her beyond words and there was nothing they would'nt do for her.She was the light of thier lives, Grissom loved having a daughter, he never thought he would be a good dad but fatherhood had come naturally to him and he and Sara both could'nt imagine thier lives without Emmi, To Be Continued ..............................

Chapter 68

2008-01-24T23:22:00.000-08:00

Sara and Grissom had just finished dinner and Sara had sat holding Emmi for a while rocking her to sleep.After putting her down for the night Sara and Grissom retreated up to thier bedroom.Sara had finished packing and was laying on the bed by Grissom, he sat stroking her soft hair and talking to her." Honey, he asked her "Hmmmm Sara said in a sleepy tone "Did you call Catherine yet and tell her we do'nt need her to babysit for us ?" Sara muttered "Damn it I forgot , shall I call her now ?" She glanced at her clock , it said 11:30 p.m. , Catherine was probably sleeping."It's ok honey, Grissom said "You can call her tommorow" Sara nodded and said "I will" She lay back down and Grissom kissed her and held her close savoring her sweet scent.Sara fell alsleep in his arms and he read quietly and then started packing his own stuff trying to be as quiet as possible so he would'nt wake Sara.Grissom glanced at Sara sleeping and thought she looked so beautiful and innocent.He brushed his teeth after packing and slipped in next to her.She stirred a little and he reached out and smoothed back her hair , "Goodnight Grissom I love you" Sara said and he kissed her forehead and said " I love you too sweetheart" and she smiled and fell back to sleep.

The next morning Sara woke up first, she slipped out of bed, peed, brushed her teeth , checked on Emmi who was still sleeping and went downstairs , she made coffee and read the morning paper.She called Catherine but her voicemail was on so Sara left her a message and knew Catherine would probably call her back later. Sara made her and Grissom oatmeal and sat eating quietly , they would be leaving that night for thier trip and she was excited but feeling a little anxious as well .Grissom woke up then and brought Emmi into the kitchen, she squealed happily when she saw Sara and Sara smiled and held her up and said "There's my precious girl" Sara put her in her high chair and they both sat down and talked to her.Grissom glanced at Sara who was reading the paper "You ok honey?" he asked , Sara looked up startled "Fine " she said and gave him a little smile.Grissom knew something was bothering her and he hated seeing her upset .

After breakfast Sara fed Emmi and after she fell alsleep Sarawent upstairs and soaked in the hot tub that was outside in thier backyard.Grissom looked out the window and saw her sitting in the hot tub with her eyes closed .He was worried about her and when she came inside later he questioned her with his eyes.Sara sat down and he sat by her."Baby what's wrong ? " he asked , his deep blue eyes were wide with concern.Sara shrugged , "I guess I'm just nervous about our trip and I have a bad feeling that something might happen" Grissom reached for her hand and squeezed it in his and said " Awwww honey we do'n have to go if you do'nt want to" He slipped his arms around Sara and kissed her , she felt her anxiety melt away but she had a nagging feeling that they should'nt go on the trip and when she told him he was very understanding and said " I can cancel the trip honey " and after he called up and did Sara felt better To Be Continued ...........................

Chapter 67

2008-01-20T22:47:00.000-08:00

Sara was in her bedroom packing for her upcoming trip with Grissom .They had wanted Emmi to go with them too but then Catherine had offered to babysit her for the 3 days they would be away.Sara was torn because she knew that she would miss Emmi very much and it would be thier first time ever being away from her.Sara felt a little sad as she quietly folded her clothes and placed them in her suitcase.Emmi was sleeping in her room and Sara's thoughts kept racing back to her.Grissom came home then and came upstairs, he slipped up next to Sara and kissed her cheek "Hi honey" he said in a gentle voice and Sara melted into his arms.

Sara smiled as he kissed her but he sensed she was a little sad.He put his jacket down on a chair in thier bedroom and tilted her chin up so he could look at her pretty brown eyes."What's wrong sweetheart?" he asked Sara sighed and said "I want Emmi to come with us on our trip , but at the same time it would be nice to spend some alone time with you too , " Grissom nodded and said " Whatever you feel is best honey, we can take her with us , she is a big girl now and is sleeping through the nights, "Sara nodded and said " I know I will miss her so much if she does'nt come" Grissom agreed and said "So would I" Grissom's bright blue eyes were tender on Sara and he reached for her hand and squeezed it in his.She leaned against him and he kissed the top of her head and put his arm around her, a favorite routine of his that she loved.Grissom always made her feel so loved and she always felt safe having him around."Are you hungry ?" he asked her .She said "Yeah a little" "Ok , he said "I'll cook tonight" Sara thanked him and went in to check on Emmi.She was still sleeping and Sara covered her and touched her little cheek with her hand.

Grissom was downstairs in the kitchen, he decided to make vegetarian chili and cornbread for them, Sara came down in the kitchen to help him and made a salad for them.Grissom said "You know honey , it's not too late to change our minds about bringing Emmi with us" Sara looked thoughtful and said "I know, I think I want to bring her with us" Grissom smiled and said "I think we should too" Sara smirked and said "Catherine was looking forward to watching her, but she can anytime," Grissom smiled and dished up thier dinner and they sat down to eat. To Be Continued ..................................................

Chapter 66

2008-01-09T14:27:00.000-08:00

Sara lay in her bed and moaned softly.She had fed Emmi and put her down for a nap but she was'nt feeling very well that day.She felt nauseous and her head hurt and she was shaking . It was a migraine that was making her not feel very well and she waited for Grissom to come home and prayed he would come soon.About 20 minutes later she heard his key in the door, "Honey" he called out and when she did'nt answer he poked his head in thier bedroom and saw her lying in bed.He leaned down to kiss her and thought she felt warm.Sara reached for his hand and said in a weak voice"I do'nt feel well Grissom" Grissom's face clouded over and he slipped into bed next to her and pulled her into his arms," C'mere baby" he said softly and just sat holding her.Sara closed her eyes and relaxed until a wave of nausea struck and she ran to the bathroom to throw up.Grissom found her kneeling in front of the toilet retching." Awww honey" he said softly, he sat behind her and rubbed her back until she finished throwing up.He flushed the toilet for her and got her a glass of water.She rinsed her mouth and he felt her forehead, she felt a little warm to him , "Sweetheart I am so sorry you do'nt feel well" he told her.Sara sighed and said " Thanks Grissom, just stay with me" He took her hand and helped her up and said "Of course I will honey" He put his arm around her and led her back to bed .He tucked her in and sat beside her holding her hand until she fell alsleep.He did'nt want to leave her side so he sat in a chair by her reading.A few hours later Sara woke up and he was still there by her side.Grissom reached out and caressed her cheek and she gave him a little smile."How do you feel honey?" he asked and she said "Better , think it was a migraine" Grissom was relieved she felt better and he asked " Are you hungry or thirsty ? She said "Maybe later, I need to go to the bathroom though" She eased out of bed and got up to pee.

Grissom sat reading and put his book down when she came back.Emmi was sleeping in the next room and Sara went to check on her and found her all snug in her little crib.Sara smiled at her and touched her soft little curls with her hand.She was such a pretty baby and she had been teething lately and Sara did her best to ease her painwith cold teething rings.Grissom hugged her when she came back upstairs and said "I 'm glad you feel better now honey" Sara nodded and said "Thanks, me too" He said "I'll make dinner for us ok, why do'nt you just relax, take a bath or something" Sara smiled and thanked him and he went downstairs to make them each a salad and some homemade macaroni and cheese .Sara went upstairs to her bathroom and ran her hot bath.She took a folded towel and hung it up on her towel rack and poured some lavender bath oil in the water.It filled the room with a nice, relaxing scent and Sara slipped into the tub and closed her eyes letting the warm water envelope her.She felt better after taking a bath and washing her hair.She came downstairs in her fleece robe smelling like lavender and gardenia.Grissom kissed her on the top of her damp head and said "Ooooooooohhhh you smell good" Sara smiled at him and he said "Dinner is almost ready" Sara went to check on Emmi and she was awake and smiling.

Sara picked her up and snuggled her .She fed Emmi and brought her into the kitchen with her and put her in the highchair to keep them company.Emmi gurgled and smiled at her mom and Sara made a game out of kissing Emmi's little fingers which made her laugh.Grissom turned around and saw her and smiled saying "There's my little princess" Emmi was getting prettier as she got older, long lashes framed her dark eyes and her little cheeks glowed pink with health.Two teeth appeared in her mouth and she was a happy and well -loved baby.The next day Sara and Grissom were going to take a 3 day trip and they were excited about it.Emmi was coming too , it would be thier first vacation with her.To Be Continued .....................

Chapter 65

2007-12-25T22:17:00.000-08:00

Sara woke up on Christmas morning to Grissom smiling at her.He had placed a red rose on her pillow and he kissed her and said "Merry Christmas sweetheart" Sara blinked at him and gave him the smile he loved."Merry Christmas Grissom" she said , Grissom had bought her a silver heart necklace and while she had been sleeping he had slipped it around her neck.Sara felt the necklace slid on her skin and looked down.The silver heart gleamed at her and she got teary eyed and Grissom hugged her and said "You have stolen my heart Sara, I love you" Sara felt warm and safe in his hug and whispered "I love you too Grissom, so much" she added and he heard little Emmi wake up then.Sara went to brush her teeth and Grissom brought Emmi into the room.Sara reached out and kissed her "Merry Christmas my little angel" she said.Little Emmi smiled at her and gurgled happily. Sara stroked her little head and sat down to feed her.

Grissom made them both breakfast and Sara met him downstairs after feeding Emmi.She had put Emmi in her high chair so she could sit with them for breakfast.Grissom had made them whole wheat toast and scrambled eggs with mushrooms and tomatoes and avocado.Sara smiled at him and said "Mmmm these are delicious eggs" Grissom beamed and said "Thank you honey, glad you enjoy them" Sara finished her breakfast and Grissom went upstairs to shower for the day.When he was in the shower Sara put his new robe which was wrapped up nicely on his bed and was excited for him to open it.Grissom finished his shower and his skin was rosy from the warm water.His blue eyes sparkled as he saw Sara sitting on thier bed playing with Emmi.Emmi had the cutest little laugh and Grissom could'nt help but smile when she laughed.

He saw the present waiting on his pillow and Sara's big brown eyes looked excited and she said "Go on , open it.Grissom sat down and she handed him the gift.He tore the paper off and gasped when he opened the box.Inside was a very handsome navy blue terry cloth robe. Grissom took it out and admired it, "Thank you sweetheart, I love it" he said and leaned over to kiss her cheek.Sara felt overjoyed he liked hergift and it was turning out to be a beautiful day for them.To Be Continued ...............................

Chapter 64

2007-12-18T22:01:00.000-08:00

Sara was at the local mall buying some last minute Christmas presents.She had little Emmi with her and felt good about finishing all her shopping.She headed out to the parking lot wheeling Emmi in her stroller and had all her shopping bags on her arm to put away.She took her car keys and unlocked her car when a man came up behind her and pointed a gun at her head and said "Give me all your money bitch or the baby dies " Sara felt her heart stop and she felt panic rising.Little Emmi was sleeping and looked like an angel.She had no idea what was happening to her mother.Sara got her wallet out and the man scowled at her and said "Make it quick" Sara did her best not to cry but she had peed in her pants a little bit from the fear.She scanned the parking lot and prayed someone would help her.Just as she was ready to give the man all her cash two mall security men came up and tackled the man to the ground.One of them cuffed the man and asked her "Miss are you ok?" Sara nodded and began to cry.The security man touched her hand and said "It's ok, you're safe" Sara nodded and felt dazed. The police arrived and talked to Sara and told her how brave she was.Sara just wanted to go home and cry.She kissed little Emmi and buckled her in her car seat and drove home shaking.She got out of her car still shaking and unbuckled Emmi and fed her and put her down to sleep.She could'nt believe she could have almost died.

Sara sat down on her bed and cried softly.Just then she heard Grissom's key in the door and he called out "Honey "Sara could'nt answer but he came into the bedroom and saw her crying and rushed to her side.He sat down next to her and said "Sweetheart what's the matter?" Sara said "I was almost robbed today and this man pointed a gun at my head and threatened to kill Emmi but these two Mall security guys saved us" Grissom was shocked and he took her in his arms and she started sobbing from relief "Ssssssshhhhhh it's ok honey , thank God you and Emmi are safe, it's ok sweetheart" He kissed her and stroked her hair and wiped her tears away.Sara let him hold her for a long time and he comforted her and told her how much he loved her."I love you too Grissom "Sara whispered and he smiled and said "Where is my other favorite girl ?" "She's sleeping" Sara said Grissom nodded and went to check on her.Emmi was sleeping in her crib and he leaned down to kiss her and covered her with her little pink blanket.She was a beautiful baby and Grissom thought she looked so much like Sara.

Grissom made dinner for them and Sara soaked in the tub and prayed to God thanking him for saving her life and Emmi's too.She came downstairs in her pink robe after her bath and Grissom dished up some corn chowder for them and some hot sourdough buttered toast.Sara smiled at him and thanked him for cooking dinner."You're welcome sweetheart" he said and they enjoyed thier dinner .Sara felt so grateful she was alive and she knew that she would never take another day for granted. To Be Continued ...............................

Chapter 63

2007-12-05T20:36:00.000-08:00

Sara had just finished feeding Emmi and she had put her down in her crib to sleep.Nick had come by earlier to visit and he had loved holding Emmi.He told Sara that Emmi was a gorgeous baby and he had also enjoyed visiting Sara.Nick loved Sara like a sister and Sara loved Nick alot too.Catherine was coming by pretty soon to babysit Emmi for Sara so Sara could do a little Christmas shopping.Sara really appreciated Catherine helping her out and she planned on getting Catherine a little gift as a "Thank you"

Sara glanced out the window and it looked like rain so she pulled her black trenchcoat on and tucked a small umbrella in her purse.Sara checked on Emmi and she was sleeping with her pink quilt , Nick had given a pink teddy bear to Emmi and it was in her crib with her.Sara heard a knock on the door and rushed downstairs to let Catherine in.Catherine looked beautiful in her teal sweater and black slacks. Her blue eyes were bright and she looked happy and relaxed.Sara hugged her and said "Catherine thank you so much for babysitting Emmi for me, You are the only person I trust babysitting her" Catherine was touched and she kissed Sara on the cheek and said "It's no problem Sara" Sara gave Catherine some last minute instructions and left with her list in her hand.

Sara headed to the nearby mall , traffic was light and she made good time.She went to Bath and Body Works and bought a bath gift set for Catherine for Christmas, she had them gift wrap it for her too and she was pleased when she left the store.She also went to Sear's and got a very nice plaid robe for Grissom .Sara bought Nick and Warrick Best Buy Gift cards and she finished her shopping off at the Baby Place for little Emmi and bought her some new clothes and some toys at World Market.Sara stopped and got an iced tea and then headed back home.She was loaded down with packages and unlocked the door and stepped in.Catherine came out to help her bring all her bags in and Sara thanked her again and gave her another hug and Catherine told her she had enjoyed watching Emmi and left to go pick up Lindsay.Sara went to check on Emmi and she was still sleeping .Sara smiled at her and stroked her little cheek.Grissom came home then and kissed Sara when he walked in "Hi honey" he said and Sara smiled at him and said "I got you a present today" Grissom said "Awww honey you did'nt have to , but thank you" He said "I brought your favorite dinner, let's go eat" and she followed him to the kitchen. To Be Continued .....................

Chapter 62

2007-12-01T09:10:00.000-08:00

Sara had gotten up to feed Emmi and was sitting on the rocking chair.The room was cold and she shivered in her thin floral nightgown.Emmi had eaten and fallen alsleep in Sara's arms with a happy sigh.Sara could'nt get over what a beautiful baby she was.She carried Emmi to her crib and kissed her goodnight whispering "Goodnight pretty one" Sara found Grissom in the bedroom reading and sat down beside him."Hi honey" he said and touched her hand.He was shocked at how cold she was "Sara you are freezing" he exclaimed and wrapped a blanket around her shoulders.Sara said "I fed Emmi and put her down, she will probably sleep for a while" Grissom said " Sara you are a great mom , I knew you would be" Sara smiled at his tender words and she leaned against him and he kissed the top of her head and slipped his free arm around her.

Nick called Grissom back just then on his cell phone and asked if he could see Emmi this week.He had bought her a little pink teddy bear.Grissom said "Yeah Nicky you can come over and see her tommorow" Nick smiled and said "Hey can I say "Hi" to Sara?" Grissom nodded and handed the phone to Sara."Sara , he said "I miss you , congratulations on Emmi, I ca'nt wait to see her" Sara smiled and said "She will love you Nick, I'll see you tommorow ok" and she handed the phone back to Grissom.Grissom talked to Nick for a few more minutes and then hung up.

Sara called up Catherine and asked her if she would like to babysit Emmi on Sunday, "Yeah of course" Catherine responded Sara was grateful to her and she whispered " I have to go Christmas shopping for Grissom and Emmi too" Catherine understood and said she would be over on Sunday at 1:00 p.m. Sara thanked her and tried to think of something nice to get for Catherine too.Sara had appreciated all of her advice on being a new mom and she had also been touched by Catherine coming when she had given birth to Emmi.She thought maybe a bath gift set would be nice to get Catherine .Grissom was still reading but when Sara came back in the room his eyes lit up and he put his book down.She slipped back next to his side and reached for his hand and held his hand.Sara thought of what would be a good gift to get him for Christmas.He did'nt have a robe, Sara thought a nice robe would please him.To Be Continued ..................................

Chapter 61

2007-11-27T22:09:00.000-08:00

Sara was at home and she was sitting in her rocking chair with Emmi in her arms. Sara had just finished feeding Emmi and she had fallen alsleep in Sara's arms.Sara could'nt get over what a beautiful baby she was and when little Emmi had fallen alsleep her little fingers had wrapped around Sara's hand.Sara kissed Emmi and just sat rocking her.Her body still hurt from giving birth and she had constipation issues that morning and her stomach hurt.She drifted off to sleep until Grissom gently shook her awake."Honey he said "Want me to take her for a while?" Sara nodded and said "Yeah could you put her down in her crib for me?" He nodded and took Emmi and put her down in her crib and covered her with her little pink quilt.He came back to the room where Sara was and sat down beside her.He noticed she was quiet and he slid an arm around her "What's wrong honey?" he asked and smoothed back a strand of her shining hair .Sara sighed and touched her stomach."My stomach hurts, I was having some issues going to the bathroom this morning" Grissom gave her a sympathetic smile and said "I'm sure we have some laxatives here, let me get one for you" He came back with a laxative and a glass of water and Sara thanked him.He said "You'll feel better in a few hours honey" Sara leaned against him and he stroked her soft hair.She sighed and relaxed in his comforting arms."Are you hungry at all sweetheart?" he asked her.She shook her head and said "Not really"He was concerned about her and he hated seeing her not feeling well.He just offered her comfort and sat stroking her hair .Sara fell alsleep on him and he let her rest while he read his book for a while.He was thinking how beautiful thier baby was and how much she looked like Sara.He thought Sara had been so brave when she had given birth to thier daughter and he was so in awe of her and it made him love her even more then he already did.Thier beautiful daughter was a precious gift from God and they both felt extremely lucky to have little Emmi in thier lives.

Grissom carried Sara to the bedroom and tucked her in thier bed and went downstairs to make some soup and some grilled cheese sandwiches for when Sara woke up.He ate a cup of tomato soup and a grilled cheese sandwich and left the pot of soup on the stove for Sara for when she woke up.He would make her a fresh sandwich when she was awake later too.He read for a while and called the lab to check up on Warrick and Nick.They were both working a case in Henderson so he left Nick a message to call him back later.

A hour passed and Sara poked her head in the doorway.Grissom looked up at her and Grissom said "Hi honey, come sit down" Sara sat down by him and he asked "You hungry ?" Sara nodded and said "A little" Her brown eyes seemed a little brighter then earlier and he made her a fresh sandwich and heated up the soup and sat down with her while she ate.Grissom was pleased that she cleaned her plate and he did up the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen.Sara went to check on Emmi and she was sleeping in her crib.Sara touched her little cheek and said "Good night pretty one" She went to the bedroom to relax and Grissom came up and rubbed her back.She loved the back rub and it made her feel a little better.Little Emmi woke up and Sara went to her and sat in the rocking hair feeding her.Her little brown eyes focused on Sara as she ate and Sara smiled at her daughter and thought she was the most beautiful baby she had ever seen.After little Emmi ate Sara rocked her back to sleep and changed her diaper and put her back in her crib.Grissom kissed Emmi goodnight and Sara was about to join him in a board game where her stomach rumbled "Uh oh, she said "Think that laxative finally kicked in , be back in a few" and she rushed off to the bathroom.Grissom set up the game and fifteen minutes later Sara appeared with a huge smile on her face , Grissom looked up at her and asked "Feel better honey?" Sara nodded and sat down to join him in the game. To Be Continued ..................................

Chapter 60

2007-11-23T21:55:00.000-08:00

Sara had been sleeping but she had been woken up by something.She felt a strange sensation , her stomach hurt and she was sweating.She got out of bed and went to the bathroom.She felt a little nauseous and sat down down on the cold floor of the bathroom, as she was sitting on the floor she felt a burst of water come out of her , scared she screamed "Grissom " and started to cry softly.Grissom got up and ran to her , " Honey are you ok ? " he asked and she said "Grissom my water just broke " Grissom then noticed the huge puddle of water on the bathroom floor, "Oh Sara, let's get you to the hospital , he said and Sara felt a contraction and cried out. Grissom knelt down by her and said "It's ok honey, I'm here"Grissom quickly cleaned up the water and grabbed Sara's bag she had packed she would need in the hospital and put his arm around her, she was crying and he said "Is the pain very bad baby?" Sara nodded and he said "Squeeze my hand honey" and every time she had a contraction she did.Grissom put her in the car and rushed her to the hospital.Sara squeezed his hand the whole way, Grissom called Catherine on her cell and told her to meet them at the hospital.When they got to Desert Palm Hospital Grissom carried Sara in and ran up to the desk and said "My wife is in labor" Sara was in pain and she clutched Grissom's hand , he said "It will be ok honey, I'm not leaving your side and Catherine will be here soon" The nurses came out and took Sara in the delivery room.They told her to push and Sara did but the pain was so intense, it felt like a hot knife was ripping out her insides , Grissom stroked her hair and held her hand, "It hurts so much Grissom "Sara was crying and Grissom felt so bad for her.He went to the doctor and said "Sir my wife is in so much pain, ca'nt you give her something for it?" The doctor glanced at Sara who was pushing and sweating.He nodded and administered a shot to ease her pain.Grissom went back to her and sat by her side offering her water and stroking her hair.He held her hand and she looked up as Catherine poked her head in the room.The pretty redhead came into the room and said 'Hi guys" "Hey Catherine" Sara said with a little smile, Catherine had kept her word and Sara was touched.Grissom smiled at Catherine and Catherine took Sara's other hand in hers and the doctor's urged Sara to push.Sara pushed and the nurses said "I can see the head" Grissom kissed the top of her head and said "You're doing great Sara, " Sara gave him a weak smile and pushed again.

Catherine held her hand and offered words of encouragement.The nurses kept an eye on Sara as she kept pushing and finally she pushed and out came the baby. She gave an angry cry and Sara cried as the doctor held her up and said "It's a girl" Catherine glanced at Grissom and he was teary -eyed.They took the baby away to clean her and Grissom hugged Sara who was relieved and she wept in his arms.Catherine hugged Sara too and told her the baby was beautiful.A few minutes later the nurse brought back the baby and put her in Sara's arms.Sara looked down at her and tears filled her eyes."She's so beautiful" Sara said and Grissom agreed and said "Just like her mother" Catherine asked "What's her name?" "Emmi Christina " Sara answered, "Pretty name " Catherine said and Grissom kissed Sara and asked if he could hold Emmi.Sara put Emmi in his arms and she fell alsleep happily.Grissom smiled at the beautiful baby in his arms.His and Sara's life would never be the same and he could'nt get over how pretty his newborn daughter was.She had Sara's big brown eyes and a shock of dark brown hair.Sara took Grissom's picture holding Emmi and Catherine just sat taking it all in.She was so happy for them both and she was so happy to have shared such a special moment with them both.

Sara was thirsty and Grissom let Catherine hold Emmi while he went out into the lobby to get a lemonade for Sara. Sara gave him a smile when he brought it to her and thanked him."You're welcome sweetheart" he told her and took a seat by her.Catherine had fallen alsleep holding Emmi and Sara smiled and took a picture of Catherine alsleep with Emmi.It was a day neither of them would ever forget, thier long awaited daughter was finally here.To Be Continued ........................

Chapter 59

2007-11-22T09:11:00.000-08:00

Sara was sleeping quietly and Grissom lay by her stroking her hair.She rolled over and blinked at him and he gave her a tender smile "Good morning sweetheart , Happy Thanksgiving" he said and reached for her hand.Sara sat up and kissed his hand and said "Good morning Grissom , Happy Thanksgiving" Grissom kissed the top of her head and she snuggled against him.He put his arm around her and said " I am so blessed to have you in my life Sara, I do'nt know what I would do without you and our baby is another soon to be blessing" Sara smiled and tears shone in her eyes, Grissom big blue eyes shone and Sara reached for his hand and said " I love you so much Grissom, and I would'nt be here if it were'nt for you" Grissom was touched by her words and he pulled her into his arms and held her.He inhaled her sweet gardenia perfume and smiled.Sara relaxed in his arms and she felt the baby moving.She put her hand on her stomach and reached for Grissom's hand and put his hand on her stomach so he could feel the baby.He laughed as he felt the little kick.Sara had a feeling the baby might come as early as tommorow.She was nervous and Grissom sensed it , when he rubbed her shoulders she seemed tense.

"What's the matter honey?" he asked as he gave her a massage.Sara confessed to him "I think our little Emmi Christina might want to come a little early" Grissom raised an eyebrow at her and said "Really?" Sara nodded and looked a little scared.Grissom held her hand and she said "I'm scared about giving birth Grissom" Grissom knew she was and he kissed her forehead and said "It will be ok sweetheart and I'll be right there with you" That was what she needed to hear and she felt a little better.

Sara glanced at him and said "Can we go out to eat later, I do'nt really want to cook today?" Grissom nodded and said "Of course we can sweetheart" Sara was pleased and rewarded him a huge smile.They got up then and Sara called Catherine to wish her a Happy Thanksgiving.Catherine was happy to hear from Sara and told her how much she missed her.Sara was touched by that and she told Catherine about the baby wanting to come early, Catherine was'nt surprised and said "Lindsay was born two weeks early, Would you like me to be with you during the delivery?" Sara was stunned and touched beyond words "Yes Catherine I would" Sara said and said "Thank you" Little did they both know Sara was going to have the baby in two days , To Be Continued .......................................

Chapter 58

2007-11-17T09:51:00.000-08:00

Sara and Grissom were on thier way to Sara's place.Sara was going to deliver the baby in a month and she was nervous about giving birth.Grissom saw her staring into space and touched her cheek "You ok honey?" he asked with concern in your voice. Sara nodded and said "Yeah I was just thinking about our baby" Grissom reached out and smoothed back Sara's hair when they were at a red light and said " Sara you will be an excellent mother, you are one of the most compassionate and caring people I have ever known" Sara beamed and felt the baby kicking.She put her hand on her stomach and giggled.Grissom smiled and when they pulled up at her place he came over to her side of the car and helped her get out.Sara was getting anxious to have the baby, she had been feeling uncomfortable with heartburn and her back had been hurting in the last month but she never complained.Grissom put his arm around her and Sara got out the keys and they both went inside.Sara said "Be right back, I just need to use the bathroom" and Grissom sat down to relax for a minute.A few minutes later the delivery truck pulled up and two men knocked on the door and Grissom got up to answer the door "Gil Grissom ?" one of them asked " That's me" Grissom said with a little smile , and he signed for the crib.The men went out to the truck and brought the box with the crib in and set the box in the baby's room.Grissom thanked them and opened the box with a box-cutter and admired the crib hehad chosen for a few minutes and went to find Sara.Sara was reading in the bedroom and he said "Can I borrow you a minute honey?" Sara said "Sure" and he covered her eyes and led her to the baby's room and said "Ok you can look now" Sara opened her eyes and blinked at the beautiful oak crib that sat before her.She ran her fingers over the smooth wood and smiled at him and ran to hug him."Grissom it's beautiful, I love it, thank you " Grissom kissed her on the top of the head and said "You're welcome baby I'm glad you like it" Sara's pretty brown eyes shone with excitement and she admitted "I am so ready to have this baby" Grissom smiled and said "And I'll be right there with you sweetheart for all of it" Sara sighed with relief and said "I love you Grissom , thank you for being so supportive to me" Grissom said "I love you too sweetheart and I ca'nt wait to see our baby"

Sara sensed that thier baby may come a little sooner then expected and she was excited to have the baby but also scared.She wondered how bad the pain would be and if there would be any complications during the birth.She just prayed that everything went ok and the baby would be born healthy .She sat back down to read one of her books Catherine had given her called What To Expect When You're Expecting................................. To Be Continued ........................

Chapter 57

2007-11-12T17:45:00.000-08:00

Sara and Grissom were at The Baby Place at the local mall shopping for thier daughter.Sara was thumbing through the racks looking for sleepers and clothes for thier baby.She had picked up some bibs and a beautiful pink blanket too.Grissom smiled at her as she showed him what she had chosen.Her eyes sparkled with excitement as she said " Ok she will be good with clothes for a while" Grissom nodded and said "I think so too" Sara went up to the register to pay for the baby clothes and Grissom glanced at his watch.It was almost 1:00 p.m. the crib was scheduled to be delivered at 4:00 p.m., he was anxious to see Sara's face when the crib was delivered.She had no idea he had bought one.

Sara bought the clothes and Grissom slipped his arm around her as they walked out of the store.Sara smiled and said "This is fun" Grissom agreed and said "Any time spent with you is worthwhile" Sara reached for his hand and kissed it."Are you hungry sweetheart?" Grissom asked her and she said "Mmmm a little bit" He replied "Want to grab a bite ?" Sara nodded and they walked down to Round Table Pizza and ordered a small mushroom and cheese pizza to split, Grissom got them a fountain drink and Sara took a sip and smiled as they waited for the pizza to cook.They sat and talked and fifteen minutes later the waiter brought thier pizza over with two plates.They dug into the pizza and it was hot and gooey and they devoured the pizza in no time.

After lunch they walked outside enjoying the beautiful day.Grissom caught Sara's eye and said "There is a surprise being delivered today" Sara gasped with excitement and said "Awww honey you are too good to me" Grissom kissed her and said " Being good to you is my mission in life" Sara gave him the smile he loved and they headed outside to her car so they would be home in time for the crib to be delivered.Grissom could'nt wait to see Sara's reaction, she was going to be so happy.To Be Continued ........................

Chapter 56

2007-11-03T23:34:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom sat in her kitchen eating the delicious oatmeal pancakes Grissom had made for them.Sara cleaned her plate and Grissom smiled as she told him "The pancakes were delicious" He grinned at her and said "Glad you enjoyed them honey" Grissom smiled at her warmly and said "So now that we do'nt have to work what would you like to do today ?" Sara thought for a minute and said "Well we could go shopping for the baby" Grissom thought that sounded like a good idea and he said "Yeah that would be nice" Sara got up from her chair and put her plate in the dishwasher for later along with Grissom's.

Sara went upstairs to change clothes and do her hair really quick.Grissom read the newspaper downstairs and finished his coffee.Sara sat down on her bed to think about what she still needed for the baby.A crib would be a must as well as some more clothes, sleepers and maybe a few blankets and some toys and a teddy bear.She made a list and felt her excitement building up as she imagined what it would be like for her daughter to be born.Sara could'nt wait to become a mom .Grissom was excited too about the baby, he had'nt told Sara yet but he had bought the baby a beautiful solid oak crib and it was set to be delivered the next day.Sara would be excited and he loved to do anything to make her smile.

Sara came downstairs, she had changed into a pink fleece shirt and grey stretch pants.Grissom caught a glimpse of her and said "Sara you look nice " Sara smiled and he hugged her and inhaled the sweet scent of her perfume. "You ready to shop for our baby?" he asked .Sara nodded and admitted "I made a small list" Grissom nodded and said " Good idea" They went out to the driveway and got ready to head out.Sara glanced at her list and Grissom smiled to himself as he thought about how happy Sara would be when the crib would be delivered tommorow.Sara felt the baby kicking and she laughed .Grissom savored the sound of her laughter and they got in her Prius and left to go shopping for the baby.It was a good start to a beautiful day.To Be Continued .......................

Chapter 55

2007-10-30T23:31:00.000-07:00

Sara rolled over in bed and groaned.It was 7:30 in the morning and the bedroom was still bathed in darkness from daylight savings time.She reached over and kissed Grissom who blinked at her and whispered "Hi honey you ok ?" he asked and smoothed back her dark hair from her face and she gave him a pleading look and said "I do'nt feel like going to work today, I'd rather spend the day with you" Grissom agreed and said 'Me too, let's play hooky" Sara gave him the gap toothed smile that never failed to melt his heart and he picked up the phone to call.He was going to say Sara was'nt feeling well and he was going to stay home and take care of her.He called and Sara sighed in relief when he hung up and said "Done" They lay in bed talking and Grissom asked Sara "Are you scared of having the baby honey?" Sara nodded and her pretty brown eyes got teary."Awww it will be ok sweetheart, come here" He pulled Sara close to him and whispered "I 'll be there with you through the whole thing ok" Sara was relieved to hear that and he said "I'll be right by your side when you give birth to our daughter" Sara knew his words were true and she relaxed in his hug.One thing she loved about Grissom was that he always kept his promises to her and he did because he loved her.

He gazed at her and said "You're so beautiful Sara, I know our daughter will be a knock- out" Sara 's heart was touched by his kind words and her pretty brown eyes shone at him and she teased him and said "She might take after her handsome daddy" The baby kicked and Grissom laughed and said "She heard you" Sara put his hand on her stomach and he felt the baby moving too.He put his lips up close to her stomach and said "Hello in there" Sara grinned and said "She is active today, I ca'nt wait to see her when she is born, Grissom said "Me either" Sara's stomach growled and Grissom asked "Are you hungry honey?" Sara nodded and said "Yeah a little" Grissom smiled and said "Ok I'll make pancakes for us" That sounded good to Sara and she loved the fact he cooked for her and enjoyed it too as much as she enjoyed cooking for him.

They both got up and Grissom got busy in the kitchen whipping up his famous oatmeal pancakes for them both.He would have made scrambled eggs too but the smell of eggs made Sara nauseous so he did'nt want to risk it although he was very happy her morning sickness had finally subsided.Sara never complained about being sick to her stomach or the frequent trips to the bathroom because the baby was pressing on her bladder.She was a trooper through it all and Grissom admired that greatly.Sara came downstairs with her wet hair in a towel as Grissom flipped the pancakes.They smelled delicious and Sara felt spoiled as he put the warm plate in front of her and said "Here you go honey, eat up while they are warm" Sara took a bite and said "Mmmm" The pancakes were delicious, light and fluffy with the perfect taste of oatmeal, Grissom made his own stack and joined her at the table and they sat eating thier breakfast in the sunlit kitchen happy to have the whole day to themselves ....................... To Be Continued .........................

Chapter 54

2007-10-27T21:44:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom had just finished lunch and were driving back home to Sara's place.The baby's due date was getting closer and Sara was getting more anxious about the baby but Grissom noticed too she had been rather emotional lately too.He hated seeing her cry and every time she did he would hold her in his arms and hug her and wipe her tears away.Sara was grateful beyond words that he was so caring and loving towards her.She thought maybe she was driving Grissom nuts lately with her roller coaster mood swings but he loved her so much he was never upset by anything she did , he just loved her deeply and cherished her and his unborn child.

Sara fell alsleep in the car and he looked over at her and smiled as they got close to her place.He always thought she looked so beautiful when she was sleeping and he never got tired of looking at her. To him she was the most beautiful woman in the world.When they pulled into Sara's driveway he leaned over and kissed her cheek and whispered "We're home sweetheart" Sara blinked at him and slowly woke up and he came around to her side of the car to let her out.She smiled at him and he helped her out of the car.The baby was kicking happily in her stomach and she giggled as she felt the movements.Grissom and Sara walked into her place , Sara still tired said "Mind if I nap for a little while?" Grissom replied "Not at all honey" Sara smiled and said "Thanks " and walked upstairs to sleep stopping first to use the bathroom.Her bladder was always full lately but she knew soon it would all be worth it when her daughter was born.Sara was excited to be a mom and she was thrilled to be having a little girl.She got in her bed and fell alsleep almost instantly.Grissom read for a while and came upstairs and joined her in a nap.He kissed her cheek and got in bed with her and fell alsleep next to her.They were both tired after a fun day of going out and the next day was work again so they loved to spend as much time together as possible.

Later when Sara woke up it was around 7:00 p.m. she got up first and had a glass of juice and read some of her book What to expect when you are expecting.It was an interesting book and gave her alot of helpful information.Catherine had been helpful to her too whenever she had asked a question about babies or being pregnant.Sara was looking forward to being a mom and she could hardly wait until her daughter was born.Her due date was 3 months away and she was getting excited.At last she and Grissom would be parents, it was a great feeling ................ To Be Continued ..................

Chapter 53

2007-10-14T12:45:00.000-07:00

Sara woke up and heard Grissom snoring softly next to her.She smiled and eased herself out of bed.The baby was active this morning and she smiled as she felt the kicking.She brushed her teeth and got dressed and went downstairs.It was a beautiful Fall day and she made herself a cup of tea and a piece of toast and sat eating quietly in the kitchen.Grissom poked his head in and saw her sitting there.He kissed her cheek and sat down beside her.She smiled at him and offered to make him coffee."Thank you honey" he said and asked "How are you feeling?" Sara poured some water into the coffeepot and answered "Good today" Grissom was happy to hear that and he said "There is a surprise coming for you in the mail" Sara smiled and said "Awww Gris, you did'nt have to do that" He nodded and said "Yes I did" Sara put the coffeepot down and it started brewing and she sat down at the table.Grissom reached for her hand and kissed it softly .Sara's big brown eyes looked alert and he said "Have you thought about names for our baby?" Sara looked thoughtful and said "A little"Grissom still holding her hand said "How about Alyssa?" Sara nodded and said "That is pretty" Sara said" I've always liked Emily" Grissom smiled and said "That is a nice one too"

Sara got up and poured him some coffee, she stirred a little cream and sugar and put the steaming mug next to him "Thank you baby" Grissom said, his blue eyes shone and he gazed at Sara "What would you like to do today ?" he asked .Sara thought for a minute and said "A drive and lunch?" Grissom smiled and said "Sounds good "Sara made him an english muffin and then went upstairs to brush her hair and make her bed.She came back down and Grissom glanced at her "You ready honey?" he asked.Sara nodded and they got ready to leave then.

It was a beautiful day out and Grissom always loved spending time with Sara.He thought she looked pretty in her red sweater and grey velvet pants.They got in her car and headed out.She slipped on her sunglasses and rolled down the window.Traffic was'nt too bad and they sat and enjoyed each other's company.Grissom was a good driver and Sara always trusted him to drive her car.Besides now with her being pregnant she could'nt quite fit into the driver's seat as much anymore.Grissom let Sara pick the radio station and she chose retro music.Grissom smiled as Bette Davis Eyes came on the radio.It was one of his favorite songs and Sara laughed when he said that and said "Mine too" It was turning out to be a perfect day.To Be Continued .....................................

Chapter 52

2007-09-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

Sara was at her doctor's appointment with Grissom.She had just had her ultrasound done and had discovered the baby was a girl.She and Grissom were beyond happy.Dr Graham looked at Sara nd asked her "Sara how have you been feeling?" "Well I, Sara began but Grissom interupted and said " She has been nauseous alot" " Grissom " Sara gave him a warning look and sighed "Yes I have been nauseous" Dr Graham nodded and said "That is normal Sara" "Is there anything I can do for her when she is sick?" Grissom asked , Dr Graham was touched by his concern and answered " Ginger is a good natural way to ease nausea" He nodded and Sara's doctor said "Ok Sara you're all set, see you in two weeks for a follow -up" Sara was relieved and got up from the table and thanked Dr Graham.Grissom did too and they left.

Sara was tired and Grissom took them back to her place."Grissom I'm going to lay down for a while " Sara told him when they got back."Grissom 's blue eyes looked concerned "You feeling ok honey?" he asked Sara shook her head and said "I'm so tired " Grissom thought she looked a little pale and he asked her if she wanted him to come with her.Sara nodded and she slipped into bed and fell alsleep.Grissom sat by her and smoothed back her soft dark hair as she slept.He watched her as she slept and thought she looked like an angel.In no time he fell alsleep too.Sara woke up an hour later and felt a little nauseous.She got up quickly and ran to the bathroom.Grissom woke up and heard her vomiting in the bathroom.She flushed the toilet and leaned against the wall sweating with her eyes closed.Grissom got up and went to her. He wiped her face with a damp washcloth and offered her a sip of gingerale and he asked her "Are you ok Sara ?" Sara tried to offer him a smile but all she could manage was a slight nod as she leaned on his shoulder.Sara laid a hand on her stomach and said "Should'nt there be a limit to how many times one person can throw up in a day?"Grissom smiled sympathetically as he tucked her head beneath his chin "I do'nt really know how it's supposed to work, he sighed "I think Catherine's sickness wore off after a couple of months" "Urgh she moaned "That's just great" "I'm sorry honey, he told her with a slight smile"I ca'nt be sure of how long Catherine was sick, I did'nt really pay a huge amount of attention" Sara lifted her head to smile weakly at him "Not your thing?" she asked "He answered "Maybe not then , but this is you and our baby so of course I'm going to pay attention" "That's good to know "she told him and said "I 'm just so tired"Grissom pulled her into his arms and she leaned against his chest.He kissed her on the top of the head and held her close.She sighed feeling warm and safe and he guided her back to bed and lay by her holding her hand.

Sara fell alsleep again and he got up to read but stayed by her side.Sara rolled over and blinked , he smiled at her and said "Are you feeling better honey ?" Sara nodded and he said "Good" She lay back down and sat looking at him reading.He put his book down and smiled at her.Sara sat up and put her hand on her stomach .She felt the baby moving and Grissom was curious" How does all that feel ?" he asked her , Sara explained the best she could " My bladder is neverending, my stomach just feels really full with a little creature inside me kicking and well I guess I am starting to look like a beached whale" Grissom said in a gentle voice " But a beautiful beached whale" which made Sara giggle.He kissed her forehead and she leaned against him.He told her how excited he was to have a daughter.Sara's eyes got teary and she thought he would never say those words.But Sara had made Grissom change alot since he had met her , he had come out of his shell and became more human.She was the first person he ever truly loved.Grissom gave her a tender look and said " There is nothing I would'nt do for you Sara " Sara smiled and cried at those words.Grissom saw she was crying and he pulled her close and hugged her.She knew how wonderful it was finally to be loved and nothing in life was sweeter.To Be Continued .............................................

Chapter 51

2007-09-24T12:35:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom were in her car.It was a beautiful fall afternoon and he had a few errands to do before taking her to her doctor's appt.Sara was quiet in the car and he looked over at her and said "You ok honey?" Sara nodded and said " I'm fine" She looked thoughtful and Grissom reached for her hand and said "What are you thinking of ?" Sara gave him a little smile and said "Our baby is a girl" Grissom was amazed and said "How do you know that?" Sara grinned and said "I just do" Grissom 's blue eyes shone and he looked at Sara and said in a tender voice "Well if our daughter takes after you, she will be beautiful just like her mother" Sara kissed his hand and he pulled up in front of the post office and said "Going to mail these bills, be right back" Sara waited patiently in the car and in less then a minute he walked back to the car.Sara glanced at her watch, it was 1:00 p.m. and Grissom asked her "You hungry?" Sara nodded and he said "Ok we'll grab a bite and then go to your appt ok" Sara smiled and said "Sounds good"

Grissom took her to The Cheesecake Factory .They walked in and the hostess seated them.Sara got up and said "Grissom will you order me a Coke?" "Sure honey, he said "Where are you going?" Sara gave him a little smile and said "I need to go to the bathroom" He nodded and said "Ok honey"She got up and went to find the ladies room.Grissom sat and sipped his water and studied the menu.He loved the soup and salad lunch and he decided to get the chilled tomato soup and a grilled cheese sandwich.The waitress appeared and Grissom ordered a cold beer for himself and a Coke for Sara.He looked up and saw Sara coming back to the table and smiled at her.Sara smiled back at him and slid back into her seat.The waitress set thier drinks down and Sara sipped hers and thanked Grissom for ordering her the Coke "You're welcome baby" he told her and asked her what she was in the mood for.Sara arched one of her perfect shaped eyebrows as she studied the menu and said "Hmmmm" "I ordered the tomato soup and the grilled cheese sandwich" Grissom told her "That sounds good" Sara agreed and said "I'll have the same thing"The waitress came back and they ordered and then she left to go and put thier lunch orders in.

They ate thier lunch and left a generous tip on the table.When Sara stood up , Grissom helped her put her coat on and she smiled at him and they left to go to her doctor's appt.Sara felt a little nervous and when they got to the doctor's office he sensed she was nervous.He put his arm around her and she leaned her head on his shoulder.She almost fell alsleep until the nurse came out and said "Sara" Sara stood up and Grissom did too and they both followed her back to the office.Sara sat down on the table and the nurse took her blood pressure and said it was "good" She also weighed Sara and said that she was a healthy weight.The doctor came in shortly and smiled at Sara and Grissom."Hi Sara" she smiled and asked 'Is this your husband?" Sara nodded and said "Dr Graham , this is my husband Grissom" and Dr Graham shook Grissom 's hand and said "It's nice to meet you Mr Grissom".She was a petite woman with blond curly hair and piercing blue eyes and Sara was one of her favorite patients.Sara lay down and Dr Graham spread some gel on her tummy and turned on the sonagram.Both Grissom and Sara looked and the image of a baby appeared. It seemed real now to Sara finally that she was having a child and she got teary eyed and Grissom reached for her hand."Want to know the sex of the baby?" she asked them."Yes" they both answered together "Looks like you will be having a healthy baby girl Sara, congratulations" Dr Graham said and Sara shed tears of joy.Grissom was having a hard time keeping his composure too and he kissed Sara on the top of her head and said "You were right honey, the baby is a girl" Sara smiled filled with joy and they were both never happier in thier lives.To Be Continued ..........................................

Chapter 50

2007-09-20T12:32:00.000-07:00

Sara woke up in bed and saw Grissom had fallen alsleep holding her hand.She gently undid her hand and sat up.She got out of bed to pee and brush her teeth.Today she had a doctor's appt and Grissom was going to go with her.She got dressed and went downstairs.She did'nt feel very hungry and poured herself a glass of lemonade and sat sipping it .Grissom peered into the kitchen and smiled at her.He came over and gave her a kiss on the forehead and said "Good morning beautiful" Sara grinned at him and said "Good morning" Sara put her hand on her stomach and felt the baby moving inside her.She smiled and told Grissom to come over and feel the baby.He put his hand on her stomach and felt a little kick and laughed. Sara never felt happier in her life and she did'nt even feel nauseuous that morning either.Grissom planted feather kisses on the top of her head and asked her "Are you nervous about your doctor's appt later?" Sara shook her head and replied "Not really, but you are coming with me right?" Grissom nodded and said " Yes I am"

Sara was happy that Grissom was so attentive to her and was so involved in the baby.He was a rare find among men because he wanted to be there for Sara every step of the way and he wanted to be involved with the pregnancy and the baby.Grissom fixed Sara some fresh fruit and toast and they sat and ate breakfast at the table.Sara read the paper and he glanced at her and noticed how pretty she looked in her red blouse and black pants.She was wearing a red and white beaded necklace too that Grissom had bought her and her pretty brown eyes looked alert and rested.Her cheeks glowed with health and her shining dark hair bounced around her face.Grissom got up to put the empty places in the dishwasher and smiled at Sara and said "Sara did I ever tell you how beautiful you are?" Sara giggled and said "You tell me all the time" Grissom chuckled and said "It's true" As she stood up he hugged her and said "I love you Sara" Sara gravitated into his warmth and whispered "I love you too Grissom"

"What time is your doctor's appointment?" he asked her.Sara answered " 3:00 " He nodded and said "Ok I need to run a few errands first inless you want to come with me" Sara agreed to come and she grabbed her purse and he locked up and they both went into her garage and got into her car.Sara glanced at the beautiful white rocking chair Grissom had given her a few weeks ago, she loved how thoughtful he was to her and he loved giving her gifts because he loved her and he thought Sara was very deserving too of kindness.They got into her car, and headed out.It was a beautiful Fall day and there were orange and yellow leaves falling in the grass and the sun shone brightly on them as they left to start thier day.To Be Continued ........................................

Chapter 49

2007-09-10T20:28:00.000-07:00

Grissom came home and unlocked the door.Sara's place was quiet and he walked in and called out "Sara?" Nobody answered and he walked in her bedroom and said "Honey?" The light was on in the bathroom and Sara called out "In here" Her voice sounded a little rough and Grissom saw her sitting in front of the toilet on the floor "I got sick again" she groaned and he knelt down and wrapped his arms around her and she leaned into him.Grissom saw she looked a little pale and he said "Awww honey I'm sorry you do'nt feel well" He took a washcloth and ran cold water over it and wiped her face and gently kissed her forehead."I brought your favorite dinner home for you" he told her and she smiled and said "Thanks food is not wanting to stay down today though" "Awww honey, he gave her a sympathetic smile and said "Want to try to eat something?" Sara giggled but nodded and said "Sure" and he put his arm around her and walked her to the kitchen.Grissom took a plate out of her cupboard for both of them and poured her some cold gingerale.Grissom took the vegetable salad out of the bag and served her first , she smiled at him and he served himself and sat down by her.Sara took a little bite and savored the tangy ranch dressing.Grissom had gotten her favorite salad from C.P.K.- the grilled vegetable salad , Sara was touched by his kindness to her, Grissom was so good to her and she loved him so much for that.

They finished thier salads and Grissom cleared thier plates .Sara sipped her soda and thanked him for the dinner."You're welcome sweetheart" he told her and said "How are you feeling ?" Sara felt better and she said "Better thanks" He smiled and said "Good" Her brown eyes shone as she sat at the table and he noticed what a beautiful glow her skin had.Grissom reached for her hand and whispered "I have a surprise for you" Sara looked surprised and she said "You do?" Grissom's deep blue eyes looked mischievious and he smiled and said "It's in your garage" "Awwww Gris" Sara said "You are too good to me" He kissed her cheek which had a healthy pink glow to it and said "Being good to you is what I enjoy most in life" Sara gave him the gap toothed smile he loved so much and he covered her eyes and walked her down to the garage.He flipped on the light and uncovered her eyes and said "Ok you can look now" Sara's pretty brown eyes blinked and there was a gorgeous white rocking chair sitting in the garage next to Sara's car."I had a friend make that chair for you" Grissom told her and beamed proudly , "Grissom I love it, thank you so much" Sara exclaimed and hugged him to her.Grissom slipped his arm around her and breathed in her sweet floral scent.He loved making her happy and he reached out and touched her cheek and told her "Sara you are going to be such an amazing mom " Sara blushed but felt pleased by his comment.

They walked back to her bedroom and lay down on her bed "I have a doctor's appt tommorow Grissom "Sara told him "He looked at her and said "Can I come with you?" Sara was touched by his request and said "I would like that very much" Sara was nervous about being pregnant and all she wanted was to have a happy, healthy baby.Grissom sensed she was nervous and he did his best to reassure her and comfort her .Sara was grateful to him for being such a good husband.She knew how lucky she was to have him and he felt the same about her.They relaxed for a while and Sara fell alsleep in with Grissom's arms around her.He loved holding her and she always felt so safe when he held her.Grissom smoothed back her soft hair as she slept and he read and tried not to move too much so he would'nt wake her up.To Be Continued ..................................

Chapter 48

2007-08-29T22:31:00.000-07:00

Grissom and Sara were relaxing on her bed after Grissom's birthday dinner.Grissom had his arm around Sara and she rested her head on her shoulder.He kissed the top of her head and she smiled.She had a big secret she wanted to share with him .Sara caught his eye and he smiled at her and said "Thank you for making my birthday so special" Sara grinned and said "It's not over yet"She went to get his present out of the dish hutch in the living room and slipped back on the bed and handed it to him."Happy birthday " she said.Grissom looked surprised and said "Honey what is this?" Sara laughed and said 'Your birthday present from me" Grissom carefully opened the gift trying not to tear the pretty blue and silver paper .He opened the box and gasped , inside was a silver watch he had admired in a store, he turned it over and said that Sara had gone to a store and had both thier initials engraved on the back.He smiled at her and slipped the watch on his wrist and fastened it.He leaned over and kissed Sara's soft cheek and whispered "Thank you baby, I love it" Sara giggled and said "That's not all" Grissom said "Awww honey there's more?" Sara nodded and said "I'm pregnant" Grissom's face looked surprised and he said "You are?" Sara grinned at him and said " I am" Grissom laughed and hugged her and said "Awww Sara are you feeling ok?" Sara said "Yeah so far" He pulled her into his arms and rested his chin in her soft brown hair and said "I'll be there for you every step of the way" Sara was happy to hear that and she felt safe and contented in his arms.

Grissom went downstairs and made them both some tea and they sat drinking it at the table.Sara was wearing her pink robe and Grissom thought she looked very pretty , her cheeks were rosy and her brown eyes seemed brighter then usual.Grissom offered her a cookie and she declined but sipped her tea.He noticed she seemed deep in thought and he asked "You ok honey?" Sara looked surprised and said "Yeah" Sara pushed back a strand of her shining hair and yawned "I'm getting tired" she said and finished her tea.Grissom said "Yeah I am too" and he took her empty cup and his and put them in the dishwasher.Sara and him went back to her room and she crawled into bed and Grissom came in to tuck her in."You're not coming?" Sara asked "I'm going to read for a bit" Grissom said "Ok " Sara said and he pulled the covers up around her and kissed her and said "Goodnight honey, I love you" Sara smiled and kissed him and said "I love you too "and she fell alsleep .

Grissom turned the light out and sat reading for a while.He had gone through 6 chapters when he heard Sara scream in the bedroom.He rushed into the room and he found her sitting up sweating and looking scared" What's the matter honey?" he asked and she grabbed him and said "Oh Grissom I had such a bad dream, I had a dream you were in a car accident" Grissom said "Awww honey come here"and gathered her in his arms and held her close stroking her hair.She clung to him and he comforted her saying "It's ok baby, it's ok" He got up and took a wet washcloth with cold water and wiped her face and brought her a glass of water.She took a few sips and she looked into his eyes and said " Stay with me Grissom, please" He could never say no to her and he slipped on his pajamas and brushed his teeth and climbed into bed with her.Sara was still a little shaken up from the dream and she lay next to Grissom close enough for him to hold her if she got scared again.He reached out and smoothed her hair away from her face and put his hand through hers and she fell alsleep with him holding her hand in his.To Be Continued .............................

Chapter 47

2007-08-19T20:49:00.000-07:00

Grissom and Sara arrived at the Sphere restaurant on the Vegas Strip and walked in holding hands.The hostess saw them both and ushered them to a quiet table in the back where Catherine and Warrick , Nick, Greg and Brass were all waiting for them all dressed up really nicely.Catherine looked beautiful in a electric blue dress which set off her shining red hair and she kissed Grissom's cheek and said "Happy birthday Gil" He smiled and thanked her. Nick looked very handsome in a grey silk shirt and black pants and Warrick looked great in a green dress shirt that set off his stunning green eyes. Greg looked very nice in a gold colored dress shirt and Brass was in a usual grey suit.Sara slid into the booth and blushed when Nick told her how pretty she looked.Grissom smiled at her and said "Sara is the prettiest woman I've ever seen" Sara blushed and felt pleased.Catherine was touched by his love for Sara.

They all ordered thier food and a stack of birthday presents filled the table next to them.Sara had brought Grissom's birthday cake that she had baked him to the restaurant as a surprise and she was excited to bring it out later after they ate.Sara sipped ice water and was chatting happily to Greg who she was very close to.She and Greg had a very tight bond, like a brother and sister friendship.Greg loved Sara like a sister and without telling her she knew that.Grissom beamed as Warrick told him what a great boss he was .Catherine and Nick and Greg and Sara of course all agreed and they drank a toast to Grissom.Grissom smiled at them and told them all how much he loved them and how much they meant to him.

After dinner Sara excused herself to get the cake as the team sat talking at the table.The lights dimmed and Sara came up to the table with Grissom's cake in her hands , the candles flickered on her face making her face glow and Grissom smiled and kissed her cheek as she set the cake down in the center of the table."Honey, he exclaimed "You made my favorite cake" Sara grinned and said "I did , just for you"The team smiled and Sara took out a knife and cut them all a slice.Grissom took a bite and closed his eyes, it was moist and sweet and absolutely delicious."Sara , Nick exclaimed "This is the best cake I have ever had" Sara laughed and thought he was just being kind to her but Brass and Greg and Warrick and Catherine told her too and she sat back pleased and watched them eat.To Be Continued ..............................

Chapter 46

2007-08-17T22:09:00.000-07:00

Grissom and Sara met Warrick for coffee at Starbucks. They all sat drinking thier coffees.Sara was quiet and Grissom knew she was upset about the little girl who died.Sara was also thinking that today was Grissom's birthday and she wanted to plan something special for him.She took Warrick aside and told him that it was Grissom's birthday when Grissom went to get an iced coffee.Warrick grinned and told Sara he would notify Nick and Catherine and Brass to come by later for Grissom's party.Sara got out her cell phone and called his favorite restaurant and smiled at Warrick when Grissom came back and slipped into his seat.Grissom saw Sara smile at Warrick and he thought they were sharing a secret and he looked at them suspiciously.

Sara told Grissom she needed him to run an errand for her and pick up some new plants for them to plant in the garden.He said "Ok dear , your wish is my command" and Sara kissed him softly on the cheek and whispered "Oh by the way , Happy Birthday" Grissom smiled at Sara and her pretty brown eyes shone at him and he said "Thank you baby" He was touched that she remembered and Sara reminded herself that she was going to bake him his favorite cake later.His favorite cake was white cake with dark chocolate frosting so that was what Sara was going to bake him later.She drove back to thier place and Bruno , Grissom's boxer greeted her and ran to her and she petted his furry head and said "Hey boy you hungry?" and filled up Bruno's foodbowl, he licked her hand gratefully and starting eating.Sara got out eggs, milk and the cake mix and starting mixing up Grissom's cake.She smiled as she poured the batter into a round cakepan and put it in the oven.Sara sat down to read for a while and soon the sweet smell of the cake filled the air.Sara opened the oven and took the golden cake out , it smelled delicious and she let it cool for 20 minutes before carefully spreading the dark chocolate frosting on top of the cake.The cake looked and smelled mouthwatering and Sara was pleased as she put in in a cermamic plate and placed it on a shelf in the refrigerator for later.

Grissom was still out so Sara called up Brass, and Catherine and Nick and Warrick again and told them to all meet her and Grissom at the Sphere restaurant on the Strip at 6:00 p.m., Sara had gotten Grissom a silver watch he had admired for his birthday and had his initials engraved in it as well as her own.She knew he was going to love it and she could'nt wait to give it to him.Grissom came home and Sara was sitting out by the pool waiting for him.He leaned down and kissed her cheek and put his arms around her.She leaned into his hug and snuggled against his chest.He sat looking at her and said in a tender voice "You're so beautiful Sara, I love you so much" Sara reached for his hand and squeezed it in hers and whispered "I love you too" Grissom sat and stared at the sparkling pool.Sara leaned against him and he breathed in the scent of her shampoo and smiled."So birthday boy, she began" I have a surprise for you" Grissom's blue eyes grew wide with curiosity "You do?" he asked in an innocent voice Sara nodded and he was touched by her thoughtfulness.

A hour passed and Sara told Grissom that she wanted to take him to dinner and to wear something nice.He nodded and she slipped on a pink flowered dress and applied blush and mascara and eyeliner and a little lipgloss and she looked beautiful as she took a curling iron and curled her hair.Grissom got ready too putting on a smart looking blue silk shirt which set off his stunning blue eyes and he put on some grey slacks and dabbed a little cologne on making him smell spicy and delicious.He came into the kitchen and Sara looked up at him and gave him the smile he loved so much "Wow look at you, she exclaimed "I'll be the envy of every woman tonight" she said, Grissom smiled at Sara and said "You look gorgeous Sara, as always" he added.Sara thanked him and they left to go to the restaurant in Sara's car.She looked at him and asked "Hope you're hungry" He nodded and said "I am" Sara said "Me too" and they headed off to the restaurant to celebrate Grissom's birthday.To Be Continued ............................

Chapter 45

2007-08-08T09:29:00.000-07:00

Grissom and Sara were driving in Sara's car driving to Lake Mead.Grissom asked Sara if she wanted to take the jetski's out on the water "Sure" she said and he said "Ok we'll rent one " Sara smiled and said "Sounds good" Grissom smoothed Sara's hair back from her face, she was driving and her hair kept blowing in her face.It did'nt take them long to get to Lake Mead however when they got there there were emergency vehicles all over the parking lot.There were two fire engines, an ambulance and two police cars.Sara and Grissom exchanged glances and there noticed there was yellow tape around a small area.Something bad had happened , Sara noticed standing by the police Warrick was there .She and Grissom walked over to him "Hey you guys" he greeted them.Sara took off her sunglasses and looked serious "Warrick what happened?" she asked , Warrick's handsome face looked sad and he said "A little girl drowned , she was only 5, she fell off a boat and nobody saw until it was too late" Grissom 's face clouded over and Sara was shaken up by the news.She and Grissom wanted thier own little girl so bad, she felt tears sting her eyes and walked over by a tree by herself to cry.Grissom thanked Warrick and turned around and saw Sara. He could tell she was crying.He walked over to her and said "Honey you ok?" Sara shook her hair no and he saw tears streaking down her face.She said "God Grissom that poor little girl" "I know baby, he said "It never should have happened.Sara sat down on the ground feeling dizzy and he sat down by her.She turned away from him and he could see her shoulders shaking ."Come here honey" he said and wrapped his arms around her, she fell into his arms crying softly, she rested her head on his chest and he wiped her tears away and kissed her forehead.Warrick was busy interviewing the girl's parents who looked shaken but Warrick had noticed alcohol on the mother's breath the mother was drunk so that explained why she had'nt heard her daughter fall off the boat.

Sara was quiet and Grissom did his best to comfort her.She sat in front of Grissom on the ground and his arms were around her and he rested his chin in her soft hair as they both watched the sadness unfolding around them.Sara felt so helpless that the little girl had died and she wished she could have been there to save her life.The coroner arrived to transport the girl's body back to the morgue for Doc Robbin's to examine.Grissom said "That little girl never should have died" Sara agreed and said "Somebody was'nt doing thier job watching her" Grissom said "Warrick will tell us about what the mother was doing instead of watching her child" Sara 's pretty brown eyes looked sad as the police after interviewing the mom cuffed her and put her in thier car.She turned away and Grissom slipped his arm around her and she buried her face in his shoulder.He stroked her soft brown hair trying to comfort her.Grissom felt bad that thier day had turned so sad.He had wanted Sara to have fun today but instead they had arrived at Lake Mead to a tragedy and Sara was heart broken.Grissom kissed her on the top of her head and she sighed sadly ."You want to go home honey?" he asked Sara said "No I want to find out why that girl 's mother was'nt watching her.She got up seeing that Warrick was free and walked over to him."Hey Sara, he said "Warrick why was that woman not watching her kid?" she asked "Sara that woman is a druggie" Warrick told her "She had cocaine and heroin in her glove department" Hearing that made Sara angry and she said "That's just great" and walked away.The police had driven off already with the mother in the back seat of thier car and Sara was glad because she was tempted to give the mother a piece of her mind.

Warrick was concerned about Sara and he had followed her and gave her a hug. Sara was grateful for the hug and said "I'm sorry Warrick, this case made me so angry" Warrick's stunning green eyes looked sad and he said "I know Sara , me too" "Do you and Grissom want to go for coffee with me ?" he asked "Sure" Sara agreed and said "Let me tell Grissom and we'll go" and she walked back down to the shore to tell him.Grissom nodded and they both go up and all walked over to Sara's car with Warrick too to go to Starbucks.To Be Continued ...............................

Chapter 44

2007-08-05T20:33:00.000-07:00

Sara woke up and heard Grissom snoring next to her.She smiled and lifted the blankets to get out of bed.She had appreciated Grissom taking some good care of her when she had been sick last night.He was such a caring and loving man and she adored him as he did her.Sara did her best to be quiet so not to wake him.She brushed her teeth and splashed cold water on her face and got dressed , they were both off work that day so they had planned a quiet afternoon together .Sara sat in her kitchen wondering what to make them for breakfast when Grissom came to the kitchen dressed and looking very handsome and kissed her cheek before joining her at the table.She smiled when he kissed her and he reached for her hand and said "You were smiling in your sleep last night" Sara blushed and said "Was I?"Grissom nodded and squeezed her hand in his and said "Yup, you were" A smile crossed Sara's face as she remembered her dream "Oh Grissom, she said , "I dreamed we had a little girl and we were at the zoo with her" Grissom saw a light in her eyes he had'nt seen for a long time and he knew how much it meant for her to have a child with him.He sat and stared at her, Sara got a little self concious and said "What?" with a little smile.Grissom said "You are so pretty Sara" Sara said with a laugh "Is that all?" Grissom looked thoughtful and said "Underneath all that beauty is the most amazing woman I have ever met" Sara stood up and wrapped her arms around him and he savored her sweet scent "Thank you for taking such good care of me last night" she said, "You're welcome sweetheart" he said "I hate seeing my baby sick" he added "I feel much better today" Sara said and put a steaming mug of coffee down next to him and putting one for herself down , she sat and rejoined him at the table and they both drank thier coffee together in the morning sun.

After they ate breakfast Sara fed her cat who rubbed against her legs and purred.Grissom sat down and Sara came over and he reached for her and let her sit in his lap.He wrapped his arms around her and kissed the top of her sweet smelling head."What would you like to do today Sara?" he asked , Sara looked thoughtful and said "Hmmmm" "Anything you want" Grissom offered , Sara grinned and said "Wow anything?" He nodded and she smiled and said "I want to go for a walk near the water with you" Grissom started to laugh and said "There are no beaches in Las Vegas honey" Sara exclaimed "I know that, I meant Lake Mead" Grissom felt foolish and blushed and said "Of course we can"

Sara grinned and said "Can we rent jet skis?" Grissom said "Sure we can" Sara was giddy with joy and she hugged him and they finished up thier breakfast and got ready.Grissom made up her bed and Sara showered and he washed up the breakfast dishes and cleaned the table.After Sara showered she came downstairs and said "You ready?" Grissom nodded and said "Yes I am" He slipped an arm around her and they walked outside to her car and left for the lake.To Be Continued .................

Chapter 43

2007-08-02T23:02:00.000-07:00

Grissom sat in his bedroom on his bed holding Sara in his arms.She was thinking how wonderful it would be if she and Grissom had a baby .She had been excited to hear that he was interested in the idea too.Grissom closed his eyes and he never felt happier in his life then he did with Sara.Sara relaxed in his arms and said softly "So if we have a child when would you like to try for one" Grissom stared into her bright eyes and he said "Well how about 6 months from now we try" Sara nodded and said "Ok that will give us time to prepare"He kissed her forehead and told her that he had always dreamed of having a child.Sara was surprised by that and she cocked her head at him and said "Really?" His blue eyes looked sincere and Sara smiled and leaned on his shoulder, her soft shining hair fell on his shoulder and he stroked her hair as she lay on him.She relaxed at his touch and drifted off to sleep looking peaceful.Grissom read for a while and then joined her and fell alsleep next to her holding her hand.

Around 2:00 a.m. Sara woke up and moaned, Grissom put his hand on her arm and said "What's wrong honey ?" Sara looked pale and said "I am getting a migraine, I do'nt feel too good" Grissom was concerned and he sat up next to her and asked her if she needed anything.Sara was afraid to speak , she felt sick and he sat with her and held her close to him offering her comfort which she was so grateful for.A few minutes later Sara got up quickly and he heard her getting sick in the bathroom . He heard the toilet flush and he came into the bathroom and found her sitting on the floor , shaking and covered with sweat His heart went out to her.He sighed and said "Awwwwww honey" He rubbed her back and took a washcloth with cold water and wiped her face with it."Thank you" she said weakly .She tried to get up but found she could'nt so Grissom carried her back to bed and sat next to her stroking her head.He hated seeing her sick and he asked "You feel any better baby?" She nodded and said "Yeah just stay with me"Grissom whispered " Of course I will" he replied, He asked her if she wanted any gingerale and she nodded and he got up and poured her a little glass of cold gingerale and had her sit up so he could give her little sips.He opened the window a little for her too so she could breathe some fresh air.Sara began to get some color back in her cheeks and she kissed his hand and thanked him for being so good to her.Grissom was relieved Sara felt better and he said "Sara I love you so much" Sara smiled and met his eyes which had a tender look in them and said "I love you too Grissom"

They lay in bed staring into each other's eyes and fell alsleep holding hands.Sara's headache drifted away as she slept.But thoughts of a baby filled her head instead and she dreamed that her and Grissom had a little girl.They were at a zoo walking aong holding hands and looking at the animals.They had a beautiful little girl with Sara's shining brown eyes and rosy cheeks and Grissom 's dimples and she adored them both.Sara smiled in her sleep and Grissom woke up and saw.He kissed her cheek and fell back alsleep planning to tease her in the morning about it.Sara was so excited to be a mom, and Grissom was excited to be a dad as well.They were both going to be wonderful parents.To Be Continued ...............................

Chapter 42

2007-07-30T23:00:00.000-07:00

Sara, Grissom, Catherine and Warrick rushed to a run down house off of Tropicana Blvd.Catherine's young daughter Lindsay had been kidnapped and they were on a desperate search to find her.Grissom kicked in the door as they pulled up to the house.Catherine and Sara and Warrick followed him slowly with thier guns drawn.They looked in all the rooms and Sara 's keen eyes were focused on a closet that was closed but had a dim light shining in front of it.She ran to the closet, and tried the door, it was locked but she heard Lindsay cry out and said "Lindsay I'm going to rescue you, it's ok" Lindsay almost peed in her pants she was so relieved and Sara yelled "Cath I found her" Catherine ran in the room and breathed a sigh of relief as Sara broke the lock on the closet and it opened and there was Lindsay , her eyes were filled with tears and she was shaking but she hugged Sara tightly and said "Sara thank you for rescuing me" Sara blinked back tears as the young girl embraced her and she said "You're welcome sweetie"Grissom saw Lindsay hugging Sara and he was again so proud of her.Lindsay then ran into Catherine's arms who cried happily that her daughter was safe.Warrick breathed a huge sigh of relief and Catherine turned to Sara and hugged her tightly and whispered " You saved my baby Sara, I owe you one" Sara shrugged and said "Catherine I was happy to do it"

After Lindsay's rescue the team split up for a little while and Catherine decided to take Lindsay to eat at the Cheesecake Factory to celebrate, she had invited Grissom and Sara to come but Sara had said that Catherine and Lindsay needed to catch up, but before they left Lindsay had given Sara another hug and said that Sara was her hero.Sara had been so touched she had been at a loss for words but she hugged the girl and prayed that someday she and Grissom would have a girl of thier own.Grissom was so proud of Sara, he kissed her cheek when she was sitting and reflecting on thier day "Hey" she said looking up at him and smiling, he pulled her close to him and said "Honey you amaze me" Sara grinned and said "I'm just one person" He hugged her and whispered "There should be more people like you in this world"Sara grinned touched by his kind words like always.He was so good to her, she sometimes felt she did'nt deserve to be treated so good but he always told her she was an angel and she did deserve it.She looked at him and said "Grissom?" He opened his eyes and said "Yes baby" Sara looked thoughtful and she said "Do you want a child someday?" Grissom's eyes danced and said "Of course I would, with you" Sara smiled and said "Yeah me too" "You know Sara you would make an amazing mother" Grissom told her "Really?" Sara asked him with a look of confusion "Yes really" he told her and she sighed and looked sad for a minute.Her childhood had been far from ideal and she had grown up living in abusive circumstances which had taken a huge toll on her as a adult but Grissom was proud of her because after all she had gone through growing up she was the most amazing woman he had ever met.

Grissom held Sara for a long time.She was deep in thought and he sensed there were some things going on within her so he offered her comfort and she appreciated it so much.Grissom knew her so well, sometimes when she was sad he knew that he could comfort her with a hug and they did'nt even have to speak but if he wrapped his arms around her in that moment she felt better and like she could take on the world once again.Sara's strength was a huge part of who she was and Grissom never told her but he admired her strength very much and her compassion for others.Sara was a very kind and big hearted woman and he loved that about her.She was all heart and at times she was very sensitive but he did everything he could to protect her from hurting.As long as he was around Sara would never get hurt .To Be Continued .....................

Chapter 41

2007-07-29T22:05:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom were both relaxing in her bedroom lying in her bed after dinner.Sara was tired and Grissom held her hand in his as he lay next to her.He reached out and smoothed her hair away from her face and kissed her on the forehead.Sara relaxed in her comfort zone.She was sleepy enough to fall alsleep and she started to doze , Grissom slipped an arm around her and she drifted off to sleep in his arms.He savored the scent of her hair as she slept.He loved her Herbal Essences shampoo , but then again he loved everything about Sara, Grissom was fascinated by her sometimes, There were times when she was such a strong woman and he admired the strength that she had inside of her and then there were times when she expressed a vulnerability that shone from her eyes that drew him to her even more.Grissom sat and stroked Sara's hair as she slept.She snored softly and he smiled and thought it was cute.He read for a while and started to get tired himself.He gently released her from his arms and laid her down on the right side of the bed , he pulled her comforter around her and kissed her soft cheek .She smiled in her sleep and he got up to brush his teeth before going to bed.He brushed his teeth and came back and got into bed with Sara and fell alsleep.

The next morning they both got up early for work.It seemed weird to be going back to the lab.Sara woke up and made coffee for her and Grissom, she made them both oatmeal with fresh fruit and Grissom made up her bed and showered and met her in the kitchen for breakfast.Grissom wrapped her in a hug as she sat eating, Sara smiled up at him, her pretty brown eyes lit up as she mentioned a dream she had the night before.Grissom listened with intent and sat across from her admiring her beauty.Sara was about to take another bite of her cereal when her cell phone rang, She reached for it and answered "Sidle" "Oh Sara thank God you answered It was Catherine and she was crying Sara raised an eyebrow and looked at Grissom and blurted "Catherine are you ok ? What's going on ?" Catherine Willows sobbed hysterically and said "It's Lindsay, she's been kidnapped " Sara felt her heart stop and she gasped "OMG I'll be right there Catherine, hang on""Sara, Catherine cried "I'm here at the Crime Lab, please hurry" Grissom's blue eyes were wide with concern and Sara met his eyes and said "I'll be right there Catherine, she reached for Grissom's hand and said "We both will" The pretty redhead on the other line nodded and wiped away tears from her eyes.Warrick Brown was sitting near her in the break room holding her hand.After Catherine hung up with Sara she put her head down on the table and sobbed .Warrick made sure Ecklie was nowhere around and he pulled Catherine into his strong arms and held her to his chest as she sobbed "It's ok Catherine, he told her "We are going to find Lindsay" Catherine sniffed and thanked Warrick feeling safe in his arms.She was grateful for his hug and she pulled herself together and smiled at him.He handed her a tissue and she wiped her eyes.

After Sara hung up with Catherine she caught her breath and told Grissom Lindsay had been kidnapped "OMG"Grissom exclaimed , Sara sighed sadly and he put his arm around her and said "Ok let's go, Catherine needs us" Sara locked up the front door and they both went outside and got in Sara's Prius and drove to work.They were both quiet on the way to work wondering what the fate of Lindsay was, She was Catherine's only child and she was a beautiful girl who was in her teens.Sara prayed with all her might that nobody had hurt Lindsay and that she was still alive wherever she was.Grissom was thinking the same thoughts and they both arrived at the Crime Lab and found Catherine looking tear-stained and dazed in the break room.When Catherine saw Grissom she started to cry again and Grissom told her that they would do everything they could to find Lindsay.Sara hugged Catherine and told her that they were going to find Lindsay no matter what.Catherine got up and said "I think I know who has her, there was this friend of Sam's who threatened me a long time ago" Sara and Grissom exchanged a glance and said "Ok let's go to his house" They grabbed Catherine and Warrick and headed out into the Vegas Strip.To Be Continued ................................

Chapter 40

2007-07-28T10:04:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom got off the airplane and walked hand in hand with thier luggage to a waiting taxi.Tommorow would be thier first day back at work and they were glad to be going back.They had missed thier co-workers and they knew that they would be glad to have the couple back at the lab.Sara asked Grissom if she could stay at his place that night, Grissom glanced at her and smoothed back her hair and said "Of course you can honey" Sara smiled and leaned her head on his shoulder and he kissed the top of her head.Sara closed her eyes and relaxed on his shoulder, he smelled good like spice and she breathed in his scent.The taxi driver looked at them in his rear view mirror and thought they were a good looking couple.

Soon they arrived at Grissom's place and they tipped the taxi driver and got thier luggage out and carried it up to Grissom's porch.He unlocked the door and Bruno his boxer came running to greet them."Hey boy" Grissom said as Bruno sniffed at them both and licked Sara's hand.Sara giggled and Grissom said "Awww he loves you" They both went out to his kitchen and he asked Sara "Are you hungry?" Sara nodded and said 'Yeah a little bit"Grissom made Sara and him some mushroom and cheese omlettes and Sara made toast for them and poured iced tea in two glasses .She refilled Bruno's food bowl and filled his water dish too with fresh cold water.Bruno nuzzled Sara as if to thank her for the food and the clean water.Grissom put thier plates down on the table and said "Ok Sara food's ready" Sara smiled and sat down by him and took a bite.It was delicious, light and fluffy with just the right amount of cheese and mushrooms. Grissom was a great cook and she cleaned her plate as did he.Grissom was pleased seeing her empty plate and he took both thier plates and rinsed them before putting them in the dishwasher.After they ate they sat down to watch a movie in Grissom's bedroom.Sara lay on his bed feeling contented and Grissom threw a ball to Bruno who happily ran after it.He got back on the bed and sat down next to Sara.Sara gave him the smile he loved and they both relaxed and held hands and watched the movie together.Before long it was late and they both decided to go to bed so they could get up for work tommorow.

Sara brushed her teeth and showered before bed and Grissom sat up in bed reading.She came out of the bathroom in her pink robe, her face rosy from the shower.She sat down by him and he sniffed her hair and said "Oooooohh you smell good" Sara smiled and he asked her "You ready to go back to work tommorow?" She nodded and he said "Me too"They relaxed a little talking before going to bed .It had been a tiring day for them both but they had no idea the next day would be very draining and long for them both.

Chapter 39

2007-07-23T17:32:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom sat sipping coffee in thier hotel at Starbucks.That morning they were going to fly back to Las Vegas and they were both ready to go home.Sara's pretty brown eyes sparkled as she smiled at Grissom and told him she was ready to go back to work.He said "Yeah me too although I have loved spending this time with you"Sara took a sip of her coffee and stretched out in her chair.She was nervous about flying back and Grissom could sense her fear.Grissom finished his coffee and reached for her hand.He squeezed her hand in his lacing his fingers through hers.Sara immediately calmed down and he looked at her and said "You are so beautiful Sara" Sara shrugged and said "I never thought of myself as beautiful" She looked down for a minute and Grissom looked at her eyes and propped her chin up so she could look into his deep blue eyes and he said "Sara you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen" Sara blushed and blinked at the compliment, she felt flattered and very happy and she said "Thank you" and he kissed her hand and they sat and gazed at each other without speaking.

They went back to thier hotel room and packed up thier stuff.It did'nt take too long and they got it done in 15 minutes.They walked hand in hand to the lobby and checked out and took a taxi to the airport.Sara's heart started to pound when they were at the airport.Sweat beaded on her forehead and she felt nervous.Grissom sat down beside her and put his arm around her.She leaned against him and closed her eyes grateful for his comfort to her.He had a way of making her feel safe and Grissom would do anything he could to protect Sara.She fell alsleep on his shoulder and he read a magazine as she snored softly.Her shining dark hair fell onto his shoulder and he breathed in the scent of her Herbal Essences shampoo which smelled like fresh cut flowers.He gazed at her while she slept thinking she looked like an angel.

A hour passed and it was time to board the plane.Sara woke up and Grissom kissed her cheek and said "Ok honey let's board now" Sara sucked in a breath and he reached for her hand.They passed through security and went to board the plane.Sara felt a little queasy from nerves as they got on the plane.Grissom sensed her discomfort and as they took thier seats he ordered her a Coke to settle her stomach.Sara drank it slowly and took deep breaths and felt better.Grissom let her read his magazine and she settled down and read it as he watched a movie on the TV in front of them.Before they knew it they were back in Vegas and Sara was very relieved as the Strip sparkled down at them from above."See baby, Grissom whispered "I told you we would make it" Sara gave him the smile that never failed to warm his heart and she sighed in relief "It's nice to be back" she said , He agreed and they gathered up thier luggage and took a taxi back to her apartment to get ready to go to the lab.They were both tired but anxious to go back to work for a while.To Be Continued ..........................

Chapter 38

2007-07-18T23:18:00.000-07:00

Sara listened to Catherine's message on her cell phone and felt a little sad.She missed her co-workers and she was glad in one more day that they would all be working together again.Grissom sat down by Sara and asked her if she was ok.She nodded and said she missed her friends.Grissom said "Me too" He put his arm around her and held her close to him and she leaned against him feeling safe.Sara had been thinking of an incident from her childhood where her dad had come home in a drunken rage and had beaten her mom.Young Sara had only been 8 years old but she had sat by her mom while she lay in bed crying and had held ice packs up to her bruises.Sara had grown up way too fast and some of the stuff she had seen she prayed that nobody else had ever seen.Grissom could see sometimes how much Sara's childhood had affected her and he tried to understand and offer Sara a listening ear whenever she needed one.He knew Sara trusted him alot and he was grateful that she could trust him.He did his best to make Sara feel loved and he never went one day without telling her he loved her.

Grissom and Sara went outside to admire the beautiful pink Hawaiian sunset.The sunset cast a warm glow on Sara's face and she and Grissom sat down on thier hotel balcony and admired the beauty of the sunset.Grissom reached for her hand and kissed it and Sara looked at him and smiled.He noticed she was quiet and he was concerned about her.Her eyes were full of thought and he sat and wondered what was going on in her head.Sara caught his eye and he reached for her hand and slipped his bigger one into hers.She relaxed as he held her hand and she sighed and looked at him."What is it baby?" he asked .Her pretty brown eyes looked sad and she said "I have a feeling my mom is sick" Grissom 's face looked heavy with concern and he asked "Why do you think that Sara ?" Sara said "I just have a feeling, I hope I am wrong" Sara came over to him and Grissom gathered her in his arms and held her and let her sit in his lap feeling her warmth next to him,She stared at the sparkling ocean and felt a nagging feeling inside her gut and let a tear slip down her face.Grissom heard her sniff and wiped her cheek where the tear had fallen "Awww honeydo'nt cry, he whispered "It's ok" Sara made a mental note to herself to call her mom tommorow and ask her about what she suspected.

Meanwhile back at the Crimelab Greg and Warrick and Catherine and Nick were making a huge banner in the breakroom to welcome Grissom and Sara back on Friday, they had really missed both of them and they were all happy that soon Grissom and Sara would be back with them working again.Greg worked the hardest on the banner because he had always had a huge crush on Sara and they had a sweet relationship like a brother and a sister and he loved Sara like a sister.Warrick and Catherine both talked excitedly about how glad they were to have Grissom and Sara coming back and Nick happily slipped a card for Grissom in his mailbox for him to open on Friday.They were all very happy that thier workload would be a little less stressful soon.To Be Continued ......................

Chapter 37

2007-07-16T11:22:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom were sitting on the beach in Hawaii, it was starting to get chilly and Sara was cold so Grissom had draped his sweater around her shoulders.She smiled at him and thanked him.She laughed as the waves lapped at her feet and her shining brown hair whipped around her face.Her pretty brown eyes looked calm and Grissom held her hand as she ran in the waves feeling carefree.So far thier honeymoon was perfect and they were enjoying married life very much.

They left the beach and went for a walk, Sara snapped a few pictures with her digital camera and they admired the sunny beauty of Hawaii.It was so pretty with the palm trees and the beaches with the white sand and sparking water.They saw a carnival across the street and stopped there and rode the ferris wheel together and of course Grissom wanted Sara to ride the roller coaster with him.She was scared but he calmed her down and told her if she was afraid she could hold on to him which she did at first but then she ended up enjoying it and started giggling .Grissom smiled and gave her a kiss when they got off."I'm so proud of you for overcoming your fear" he told her.His bright blue eyes shone with happiness and Sara grinned as she said "Yeah that was pretty fun "Sara bought a popcorn for them from a vender and they both shared it and then walked back to thier hotel.They were tired but extrememly happy.

The next day they had one more day to enjoy before flying home to Las Vegas.There was work and cases piling up on Grissom's desk back at the lab and Catherine was looking forward to having them both come back as well as Greg, Warrick , Nick, Sophia and Brass.They missed the couple and they had been working double shifts in thier absence.Ecklie was starting to become a pain in thier sides as well.Catherine called up Grissom and Sara to tell them they were missed and she got Sara's voicemail on her cell phone so she left a message. To Be Continued .....................

Chapter 36

2007-07-15T22:33:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom arrived at thier hotel after the limo driver dropped them off.They were both tired from the long day and decided to go up to thier hotel room and rest a while before eating dinner.They put thier luggage down and got into bed and Sara fell alsleep in Grissom 's arms feeling safe and loved.He loved holding her and smelling her subtle perfume and her hair which always smelled like cut flowers.She slept peacefully and he soon fell alsleep too hearing her even breathing.When they woke up an hour later they changed clothes and got ready to go out to dinner.Sara slipped on a black slipdress and Grissom helped her fasten a silver pendant around her neck.She brushed her hair and redid her make -up.Grissom put on a blue polo shirt and tan slacks and looked very handsome and they both left the room and headed downstairs to dinner.

The restaurant was 'nt that busy and they were both pretty early and they were seated pretty quickly by the hostess and relaxed in thier booth reading the menus.Sara smiled at Grissom and told him how handsome he looked, he blushed and looked pleased and told her how beautiful she was , she felt her cheeks flush with pleasure and sipped her ice water as she studied the menu.They both decided to share a full portion of the vegetable salad and ordered breadsticks and soup too with thier dinner.They were both hungry and when thier waiter came they both ordered a glass of wine .They sat drinking thier wine and were enjoying each other's company as always.Sara asked Grissom what he wanted to do after dinner "How about a walk on the beach?" he suggested , Sara nodded and said "Sounds good to me"Thier soup arrived then, it was tomato zuccini and it was delicious and they both ate it quickly savoring every mouthful.

After dinner they left the waiter a generous tip and walked across the street to a beautiful beach with sparkling blue waves and white sand.They walked hand in hand along the beach talking.Grissom felt so comfortable with Sara, she was the one person he opened up to and he trusted her more then anybody else he knew.Sara felt honored to have Grissom confide in her and she knew that it was hard for him to open up to others but Grissom was thankful that he had her as his listening ear.He loved everything about Sara and he felt blessed to have married the woman of his dreams.Sara 's hand felt soft in his and he felt so proud walking along the beach holding her hand.He ran in the waves a few times to make her laugh and a wave chased him and splashed his pants in the front.Sara giggled and teased him that he had wet his pants.Grissom shrugged and said 'They'll dry"Her dark hair flew around her face and Grissom kissed her cheek and wrapped his sweater around her shoulders to keep her warm.The winds had kicked up and it was starting to get chilly. To Be Continued ..................................

Chapter 35

2007-07-11T22:48:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom had both boarded the airplane on thier way to Hawaii.They got in thier seats and fastened thier belts.Sara always got nervous flying and Grissom knew so he made sure he was extra kind to her to ease her fears.Sara was quiet and he held her hand in his and let her lean her head on his shoulder and sleep.He would gaze at her every so often when she was sleeping and admire her delicate face.He read a forensics book as Sara slept.An hour later she woke up and said "Are we there yet ?" Grissom shook his head and said 'Not yet, almost" She nodded, and got up.She had to pee badly and got up to use the restroom, "I'll be back, she said "Just going to the bathroom" Ok"Grissom said and moved his legs back to let her out.As she headed to the back of the plane for the bathroom she heard an angry voice in the seat on her right and her heart stopped.A stern looking man was yelling at his wife and then without warning he reached over and slapped her across the face.Sara could'nt contain her shock and her pretty face became stiff with anger.She stared at him for a minute frozen and he snapped at her "What the hell are you looking at bitch?" Sara felt anger rising in her and drew her gun and said "How would you like to be arrested ?" The man's wife sat in her seat sobbing and Sara's heart went out to her.She had been in that woman's shoes before as a young girl and witnessing this had brought back some horrible memories.The man got scared when Sara drew her gun and said "Hey take it easy" and Sara yelled at him "You better not ever do that again, you hear me !!!!!!!!!!!! " Sara then reached over to his sobbing wife and told her she could move her seat behind her and Grissom and the woman hugged Sara and told her she would.She was so grateful Sara had come to her rescue and she whispered to Sara that she was her guardian angel.Sara cried and made sure the woman got up and moved before she went to the bathroom .After she came back she took her seat next to Grissom and told him what had happened.He kissed her cheek and told her how brave she was and that he was proud of her.

The woman behind Sara relaxed in her seat and Sara got up a minute and talked to her and told her the same thing had happened to her as a kid and she told the woman "If you ever need me to help you or anything call me ok" and she gave the woman her card.The woman cried and hugged Sara and thanked her.Sara talked to her a little while longer and they became fast friends.Sara found out the woman's name was Trisha and she lived in Vegas not too far from the Crime Lab.Sara was happy that she could help Trisha and Grissom was so proud of her .One thing that he loved about Sara was her heart.She had a huge heart and she cared so much about other people.Grissom loved Sara but he loved her heart more then anything else.Her heart was what had attracted him to her but he also thought that she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.

Finally thier plane landed and Trisha hugged Sara one more time and kissed Grissom too and told him how Sara had been her guardian angel that day.Grissom told her that Sara was his angel too and how much he loved her which made Sara smile.They bid goodbye to Trisha and told her to" Keep in touch" Grissom and Sara waved goodbye to her and walked hand in hand to a waiting taxi to take them to thier hotel.They both had thier luggage in thier hands and they were grateful to give it to the driver to put in his trunk for them.The driver smiled at them and thought they were a beautiful couple and he drove them to thier hotel and they gave him a generous tip and got out.To Be Continued ............................

Chapter 34

2007-07-10T18:24:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom sat together at a table talking.They had gotten married today and all thier closest friends and loved ones had come to share this special day with them.Sara glowed as she sat talking to Grissom and a photographer asked permission to take a lovely photo of her and Grissom sitting together .Sara had never looked more beautiful and Grissom was so proud to be sitting with her.They were going to leave later for thier brief honeymoon.Sara had always wanted to go to Hawaii so they were going to go there for two days.Catherine was going to be in charge of the team for the two days that Grissom and Sara were away.Sara looked down at her wedding finger and admired her lovely wedding ring Grissom had picked out for her.It was white gold and sparkling diamonds and she kissed Grissom and told him how much she loved it.He beamed at her and told her how much he had loved picking it out for her.

Grissom and Sara were both tired from the busy day.They were happy beyond words but also exhausted.It had been a perfect day for them and they were so excited to begin thier life together as a married couple.Sara felt like a princess in a fairytale.Grissom was an amazing person and she was so happy to have him in her life as her husband.She leaned her head against him feeling exhausted and he slipped his arm around her and kissed the top of her head.She was anxious to relax and put on some more comfortable clothes later.Catherine had selected a pretty lavender jogging suit for her to wear for later when they left for thier honeymoon.A few hours later the limo arrived to pick up the beautiful couple for thier honeymoon and Sara and Grissom were showered in rice by the CSI team, they kissed thier friends goodbye and hugged them all and thanked them for sharing thier big day with them.

Sara fell alsleep in the limo on Grissom's shoulder.She was in her lavender outfit worn out but happier then she had ever been.Grissom held her hand in his smiling as he touched her ring .He loved Sara more then anyone else and she was his wife now.He could'nt believe it was true.The limo ride to the airport was short and he gently woke her up when they arrived by touching her cheek."We're here baby, he said gently, "Come on , let's grab our suitcases and board the plane" Sara yawned and woke up .She grabbed her stuff and he grabbed his and they both got on the airplane after passing through inspection.Sara's wedding ring set the alarms off and she blushed feeling embarrased but Grissom made a joke and said "The machine's were cranky for newlyweds" and Sara giggled and Grissom and her held hands and boarded the plane feeling a rush of excitement.Even though thier honeymoon was going to be brief they were going to enjoy every minute of it.

Chapter 33 Wedding Bliss Part 2

2007-07-09T12:57:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle and Gil Grissom stood on front on thier beautiful wedding cake with a knife ready to cut it for thier guests.Catherine was first in line and Sara cut her the first piece of cake and handed it to her with a smile joking that Catherine got the best piece."Wow it looks delicious" Catherine exclaimed and went to sit down and enjoy it.Gil cut a little piece and put in inside Sara's mouth "Mmmmmm" she smiled "Sooo good" The cake was lemon and it was moist and sweet and delicious. She cut a little hunk and fed it to him as Warrick stepped up in line and smiled at them both, they were so cute together and Gil cut him a piece of cake and handed it to him .

After they cut the cake Grissom stepped up to the microphone in the room and thanked everyone for coming, he then glanced at Sara and how absolutely beautful she looked and he said fondly "Look at my wife, is'nt she the most beautiful bride you have ever seen?" Everyone turned to look at Sara and she blew Grissom a kiss and he came back where she was sitting and reached for her delicate hand "Care to dance with me beautiful ?" he asked and Sara grinned and stood up and they went out to the dance floor and danced to the song "The way you look tonight" Catherine wiped away tears as she watched them dancing.Sara had never looked happier and Grissom was so in love.They continued dancing and others joined them out on the dance floor.Laura Sidle was anxious to congradulate Sara and talk to her.She was so happy for Sara and she loved seeing her daughter so happy.

The photographers appeared and looked around for the couple and saw them dancing and waited patiently for them to finish, they wanted to take some more pictures of the couple .Sara and Grissom noticed them and came over for the pictures, they posed and both looked elegant and the photographers snapped away.Finally after the photos Laura got a chance to talk to Sara, Sara came over and sat by her and she kissed Sara and told her "Honey you look so beautiful" Sara smiled and said "Thanks mom , I'm so glad you could come" Laura 's eyes sparkled and she said "I would'nt have missed it for the world" Sara blinked away tears of joy and she saw Grissom smiling at her from across the room.She smiled back at him and her mom whispered "Wow is he handsome" Sara giggled and said "I know" Grissom had never looked better in his shiny black and white tuxedo and Sara felt like the luckiest lady on earth to have such a wonderful and caring man as her husband.To Be Continued ...................................

Chapter 32 -The Wedding

2007-07-07T09:45:00.000-07:00

Sara woke up on July 7'th and smiled -it was finally here , her wedding day, it was also her 39'th birthday too, Grissom snored next to her and she smiled, she was so excited , her cell phone rang and it was Catherine "Sara, Happy Birthday" she said , Sara laughed and "Awww thanks Catherine, are you in your dress yet?" Catherine nodded, she was already wearing her teal blue bridesmaid dress and the color looked lovely on her with her red hair."Oh Catherine, Sara confessed "I'm so nervous" Catherine understood, she had had butterflies in her stomach on her wedding day too "I know Sara, but you'll be just fine" Sara smiled and Grissom woke up and went to shave and brush his teeth.Sara was still talking to Catherine and he smiled and got out the birthday card and the present he had for Sara, he put it down beside her and she gasped "Grissom what is this ?" He grinned and said "Happy birthday beautiful" Sara was touched and told Catherine Grissom had just given her a birthday present, "Well go open it Sara, Catherine laughed "I'll see you soon ok" "Ok " Sara said and they hung up.Grissom came back over to Sara and sat down by her , first she opened her present and it was a beautiful blue butterfly in a little case, it was so pretty she loved it and thanked him, she carefully opened the card and it was such a beautiful card , it had butterflies on it and inside he had written "Happy Birthday to my angel, even though it is your birthday by marrying you today I feel like I am getting a present too, I 'll always love you Sara , Grissom XO, she was so touched she did'nt say anything but then she kissed him and thanked him.

The limo was to pick them up in 10 minutes so they hurried and got ready, Sara grabbed her wedding dress and held it close to her.Grissom had his tux in his hand, all ready to go, A little while later they heard the limo driver honking outside and they grabbed thier wedding clothes and locked up and went outside.The limo driver greeted them both warmly and they climbed in feeling nervous and excited at the same time.They arrived at the church in 15 minutes and as soon as they got there Catherine whisked Sara away to do her make -up and help her with her hair.Grissom found Nick and Warrick who were both dressed up in thier tuxedos looking like a million bucks and they all started talking.Catherine grabbed Sara's hand and said "Sara I'm going to make you look stunning for Grissom"Sara's eyes took Catherine in and she said warmly "Catherine you look beautiful in that dress" Catherine asked "Really? thanks" Catherine got her make -up kit out and started working on Sara's make-up applying foundation, blush, mascara, eyeliner and the perfect shade of lipstick.When she was done she handed Sara a mirror "OMG Catherine , you did a great job"Catherine shrugged and said "You are already a natural beauty Sara, I did'nt have to do much"Next Catherine got out her hair tools and started working on Sara's hand, she decided to use the curling iron and made little curls around Sara's face with it , then she took some little jasmime flowers and gently pinned them in Sara's hair, Sara could'nt believe her eyes when Catherine had her in the mirror, she looked prettier then she ever had before and she hugged Catherine and thanked her.Catherine looked up and saw Sara's dress hanging up and said , "Here , let's have you put on your wedding dress now" Just then Laura Sidle appeared in the doorway and gasped at how beautiful Sara looked , she and Catherine were both going to help Sara with her dress.

Warrick and Nick and Doc Robbins and Greg and Brass were all gathered around Grissom.They were all in thier wedding attire and were all happily talking and catching up like old friends do.The church started to fill up with thier friends and loved ones and Grissom stood up at the front of the church waiting for Sara, the music started to play and he felt in his pocket for her ring, it was still there and he smiled as he touched it.The pews in the church were full and everyone was in thier seats and then the audience gasped as Sara came in walking down the aisle, Brass was giving her away and Grissom could'nt believe his eyes when he saw Sara, she was a vision of beauty in her wedding dress, the color, a lovely pale yellow made her skin glow and brought out the rosiness in her cheeks, and her face was done up so perfectly, there were little tendrils of hair that framed her face and the little flowers in her hair made her look angelic, he swallowed back the lump in his throat and then Sara came up to him, arm in arm in Brass.Catherine wiped away tears, she was so proud of Sara and she was proud to be one of Sara's bridesmaids.Sophia was also a bridesmaid as well as Jacqui and Mandy and her best childhood friends, Diane and Ann and Nicole.Grissom looked at Sara and whispered that she looked amazing.Sara beamed at him and thought he looked very handsome in his tuxedo.

The minister started talking then and started the vows "Gil do you take Sara to be your wife? To live together after God's ordinance- in the holy state of matrimony ?Will you love her, comfort her, honor her, and keep her in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, for better, for worse, in sadness, and in joy, to cherish and continually bestow upon her your hearts deepest devotion forsaking all others, keep yourself onto her as long as you both shall live?"Grissom looked at Sara and how beautiful she looked and wiped a tear and then looked at he minister and said "I certainly do"Then it was Sara's turn , the minister turned to Sara and said "Sara do you take Gil to be your husband ? To live together after God 's ordinance- in the holy state of matrimony? Will you love him, comfort him, honor him, and keep him, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, for better, for worse, in sadness and in joy, to cherish and continually bestow upon him your heart's deepest devotion, forsaking all others, keep him only unto him as long as you both shall live?"Sara looked at Grissom and wiped a tear and said "I do"They both exchanged the rings and the minister said "Grissom in placing this ring on Sara's finger, repeat after me "Sara you are now consecrated to me as my wife from this day forward and I give you this ring as the pledge of my love and as the symbol of our unity and with this ring I thee wed"

Then he handed Sara the ring and isaid "Sara in placing this ring on Grissom's finger you are now consecrate to me as my husband from this day forward and I give you this ring as the pledge of my love and as the symbol of our unity and with this ring I thee wed"
The minister then said "May you always share with each other the gifts of love- be one in heart and in mind-may you always create a home together that puts in your hearts-love,generosity and kindness, In as much as Grissom and Sara have consented together in marriage before this company of friends and family and have pledged thier faith- and declared thier unity by giving and recieving a ring are now joined, you have pronounced yourselves husband and wife, but remember to be each other's best friend, what-therefore-God has joined together-let no man ,asunder and so by the power vested in me by the state of Nevada and almightly God I now pronounce you man and wife- and may your days be good and long upon the earth, you may now kiss the bride"

Grissom gently lifted Sara's veil and her eyes glowed with happiness and he kissed her feeling on top of the world and the audience clapped and cheered , Grissom and Sara were married and it was truly the happiest day of thier lives.Catherine and Nick, Warrick Greg,Doc Robbins and Brass hugged the couple and offered thier congratulations.Sara looked at her friends and said "Guys are you hungry?, go help yourself to some food"There was a little of everthing, cold cuts, fresh fruit, a big green salad, tacos, and in the middle of thier feast was thier beautiful wedding cake.It was a three tiered cake with ice pink roses and pearls and it was vanilla cake with lemon filling and it looked delicious.To Be Continued ...........................

Chapter 31

2007-07-06T22:12:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle and Nick Stokes were at the crime scene, they had called the coroner to transport the girl who had drowned to CSI.They were puzzled as to how this girl could have drowned at Lake Mead without anybody seeing because there was always water skiers or people out on boats on Lake Mead, something seemed off and they were both curious as to what had happened to the girl.After they finished up at Lake Mead Sara drove back home for a while and waited for Grissom to come back.He was going to pick her up later and they were going to run a few errands before thier big day tommorow.She was exhausted and fell alsleep on her bed , Grissom came back an hour later and let himself in, he called out "Sara" she did'nt hear him because she was sleeping, he went into her bedroom and saw her in bed sleeping peacefully she looked like an angel he thought and he leaned down and kissed her forehead and she blinked at him and smiled "Hi baby, he said and reached for her hand "You ready to go out ?" Sara yawned and stretched and said "Almost" He sat down next to her and gave her a tender look and said "You ready for tommorow?" Sara nodded and said "I am beyond excited" her big brown eyes sparkled with happiness and she turned to admire her wedding dress hanging up on her bedroom door, it sparkled at her as if it knew a secret and she said "Wow in one more day I will be married, it's so surreal" Grissom touched her cheek and said "Sara you are my angel, God sent you to me and I am grateful every day to him for bringing you into my life" Sara was touched by his words and gave him the gap-toothed smile that he loved so much, Grissom felt his heart melt when she smiled at him, she was so pretty and soon she would be his wife.

They got up and headed out to go do thier wedding errands and locked up and went outside and got into Sara's Prius.Grissom picked up his tuxedo that he had rented and Sara went and picked up her wedding favors and she called the photographer and told him what time to come by tommorow to the church, she needed to call her mom later and talk to her before her big day tommorow, as happy as she was she was a bundle of nerves too.Grissom noticed her hands were shaking a little when they stopped and bought an hot tea "Sara he asked , his voice heavy with concern "You ok?" Sara nodded and said "YeahI just am a little nervous about tommorow" Grissom understood, he was a little nervous too but he slipped a comforting arm around Sara and told her she did'nt need to be nervous and that everything would be ok.Sara relaxed and she sipped her tea and felt it's warmth in her tummy.She calmed down after his words and sat and looked into his deep blue eyes, they were so blue she always got lost in them and he winked at her and she giggled.

After they finished up thier errands Sara told Grissom she wanted to drive over and see her mother and she wanted to go alone."Sara are you sure?" he asked and she replied "Yeah it's something I need to do" He understood but he slipped his arms around her and held her close to him for a few minutes and said "I hope it goes well for you , the meeting with your mom "Sara whispered 'Me too" He met her eyes and asked "You sure you do'nt want me to go?" She thought for a minute and said "Well you could come if you wait in the car" He laughed and told he her would but only because she asked. They headed off to Sara's childhood home and she was quiet through most of the drive .When she got there Sara felt a lump rise in her throat when she saw the house she had grown up in, all the bad memories came flooding back of her abusive father, She sniffled and felt a tear come and then another and yet another.Grissom reached for her and held her in his arms and said "It's ok baby, it's ok" He felt her shoulders shaking and he reached out and wiped her tears as they fell.She finally stopped crying and he wiped her eyes and stroked her hair and told her how much he loved her.She gave him the smile he loved so much and told him that she loved him too more then anything else.He beamed at her and wished her 'Good luck" again, Sara thanked him and got out of her car and knocked on the door , her heart was beating so fast and when the door opened she nearly jumped out of her skin "Sara, she exclaimed "Oh my baby girl, how are you?" she grabbed Sara and held her and Sara felt another tear fall, she was happy that her mom was so happy to see her, it had been such a long time.Laura Sidle was a petite woman who had Sara's expressive brown eyes and her slender figure.Her hair was a reddish brown and her passion and survivor skills were like Sara's too.Laura looked at her only daughter and said "God Sara I have missed you so much" Sara was touched and said "I've missed you too" "So mom , Sara began "Tommorow is my wedding" Laura smiled and said "I know honey, I'm so excited for you" Sara grinned and said "Thanks mom I want you to be there so much" "I will be darling, she promised "I will be" They talked for a few more minutes and Laura got up a minute and said "I have something for you, stay there a minute" Sara sat and waited and Laura came back with a little box and set it in front of Sara "Open it dear" she said and when Sara did she gasped , it was a beautiful pair of diamond earrings "I wore these when I got married to your father, she said , and now I want you to wear them tommorow" Sara was stunned and she hugged her mom and thanked her.After an hour passed Sara said she still needed to do alot before tommorow and she got ready to leave , Laura hugged her again and told her she would see her tommorow , Sara walked outside and waved and then went back to her car where Grissom was waiting for her "How did it go ?" he asked in a curious tone "Good" Sara said " We had a nice visit" He was pleased and they headed back to Sara's apartment. To Be Continued .................

Chapter 30

2007-07-05T23:38:00.000-07:00

Gil Grissom was at the crimelab going over the assignments for the day with the team.Warrick and Catherine had already decided that that were going to work a case together and they had driven off in the Tahoe to thier crime scene.Sara was talking to Nick , he had been assigned a drowning case atLake Mead and Grissom agreed to let Sara work that case with Nick.Nick was excited to have Sara working with him and they both headed off to the scene.

Grissom decided to run some errands before thier upcoming wedding Saturday, he went by the florist and ordered the flowers and then called up the caterers and ordered the wedding food, swung by the jeweler and picked up Sara's ring which he could'nt wait to give to her, called up the limo service and got the car rented for Saturday, there was so much to do and it was stressful getting it all done on time.The hot vegas sun was beating down on him and he hoped for thier Saturday wedding that it would'nt be quite as hot.Meanwhile at Lake Mead Sara and Nick were examining the body that had been found on the shore .It was a teenaged girl about 15, Sara took the crime scene photos and noticed that the body was a bluish color and wrote that down in her notes.Nick felt sad that a family had lost a child and was trying his best to supress his emotions.One thing he and Sara had in common was that they were both very caring and sensitive people and that explained why the bond between them was so strong.

Catherine Willows and Warrick Brown were at the New York, New York on a case.A man had fallen from the roller coaster there and died.They were there to gather clues and collect evidence.They noticed that the harness in his seat where he had fallen out was up and that had them suspect foul play instantly.Those harnesses were'nt supposed to come up once they were down.Catherine raised a perfectly arched eyebrow at Warrick and said "Something's not right" Warrick agreed and said "Let's go find the person who is in charge of the coaster" They both went off in search of the roller coaster operater, they did'nt have to go far, he was standing behind the yellow crime scene tape."Sir Warrick began, "Did you see somebody tamper with one of the harnesses on the roller coaster?" The man shook his head and said "No way" Catherine came over andsaid "Are there cameras anywhere near the roller coaster?" The man nodded and said "There's a photo camera that takes pictures of all the riders for a souvenier" Catherine was pleased to hear that and added "Sir we are going to need that camera" To Be Continued ...................

Chapter 29

2007-07-04T20:02:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle woke up the next day and saw that Grissom had fallen alsleep holding her hand.She smiled and gently released her hand and got out of bed to pee and brush her teeth.She washed her face and slipped on her grey T shirt and black jeans.She put on a little eyeliner and lipgloss and she was ready to start the day.She made breakfast burritos for them both, vegetarian of course and poured herself a glass of soymilk.She sat at the kitchen table sipping it and read the morning paper.Since Grissom was still sleeping she called her mom Laura just to talk to her about her upcoming wedding .She was'nt home so Sara left her a message.She finished eating and put her plate into the dishwasher.Grissom came out into the kitchen then dressed looking smooth and handsome in a crisp blue shirt and grey slacks ready to start the day, he kissed Sara on the cheek and said "Good morning gorgeous" Sara blushed and smiled and she told him she had made him breakfast, Grissom's blue eyes sparkled and he said "Thank you Sara, " She said "You're welcome, enjoy" Grissom reached for her hand and asked "Are'nt you going to sit with me?" Sara seemed distracted and said "Well I ate already but if you would like me to " and pulled out a chair for herself.He noticed she seemed a little distracted and asked "Sara you ok baby?" She nodded and said "Yeah I'm just getting nervous about the wedding"

Grissom squeezed her hand and said "Do'nt worry darling , everything will be ok, by the way your burrito is delicious" he said between bites.Sara looked pleased and brushed back a strand of her shining dark hair.Grissom said "Hey you know what, I am getting married to the most amazing woman in the woman and she is beautiful and kind and I love her more then anything else"Sara looked into his eyes and smiled "Awww Grissom I am getting married to a great man who is smart and caring and not to mention the most handsome one I have ever seen."He reached for her hand and kissed it and said "I am the luckiest man on earth" She blushed and said "I'm the luckiest woman on earth", they sat and held hands in the morning sunlight.After breakfast they decided to go into the lab for a while.It seemed ages since they had both been there.They decided to go in the same car so they left to go there in Grissom's new red Prius.

They arrived at the labto chaos.Catherine and Warrick were going over an assignment and decided to work it together, they both enjoyed working together anyway , they looked up when they saw Grissom and Sara, "Hey there they are" Warrick exclaimed "The soon -to be newleyweds "Shhhhhhhhh "Catherine whispered 'Do'nt let Ecklie hear that, Warrick's brilliant green eyes looked startled and he looked around to see if he saw Ecklie but luckily Ecklie was nowhere in sight.He sighed with relief, Catherine reached out and hugged Sara and said "I love my dress" Sara smiled at her and said "I knew you would Cat"Nick Stokes appeared and hugged Sara too and gave her a kiss on the cheek, Sara was like a sister to him and he loved her like a sister.They all talked excitely about the Saturday wedding, Sara was so excited she could hardly contain herself, To Be Continued ........................

Chapter 28

2007-07-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle lay in her bed sleeping.She had been sick earlier with a migraine but Grissom had taken good care of her and she was feeling better now.Grissom felt her forehead and it was cool so her fever was gone.He kissed her on the forehead and she woke up"Hi beautiful" he said "You feel better?" Sara nodded and said "Yes thanks to you"Grissom felt pleased with himself and she put her head on his shoulder.He put his arm around her and held her close savoring her gardenia scent.Sara relaxed and drifted off to sleep again.Just as she had fallen back to sleep Grissom's cell phone rang, he looked to see who was calling and it was Catherine , he answered his phone and said "Grissom " Hey Gil, Catherine said "I just wanted you to know that I got my bridemaid's dress today and it fits perfect, tell Sara I love it and I'll see her tommorow"Sara blinked and Grissom smiled at her "I will, Catherine, thanks"he said and hung up, "Who was that?" Sara asked in a sleepy voice"Catherine, she wanted you to know she loves her dress" Sara smiled and said "Awwww I'm glad"

Grissom looked at Sara and said "Our wedding is this Saturday, are you excited?" Sara nodded and said "Yeah, I am" Grissom smiled , "I ca'nt wait for you to see the ring I picked out for you"Sara looked at him and felt her heart beat happily "I'm sure it will be beautiful" she said "You make me so happy" Grissom felt a tug on his heart and he said "Sara you deserve to be happy, I love you so much" Sara 's brown eyes grew misty and she said "I love you too"He slipped his arm around her and she wiped a tear"Do'nt cry honey, it's ok" he said , he reached out and wiped her tear away and held her close to him.

They fell alsleep holding hands and the next day they both had to work but after work they still had more errands to do before thier upcoming wedding.They had to call the caterers, and the florist, and Sara had to call her mom again, she missed her mom so much, Sara's mom loved her deeply and Sara was her only daughter and she wanted so much for Sara to be happy, she was really glad that Grissom was going to marry Sara, Sara's father had never treated her well as a child and it had deeply hurt Sara and she had grown up not trusting people and became reserved but Grissom had broken down those walls that she hid behind, he was the one person that she opened up to and trusted and he felt so happy that she trusted him so much, he loved her with all his heart, To Be Continued .....................

Chapter 27

2007-07-02T22:17:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle and Grissom had taken a walk around Vegas .They were both enjoying each other's company, Sara did'nt want to tell Grissom but she could feel her head starting to pound again, Sara asked Grissom if they could sit down for a bit.Grissom said "Of course " and sat down with her. They both sat on a bench nearby.She leaned against him and he snuggled her inhaling her perfume.He noticed she felt a little warm when he hugged her and he felt her forehead.Sara felt a little warm to him."Sara he asked "You feeling ok ?" Sara decided to tell him the truth and said "No" Grissom noticed she was sweating a little."Awww honey he said "Want me to take you home?"Sara nodded and said "I'm sorry " He kissed her and told her she had nothing to be sorry for."You want me to spend the night with you?" he asked "Yes " Sara agreed "I would"

Grissom put her arm around her as they walked back to his car.She was quiet on the way home and every so often he tried to catch her eye.He hated seeing Sara not feeling well.He loved her so much he hated seeing her feeling sick.When they got back to Sara's place he walked her to her bedroom and tucked her in bed and he sat down next to her and held her hand while she slept.A few minutes later she got up quickly and ran to the bathroom with her hand over her mouth.He heard her throwing up and he felt bad.When she came out of the bathroom she looked at him sadly.Grissom put his arm around her and she leaned back against him and he asked her if she wanted anything."Just stay here with me" she whispered and he got up and soaked a washcloth in cold water and put some ice in it and laid it on her head.He lay down next to her and offered her some gingerale to ease her nausea.She sat up and took a few sips and smiled at him gratefully.He touched her cheek and it was'nt warm any more."My poor baby" he said, 'Feel any better?" he asked, she nodded and said "Yeah damned migraines, I do'nt get them often but when I do it's horrible."She lay back down and he lay with her.They looked into each other 's eyes and he told her the wedding was 2 days away, "I know" Sara whispered "I ca'nt wait" Grissom smiled and said "Me either"

Sara felt better and she sat up and Grissom was glad to see that she felt ok.He had been worried , there was nothing he would'nt do for Sara, she had captured his heart in a way that nobody else had.Sara smiled at him and told him that her headache was gone, Grissom offered her some ice water and they both read a little bit before going to sleep.He loved spending time with Sara, he could 'nt wait to marry her , Grissom had bought Sara a beautiful wedding ring with white gold and diamonds , he could'nt wait to slip it on her finger, he had picked the prettiest ring out for her that he had seen.He fell alsleep holding her hand in his and smiled knowing soon when he held her hand he would feel metal on one of her fingers.To Be Continued ..................

Chapter 26

2007-07-02T09:22:00.000-07:00

Sara and Grissom were both in Grissom's new car heading to a new restaurant.Sara was excited but she was starting to get a little headache.She hoped it was'nt a migraine , she did'nt get them too often but when she did they made her feel awful.She tried her best to hide that she did'nt feel 100% ok.Grissom noticed she was quiet and turned to her"Sara you ok ?" he asked in a concerned tone, Sara smiled at him and sighed "Yeah I just have a little headache"Grissom looked sympathetic and said "Awww honey why did'nt you say something ? We could have gone out another night"Sara was touched that he was so caring towards her and said "Grissom I was looking forward to this all day" Grissom was pleased by her words and said "Me too"

They pulled up at the restaurant and Grissom came around to Sara's side of the car to let her out.She laughed when he did, he was so polite and had such good manners.They walked into the restaurant holding hands .A hostess came out to them and seated them immediately.Sara took two aspirins out of her purse and swallowed them down with her ice water.Grissom turned to her "Sorry you are'nt feeling well Sara" He reached for her hand and squeezed it.Sara said "Well I hope maybe the aspirins will work in a little while.They both studied the menus thoughtfully.After debating over several items Grissom ordered a salad and Sara ordered soup and a small salad.They placed thier orders and then sat and chatted.

"Getting excited about the wedding?" Grissom asked Sara nodded and said "I'm very excited, "I ordered my tuxedo yesterday" Grissom admitted "You did?" Sara asked "Well she grinned "I ca'nt wait to see you in it" Grissom chuckled and said "You know you'll be the most beautiful bride ever" Sara blushed but he could tell she was pleased.

The waiter brought thier dinners and they thanked him and started eating.The food was delicious and they both cleaned thier plates.Sara started to feel better which she was glad about."My headache is gone" she exclaimed , Grissom smiled and said "Good because I hate it when my baby does'nt feel well"After dinner they went for a walk holding hands .Sara never was happier in her life and when she was with Grissom nothing else mattered and the whole world disappeared and she felt safe and happy with him always.Grissom loved Sara just as much, she was the one person in his life who made me feel loved and his heart was never the same after he met her. To Be Continued ...........................

Chapter 25

2007-07-01T22:37:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle was in her bedroom reading when her cell phone rang, she picked it up and it was Grissom "Hey Grissom said "I'm taking us out to eat tonight so do'nt snack too much" Sara smiled and said 'Do'nt worry I have'nt been" Grissom said "I'll pick you up at 6:00 p.m. Sara glanced up at the clock and saw it was 5:00 p.m."Sounds good " she said "See you then, I love you" He said, Sara smiled and said "I love you too" and hung up.

Sara decided to get ready so she hopped in the shower and conditioned her hair and used her favorite gardenia shampoo and her lavender shower gel.She got out of the shower and dried off and slipped on her pink flowered sundress and a pink rose necklace.She sprayed on a little gardenia body splash and applied a little eye liner, blush and lipgloss.Her shining dark hair hung around her face framing it perfectly.She had no idea how beautiful she looked and she threw in some laundry and made her bed before she left.Grissom was going to come in about 20 minutes for her.Sara was looking forward to going out with Grissom and she was happy that he had suggested taking her out.

As he promised Grissom showed up at 6:00 p.m., Sara opened the door to greet him and he hugged her and kissed her and his shining blue eyes grew wide , "Sara you look gorgeous" !, he exclaimed and Sara blushed but felt her heart beat happily.Grissom helped her put her coat on and reached for her hand."You ready beautiful?" he asked Sara nodded and they both walked outside hand in hand.They decided to take Grissom's car and Sara was surprised at the car he showed off as his.It was a shining red Prius" OMG Grissom you got a prius" Sara laughed when he said "I loved yours so much I decided to get my own" They both climbed in and headed off to dinner.Sara was hungry and he was too so they talked about a new restaurant that had just opened that they were anxious to try.To Be Continued ........................

Chapter 24

2007-06-30T00:49:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle lay sleeping in her bed.She was dreaming about the time she had ended up in the hospital after her dad had taken his anger out of her as a young girl.Sara had hidden under her bed but he had found her and beat her in a drunken rage.Sara had ended up with bruised ribs and broken bones, no man should ever treat his precious child like Sara was treated as a young girl.Sara had stayed in the hospital for two weeks, her mother stayed there by her bedside never leaving her daughter's side, she sat by Sara's bed in a chair holding her little 7 year old hand and stroking her hair and telling her that her dad would never hurt her again.Sara came home a few days later and her mom was true to her word, her dad was gone.Sara was able to live the rest of her childhood in peace and she had blossomed into a beautiful woman who was fragile at times but she had a good heart and she was a tough cookie.

Sara woke up and realized Grissom was'nt there.She made herself a cup of tea and stared at her wedding dress, the sun cast a glow on her dress making the little sequins sparkle at her and Sara was getting more excited as each day passed for her wedding date.She was finally going to have the man in her life who loved her and she wanted nothing more then to be loved.Sara was happy that her mom was coming to her wedding, Sara wanted her mom to be proud of her but Laura Sidle had always been proud of Sara, growing up she called Sara "My angel " and had always loved her only daughter more then anybody else.Sara had'nt had an easy life but she was too tough to just give up and she inspired many.

Gil went back to his apartment for a while to check his mail and make some phone calls.He still had alot to do before the wedding and he wanted everything to be perfect for his and Sara's big day.He called the bakery and got a delivery date for the cake, called the florist and ordered the flowers and called up the band which was a surprise for Sara he had chosen.He loved making her happy more then anything else, To Be Continued ............

Chapter 23

2007-06-28T02:14:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle went up to her bedroom hand in hand with Grissom.She was going to call her mom Laura Sidle and invite her to her and Grissom's wedding.Sara was nervous about calling her , they had'nt talked in a while and it tore at Sara's heart.Sara swallowed the lump in her throat and her hands shook as she dialed the number.Grissom sat next to her in hugging distance.Sara dialed the number and it rang, her heart started beating wildly and she listened as it rang again but on the third ring her mom answered "Hello" she said "Mom , it's Sara" Sara said and a tear slid down her cheek and her mom 's voice got high and excited hearing her daughter "Oh Sara, darling how are you ?" Sara swallowed and wiped her eye and said 'Fine, I've missed you " Laura sighed on the other end of the phone and said "Honey I missed you too" Sara looked at Grissom and his eyes reassured her that it was ok to tell her the news "Mom Sara began "I'm getting married " Her mom gasped and said "Oh baby I'm so happy for you" Sara grinned and said 'Yeah I'm happy too and I want you to come to my wedding" Laura wiped her eyes and said "Of course I'll come sweetheart"Sara was so happy she hugged Grissom and he kissed her and smiled at her.

"Mom I"m going to send you the invitation tommorow, my wedding is in 3 weeks " Laura nodded and wrote that down and said "Who is the lucky man?" Grissom winked at Sara as she smiled at him and said "Gil Grissom" Her mom nodded and said "He is very handsome , I'm so happy for you baby" Sara thanked her and they both said "I love you " and hung up.Sara was so happy she had called her mom, Grissom put his arm around her and she leaned against him.He held her close to him and she fell alsleep in her arms feeling safe.He kissed her forehead and tucked her into bed and slipped out to go to the florist to order the flowers for the wedding, then he was going to stop by the bakery and order thier cake.He had every detail planned and this was going to be the most important day of his life and he wanted it to be perfect.

Meanwhile back at the Crime Lab Catherine and Nick and Warrick and Brass has all recieved thier wedding invitations in the mail and they were all in the breakroom celebrating the news over coffee.Nick declared "Awww they are so perfect together' Catherine agreed and said "You guys should have seen Sara in her wedding dress, she looked gorgeous" "Well Catherine, Warrick declared 'In two weeks we will be Sara in her dress" Catherine gave Warrick a playful punch on the shoulder and said "Smart Ass" Brass looked pleased and said "It's been a while since I was at a wedding but this one should be very special" Catherine thought so too and all the CSI's discussed what wedding gifts would be best for the couple that they knew and loved , To Be Continued ................................

Chapter 22

2007-06-26T20:16:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle sat in her bedroom writing out her wedding invitations.She pushed a long strand of her shining dark hair out of her eye and started writing out the invitation to Warrick Brown.Her hand was getting tired from writing so much and every so often she had to stop and open and close her hand and fingers.She looked at the list and sighed, 25 more invitations to go.She finished Warrick's invitation and started writing the one for Catherine when she heard a key in the door and looked up.The door closed and Grissom's handsome face appeared in her bedroom doorway.He came over and kissed Sara and said "Hi my angel what are you doing ?" Sara sighed and said "Writing out our wedding invitations" Grissom smiled and admired the pretty invitations and said "I brought dinner for us" Sara's brown eyes sparkled and she smiled at Grissom and was relieved , she had'nt really felt like cooking that night and Grissom sat down next to her, Sara leaned against him and he held her close and she relaxed in her arms.He smelled good and he said "Why do'nt you take a break from those for a while ?"

Sara nodded and got up and followed him to the kitchen.Grissom had brought chinese food for them, vegetable eggrolls and pot stickers, chow mein and hot and sour soup.Sara smiled at him and as always Grissom told her that she had the most beautiful smile he had ever seen.He loved her smile , but most of all he loved Sara.She was the most amazing woman he had ever met and he felt so lucky that she would be his wife soon.Sara blushed and they both starting eating the food which was delicious.Sara chatted between bites of eggroll how excited she was about the wedding, Grissom agreed and said 'Yeah it will be the best day of my life" Sara smiled and said "Me too"Her brown eyes grew misty as she thought of her mom, Sara had'nt seen her mom Laura Sidle in years and Sara wondered what she would think of her only daughter getting married to such a handsome and wonderful man.

Grissom noticed Sara's wet eyes and looked concerned "You ok baby?" he asked , Sara nodded but the tears came anyway.Grissom came over to her and held her as Sara's tears soaked the front of his shirt, Grissom reached out and gently wiped her tears as they fell and he just held her and told her it would be alright.Sara finally released herself from his loving arms and told him why she was crying.Grissom understood and told Sara what a wonderful and amazing human being she was and her mom would be proud of her.Sara frowned and her pretty brown eyes looked wistful "Grissom she asked "Should I invite my mom to our wedding ?, I miss her terribly" Grissom 's deep blue eyes looked understanding and said "Of course you can baby" Sara said "Ok I'll go call her" Grissom said 'Want me to come with you ? " Sara said "Yes" and they both went to Sara's bedroom .To Be Continued ......................

Chapter 21

2007-06-22T21:09:00.000-07:00

Gil Grissom sat in Sara's bedroom waiting for her to come out of the shower.He sat on her bed reading a Forensics book and then he heard the shower shut off in the bathroom.Sara emerged wearing a fuzzy pink robe, her hair was wet and smelled like fresh cut flowers and as Sara sat down next to him he stole a kiss from her.She smiled at him , her cheeks were rosy from the warm water and he looked at her and said 'Would you like to try on wedding dresses tommorow ?" Sara nodded in excitement and Grissom said 'Ok I'm going to have Catherine go with you" Sara was dizzy with excitement , she could'nt believe soon that she was going to be married to Grissom.She felt like she was dreaming but it was a good dream, a happy one.

The next day Sara woke up first and made them both oatmeal and fresh fruit.Sara leafed through a bridal magazine as she ate.Grissom looked down at the page she was reading and said "You will be more beautiful then any of those models in there in your dress" Sara blushed and smiled but felt very pleased.Grissom always made me feel so beautiful, she put a little more brown sugar on his oatmeal and stood up to start the dishwasher.Grissom finished his breakfast and said "You ready to go my bride to be ?"Sara nodded and they both went outside and left in Sara's Prius to go to the Bridal Shop.Catherine Willows was there waiting and hugged Sara warmly when she arrived and kissed Gil.Sara was happy to have Catherine there to help her pick her wedding dress.Catherine had a wonderful sense of style and she was happy to help Sara out.

Sara slipped on an ivory dress that was full of lace and small bows.When Grissom caught a glimpse of Sara he could'nt believe his eyes at how beautiful she looked , he looked at Catherine and smiled and gasped "Sara you look lovely" he said and blew her a kiss.Sara giggled like a school girl and looked at Catherine , "You look great in this dress Sara" She said , "How does it feel?" "Good" Sara nodded and smoothed one of the ribbons down, Grissom caught her eye and whispered to Catherine he wanted to see Sara in a yellow dress.Sara slipped back into the dressing room and tried on a beautiful pale yellow wedding dress that was lace and had a few bows but this dress was a little moresimple then the ivory dress she had first tried.Sara slipped it on with Catherine's help and when she caught a glance of herself in the mirror she could'nt believe her eyes.The color was wonderful on her, it made her lovely brown eyes sparkle and her skin glow and Catherine agreed, this dress was the one !!!!!!!!! Grissom got a little teary- eyed when Sara came out, he kissed her and told her she looked like an angel.Sara and Catherine agreed that this dress was the one and Grissom told the clerk he would take it and went up to the front to pay.Sara laughed and hugged Catherine, she was so happy and Catherine was happy for them, they were so in love and it was wonderful to see, To Be Continued ..............................

Chapter 20

2007-06-09T08:50:00.000-07:00

mm Sara Sidle wiped a tear from her eye as Grissom slipped her beautiful sparkling engagement ring on her finger.Grissom said "This ring is beautiful , but not half as beautiful as you are" Sara smiled at him and he kissed her and told her that he was the luckiest man alive .Sara was excited to show off her ring to her co-workers and she knew that they would be happy for her and Grissom.Sara was so happy that Grissom was going to marry her, she loved him and thought of him as her soulmate.

Sara made them each an ice cream sundae to celebrate and they sat out in the kitchen enjoying the sweetness of the ice cream.Grissom stared into Sara's eyes and asked "Sara are you happy?" Sara looked at him and said "More then I have ever been before" Grissom loved her answer and reached for her hand.He admired the sparking ring on her finger and admitted "I loved getting that ring for you" Sara was touched and she said "It's gorgeous" "So Grissom asked "When would you like to get married ?" Sara thought for a minute and answered "How about August?" Grissom agreed "Ok sounds good" he said

They finished thier ice cream and sat out on Sara's balcony talking.It was a warm night and they were enjoying the nice weather as well as each other's company.Grissom said "I'll bet if you choose a pale yellow wedding dress you will be the most beautiful bride ever" Sara blushed and said "Why yellow ?" " " Because my dear you are lovely in yellow" Grissom answered , Sara could'nt see that but he could.He thought Sara was beautiful no matter what, he loved that she was a low maintenance girl but she did care about her appearance she just was'nt obsessed about it.Sara stared at her ring and it shined at her happily.Grissom saw her looking at her ring and smiled at her.He was glad she liked it , he loved making Sara happy. He could'nt wait to marry her, she was the love of his life after all.To Be Continued ............................

Chapter 19

2007-05-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

Gil Grissom and Sara Sidle were both finishing up thier dinners at the Tao Noodle Bar.Grissom had purchased a ring for Sara a while back and he was getting anxious to give it to her.Sara smiled at him as he pondered whether to give her the ring and ask for her to marry him now or wait another time.He knew that he would be the luckiest man on earth if Sara said "Yes" to his proposal.Grissom reached for Sara's hand and held it in his for a minute thinking.The wine he had drank had given him the courage to be a little bold and he decided What the hell ? and turned his full attention to Sara.

Sara must have known something was up because she stared at him intently and said "What?" Grissom's face grew serious and he tried not to smile "Sara I want to ask you something important" Sara nodded and said "Ok" Grissom felt in his pocket and the ring was still there .He turned to Sara and said "Sara you are the love of my life, I ca'nt imagine my life without you, will you marry me?" Sara's face was shocked at first and then pure joy and she screamed with joy as Grissom reached into his pocket and slipped the beautiful sparkling diamond ring on her finger "Oh Grissom yes of course I will"Grissom thought he was never happier and they both kissed and left the waitress a generous tip and walked out of the restaurant hand in hand.They drove back to Sara's place and relaxed in Sara's bedroom.Sara sat staring at her ring and Grissom noticed and asked "You like it?"Sara smiled and said "I love it" Grissom was happy with her response and they both started talking about thier wedding.Of course all the CSI's would be invited and it would be a small private ceremony with just thier closest loved ones attending.

Sara's cell phone rang then and she looked to see who was calling her , it was Nick Stokes and she answered it and said "Hey Nick, Nick said "What's up Sara , you busy?" Grissom nodded at Sara and she answered "A little bit why" Nick sighed and said "Oh Warrick and I were wondering if you would like to go out for a drink" Sara smiled and said "How about a rain check fornext week" Nick agreed and before they hung up Sara started to laugh and told him he would be attending a wedding soon "For who?" Nick asked 'Sara giggled and said 'You'll see, bye Nick" She hung up and Grissom and her both imagined how surprised all the CSI's would be soon, To Be Continued .............................

Chapter 18

2007-05-24T09:34:00.000-07:00

Gil Grissom and Sara Sidle were in Sara's new car heading to the Tao Noodle Bar which was one of Sara's favorite restaurants.Before Grissom had met Sara he had enjoyed a good steak or a bacon cheeseburger from time to time but Sara was a vegetarian and Grissom decided that if he had to give up meat he could do it for Sara.He loved Sara more and decided giving up eating meat was a small sacrifice to pay.They arrived at the restaurant and the waiter seated them at a table in the back and handed them both a menu.They both studied the menus and Grissom smiled at Sara as she read the menu deep in thought.

Back at the Crime Lab Catherine and Nick were making some progress , they had idetified the victim from the dumpster and they were in the autopsy room with Doc Robbins who was the CSI coroner.Doc Robbins pointed to an X-ray of the victim's skull and said "Blunt Force Trauma was the cause of death, look how the brain swelled up from the impact" Catherine nodded and said "Any guesses on the weapon of choice?"Nick Stokes examined the scan and said "Maybe a brick or something" Catherine agreed and said 'That is what I was thinking too" Doc Robbins said "You know he was dressed in very nice clothes" Catherine looked at him and said "Well they do make the man"

Back at the Noodle Bar Grissom and Sara decided on thier dinner choices and both ordered thier meals.Grissom ordered a drink for them both and looked at Sara with a huge smile 'Do you like your new car?" he asked her Sara nodded and said "Yeah I love it and you know I would have picked that color too" Grissom smiled and said "I know"He knew Sara so well and he cared about what she liked and he loved making her happy.He was thinking soon that he was going to give her the beautiful diamond ring he had bought her and ask her to marry him. To Be Continued ..........................

Chapter 17

2007-05-22T20:28:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle and Warrick Brown were finishing up at thier Crime Scene.The Coroner had arrived to take both of the bodies back to the morgue for Doc Robbins to examine.Sara and Warrick were both drained from working and went to Teavana after shift for an iced tea.They sat and talked for a while and enjoyed each other's company.Sara had always had a good working relationship with Warrick, they both trusted each other alot and were great working partners.After they finished thier iced teas they said goodbye and parted ways.Sara drove back to the Crime Scene in the sedan Grissom had let her borrow, she missed her Prius and little did she know a new one was waiting for her back at her apartment.

Catherine Willows and Nick Stokes meanwhile were finishing up at thier crime scene at the dumpster behind the restaurant.They had taken pictures and processed the scene and the coroner had arrived to transport the body back to CSI for Doc Robbins."Hey Catherine" Nick said as he walked around the side of the dumpster, "I got a wallet" Catherine looked interested and thumbed through it and found an ID "Hmmmm she said 'The victim is a Randy Bowland from Hendersen, that will make idenity easier" Nick nodded and called up Jacqui in the print lab to tell her.

Sara Sidle drove home feeling drained.She was so tired she wanted to crawl into bed and forget the world.She pulled into her driveway and saw Grissom 's car parked in front of her apartment.She smiled and he greeted her with a kiss and said "I have a surprise for you" Sara smiled and said "Grissom what did you do?" Grissom put a blindfold around her eyes and walked her to the garage holding her hand, he unlocked the door and took the blindfold off and said 'Now you can look" Sara opened her eyes and could'nt believe what she saw , there was a brand new sparkling ice blue Toyota Prius sitting in her garage with a big red bow on top, Sara screamed with excitement and ran into Grissom's arms and kissed him "Oh Grissom I love it, thank you so much" Grissom felt a tug on his heart, her reaction had been exactly what he had hoped for, he smiled at her and saw how her beautiful brown eyes were shining and he said " You are so welcome my love" Sara opened the door to her new car with the key and said "Let's go out to dinner and celebrate" Grissom agreed and they both climbed in Sara's new car , To Be Continued ..............................

Chapter 16

2007-05-20T11:49:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle and Warrick Brown were on thier way to a arson investigation.There had been a young couple who had died in thier apartment complex and so Sara and Warrick were on thier way over to investigate the scene and process.They both arrived at the scene to take pictures and try to find out what had happened.The apartment had been torched pretty bad and the air was heavy with the smell of smoke.Warrick breathed in the air and said 'Woo this place is crispy" Sara agreed and they both went inside but were unprepared for what they saw.The kitchen and living room were pretty much ashes and the young couple lay on the floor in each other arms burned beyond recognition.Sara turned away and felt tears sting her eyes, Warrick turned to look at her and asked "Sara you ok?" Sara nodded and walked back into the bedroom and Warrick heard her crying softly.He got up and found her leaning against a dresser in the bedroom sobbing.Warrick reached over and took her in his arms to comfort her."It's ok Sara, he whispered.Sara was grateful for the hug and wiped her eyes.She was a little embarrased that she had cried in front of him but when she tried to apologize he shrugged it off and said "Sara you never have to apologize to me' Sara smiled , she was glad he was so understanding towards her and tried to regain her composure.

Meanwhile Gil Grissom had managed to sneak away for a few minutes and he was at a Toyota dealership buying Sara a new Prius to replace her old one that had been wrecked in the accident.Grissom studied all the colors and decided that the ice blue one suited Sara.He took it for a test drive and it drove perfect.He came back and purchased it from the dealer who treated him to a big smile and a "Thank you" Grissom also requested a big red bow to put on the top .He drove Sara's new car back to her apartment and since she had given him an extra key he unlocked her garage and parked her new surprise inside . He also attached the bow on top.He planned on surprising her after she got off work with the new car.Grissom could'nt wait to give Sara the new car.He loved making her happy.

Catherine Willows and Nick Stokes were processing thier own scene meanwhile in a dumpster behind a restaurant a body of a man had been found and both Nick and Catherine had thought suspicious circumstances.For one thing the man was very well-dressed and clean shaven.He looked clean and definetely looked out of place in a dumpster.They took pictures and processed the dumpster for fingerprints.The restaurant manager came outside and Catherine asked him if he recalled seeing the dead man , the manager looked surprised and said "Yes I did, last night he was at the bar placing bets" Catherine's blue eyes widened and she caught Nick's eye to make sure that he had heard that, he had and they both looked at each other and said "Motive" To Be Continued ...........................

Chapter 15

2007-05-17T11:47:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle and Grissom were sitting in his car talking.They had decided to go into the lab.Nobody except Grissom knew of Sara's accident, Grissom looked at her and said 'How is your leg feeling ?" Sara winced and said 'It hurts" Grissom opened a little packet of hydrogen peroxide and gently rubbed it over the cut and opened a bandaid and then leaned down and kissed the bandaid."There Grissom said and smiled "How's that?" Sara grinned and said 'Better" "Sara looked at Grissom and said"Oh my god Grissom when I was in that accident I thought I was going to die" Grissom put his arm around her and held her close to him "Sara I could'nt live without you" he said 'I am so grateful you are here with me right now " Sara nodded and wiped a tear away.She had a very close call but God had not wanted to take her that day.

Grissom looked at her and brushed a strand of Sara's hand away from her eye "You feel up to going to work?" he asked.Sara nodded and he said "Ok we'll both go in " He drove them both to work and said "Tonight when I get off work I'll come over and drop the sedan off for you until I can get you a new Prius" Sara smiled at his words, he was so good to her , almost too good.She slipped on her Forensics jacket and he put his on too and they walked into the lab.Catherine Willows and Nick Stokes were both in the break room having coffee and greeted Grissom and Sara.Sara had decided not to tell them about her accident.She did'nt want to upset her friends and besides she knew Grissom would keep her secret safe.

Sara said "What is my assignment today?" Grissom went into his office to find out and Warrick Brown walked in the break room and said "Woo man I have an assignment for an arson investigation" Nick flashed his great smile and said "Catherine and I got a db in the dumpster near a restaurant, want to trade?" Warrick laughed and pointed at Sara "Want to work with me Sar?" He asked "Sara grinned and said " Me and you working a scene together? It's on" Warrick gave her a playful pat and said 'Ok Cmon then Sara , let's head out" Sara and Nick said "Bye "to Catherine and Nick and went to the scene together in the Tahoe. To Be Continued ..................................

Chapter 14

2007-05-12T21:04:00.000-07:00

Gil Grissom got out of his Tahoe and ran up to the policeman who was studying Sara's burned up Prius.He stopped to catch his breath and walked up to the policeman trying to remain calm.The policeman turned around and said "Hi sir what can I do for you ?" Grissom swallowed the huge lump in his throat and said "Do you know what happened to the woman who drove this car?, she's my girlfriend" "Oh yes " the policaman nodded and looked at his report "Sara Sidle right?" Grissom blinked and nodded "She was taken to Desert Palm Hospital and she was very lucky too" Grissom sighed with relief and said "Thank you" and drove as fast as he could to the hospital , he ran up to the desk and said to the nurse he saw "Do you know what room Sara Sidle is in ?" The nurse nodded and thought Grissom was very handsome and showed him to Sara's room.She looked so small and beautiful sleeping in the hospital bed, Grissom sat down in the chair next to her bed and reached for her hand, he held her hand and cried with relief that she was ok, he did'nt know what he would do if anything ever happened to Sara.

Sara woke up finally a few hours later, she had been unconcious for 6 hours and she woke up and saw Grissom next to her sleeping and holding her hand.It was then she realized she was in the hospital, she sat up and started to panic, Grissom woke up and comforted her "Sara he said 'It's ok sweetheart, I'm right here" Sara started to cry and said "What happened ?" Grissom held her hand still and explained she had been in a car accident .Sara was shocked , she did'nt remember much of the accident , Grissom stroked her hair and tears fell from his eyes as he told Sara he was grateful beyond words she was ok.Sara smiled and stretched out in bed, her bladder felt like it was going to explode and she tried to climb out of the bed to go to the bathroom.Grissom said "Sara what are you doing?" Sara gave him a look and said "Grissom relax I'm just going to the bathroom " Grissom nodded and said "Ok " Sara smiled at his concern and walked to the bathroom.When she came back she smiled as Grissom stood by the window looking out of it "Hey Sara he said "I think you can be released today" Sara was happy to hear that and said "Yea I've had enough of this place" Sara changed back into her clothes and gathered up her things and signed the release papers and Grissom walked out of the hospital with his arm around her.

Grissom and Sara sat in his car talking for a little while.Sara turned to look at Grissom and said "My car got wrecked huh ?" Grissom nodded sadly and said 'Yeah" Sara sighed sadly and decided in time she could get another car.Grissom said "Do'nt worry Sara I'll let you borrow my sedan until you get another car" Sara smiled and kissed him and said "Thank you" Grissom was always so good to her, he cared very much about her and would do just about anything for her and she knew that."Sara Grissom said "I am so glad that you are ok, he said "I do'nt know what I would do if something happened to you" Sara felt a tear fall down her face and she hugged him and he thanked God that she had survived the accident.They clung to each other for a while and then both decided to go into work.To Be Continued .............................................

Chapter 13

2007-05-11T23:00:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle was driving to work in her Toyota Prius.She and Grissom had spent the night together again and they had both decided to drive to work in separate cars so nobody would suspect anything.Sara hopped in her Prius and a nagging voice inside her head told her to be sure she put her seat belt on which she did right away.She was only a mile away from the Crime Lab when out of the corner of her eye she saw a white Ford Truck coming right at her when she was stopped at the red light.She screamed as it crashed head on into her blue prius making a horrible sounding crash, shards of broken glass flew up into the air and dug into her skin and there was a smell of burning metal . Something heavy flew up in the air and hit Sara in the head with a thud and knocked her unconcious and she lay helplessly under the seatbelt which had no doubt saved her life.Some passing cars had witnessed the accident and called an ambulance for Sara .A woman had ran to Sara's side of the car and pulled her out and right after she did Sara's beloved Prius caught fire and burst into flames, the other driver had escaped uninjured and was standing outside of his sportscar in shock.The woman dragged Sara a few feet away from her burning car and told her that everything was going to be ok, minutes later an ambulance arrived to transport Sara to the hospital.She had a gash on her leg and some cuts on her arms and neck from the glass shards but other then that she was one lucky woman.The paramedics lifted her into a stretcher and as they did they noticed her Sidle vest, 'Oh my God , the younger paramedic said "She is a CSI" the other paramedic nodded and said "A lucky CSI"

They transported her to the local Vegas hospital and she still remained unconcious when she arrived.The nurses repaired the gash on her leg and gave her a private room.They looked in her wallet and found Grissom's cell phone number, they assumed he was next of kin and called him.Unfortanately he had his cell phone turned off so they left him a message about Sara saying that she had been in an accident and she was in the hospital.Sara had no idea what had happened to her and she would no doubt be scared when she woke up so Sara's nurse prayed that Grissom called her back soon so that Grissom would be there when she woke up.

Back at the lab Nick Stokes and Warrick Brown were going over thier assignments.Catherine Willows was on an assignment already with Sophia at the Palms.Nick looked up as Gil Grissom entered the room 'Oh good , he said "You both got your assignments , Warrick I need you and Nick to go to Tropicana Blvd, there has just been a robbery there" Both men nodded but before they left Nick asked 'Hey where is Sara?" Grissom glanced at his watch, it was 10:00 in the morning, it was'nt like Sara to be late "Grissom said "She should be here by now" Grissom decided to call her cell phone and when he did no answer, now that was really weird, Sara always answered her phone.He started to get even more worried when 10 minutes passed and she still had'nt shown up yet.Grissom decided since Sara was supposed to work with him on the case for today that he would go and try to find her.He prayed that she was ok and just maybe stuck in some traffic.As he drove past a busy intersection he noticed some police cars blocking the road and a smashed up burned blue Toyota Prius off to the side of the road, he glanced at the license and it said 2 B Free, that was Sara's license.He felt panic rising in his chest and had trouble breathing.He did'nt see Sara which made him feel more upset, where was Sara ? To Be Continued ..............................

Chapter 12

2007-05-05T12:20:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle rolled over in bed and looked at the hands on her clock radio.It said 4:15 a.m., well too early to wake up.She looked over at Grissom who was sleeping quietly next to her.She could hear him snoring softly next to her and she smiled.As she tried to go back to sleep she thought she heard the sound of glass breaking downstairs and then footsteps.Alarmed she sat up and nudged Grissom who woke up and said "Sara you ok?" Sara said "No I think there is a burgler inside of my place" Grissom sat up and said "Alright I'm dialing 911" and he reached for the phone, Sara was shaking and sat next to him and they could both hear footsteps down below in the kitchen "Yes" Grissom said when the dispatch operator answered 'I'd like to report an intruder in my residence, the address is 515 Las Vegas Blvd just off of Henderson, "Ok sir" the dispatcher answered 'I'm sending a unit out, they should be there in 5 minutes" Sara clung to Grissom feeling scared , Grissom got up quickly and locked the bedroom door so that they would both be safe.Luckily Sara's cat Chipper was in the room with them sleeping so he was safe as well.

Sara heard more clattering down below and clung to Grissom who calmed her down by saying "It's ok Sara , I wo'nt let anybody hurt you" those were exactly the words Sara needed to hear and she calmed down and listened as a siren outside off in the distance grew louder.They both listened as the siren stopped and they heard a commotion down below and the police screamed "Stop right there and put your hands on your head, do'nt move" They felt it was safe to unlock the bedroom door and they both crept downstairs and saw the police taking a suspect in handcuffs outside and putting him in thier car.Sara breathed a sigh of relief that the police had gotten there so quickly.The policeman saw her and the startled look on Sara's face and said "It's ok miss, you can go back inside" Grissom put his arm around her as she had started to shake a little bit from a combination of the cold and from fear.

After that incident they were both a little bit shaken up, Sara eventually calmed down and sipped some water in the kitchen.Her dark eyes looked deep in thought as she wondered why anybody would want to break into her place.Grissom came out into the kitchen and was relieved that Sara had'nt been there alone that night , he would never forgive himself if anything ever happened to Sara, he loved her so much and would anything he could to protect her.By then it was almost 6:00 a.m. in the morning, still too early to do much of anything.Both Grissom and Sara were about to have a very busy day ahead of them........... To Be Continued

Chapter 11

2007-05-01T23:28:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle and Gil Grissom were sitting inside of Sara's Prius talking.They had both gone to a bar and gotten a drink and now they were just talking and relaxing outside of Sara's apartment.Sara had invited Grissom to spend the night again and he had agreed.He hated going home to an empty place and he loved spending time with Sara.Sara pushed s strand of her dark hair out of her eyes and caught Grissom's eye."You want to go inside?' she asked him."Grissom nodded and said 'Sure I have something to show you" Sara's warm brown eyes grew wide in excitement "Really?" she asked and he said "Yes " and they both walked into her apartment .

Sara took her coat off and draped it over a chair and they both sat down in her kitchen .She poured them some fruit juice and Grissom reached into his wallet and said "Let's go to your bedroom" Sara grinned and they both went upstairs, Sara's bedroom was cozy and comfortable.She had a thick carpet in her bedroom and the lamps gave off just enough light.She had a bookcase with all her forensics books on it and a perch for her cat Chipper.They both lay back on Sara's bed and Grissom took the letter out of his wallet he had written her when he had gone away on his sabbatical.He had told her how much he missed her and expressed his love for her in the letter.Sara sat up and read it , blinking away tears as Grissom watched.After she read it she was so touched she could'nt speak and instead started to cry, Grissom reached over and held her.Sara wiped her eyes and smiled at him and said "Grissom that is the sweetest letter anybody ever wrote me" Grissom smiled and said "Sara you are so special to me" Sara smiled and said "Grissom you are too good to me"

Grissom thought that Sara deserved to have him be good to her.She was the most beautiful and amazing woman he had ever met and a few years ago Sara had asked him if he had wanted to have dinner with her and he had said "No " and turned her down and then told her "He did'nt know what to do about thier relationship" Sara had said 'I do, and then "By the time you figure it out it really could be too late" Grissom had thought long and hard about that and this time he was'nt going to let her slip through his fingers.He loved Sara and he could'nt imagine not having her in his life.They both read for a little while and both started to get sleepy.Grissom fell alsleep first and Sara sat up reading for another hour.She sometimes had trouble sleeping but reading always helped.Sara thought back to the time when there had been a killer on the loose that the FBI had dubbed The Strip Strangler.Sara had offered to be a volunteer and had posed as a customer inside of a grocery store.Grissom had gotten upset and told the sheriff he could'nt have Sara but she had done it anyway.Grissom had been so scared for her , he never wanted anything to happen to Sara.He cared deeply about her........................ To Be Continued

Chapter 10

2007-04-30T16:44:00.000-07:00

Gil Grissom and Sara Sidle sat in a bar having a beer.It had been a tiring day for both of them so they had gone to get a drink after work.Sometimes there were days when they needed to relax after a tough case or just grab a drink.Sara took a long sip of her beer and smiled.She loved the warm fuzzy feeling it gave her tummy.Grissom put her arm around her as they enjoyed thier drinks.He loved being around Sara, he loved how relaxed he felt with her like he could just kick back and be himself.He did'nt have that kind of relationship with any of the other CSI's, Grissom had a tight relationship with Catherine Willows, he respected her and thought she was an excellent mother to her teen daughter Lindsay.Grissom also had a good bond with Nick Stokes and Warrick Brown, he thought they were both excellent CSI's but Sara was so special to him.She and him had been friends for a long time but he had always hoped someday that they would have more then a strong friendship and his dream was coming true at last.

Sara 's eyes had a warm glow in them and she confessed that she wanted Grissom to come over later that night .Grissom smiled, he loved going over to Sara's place because she was an excellent cook and she was a good host too.Sara had even decorated her bathroom with butterflies getting the idea from Grissom whose living room wall was decorated with butterflies.Grissom had bought Sara a beautiful necklace recently, it was an abalone butterfly and he could'nt wait to give it to her.He knew that she would love it.They finished thier drinks and left a tip for the bartender on the counter.Grissom draped Sara's coat around her shoulders and held her hand as they walked out of the bar.

They drove back to Sara's apartment in her Toyota Prius.Grissom loved everything about Sara.He always felt safe with her riding in her car with her and he loved her perfume which was very light but pretty.Sara was'nt really too involved with her looks, she was a low maintence girl and Grissom loved that about her.He always thought she looked beautiful whether she was wearing lab scrubs or casual clothes.Grissom loved Sara's natural beauty, even though Catherine Willows was a very beautiful woman too, Sara was the one who had always held a special place in Grissom's heart.Sara had always suspected Grissom had been attracted to her but she had strong feelings for him as well.He wasa very handsome man, with soulful blue eyes a great smile, and a cleft in his chin, he was great looking and Sara always felt safe with him, he always protected her and looked out for her.There was nothing Grissom would'nt do for Sara and she knew it.

Chapter 9

2007-04-29T09:38:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle and Nick Stokes were on thier way back to the lab.They had both had a rough night after being called to the scene of a hit and run.The victim of the hit and run had been a young girl who only looked about 10 years old.She had been a beautiful child and the case shook up both Nick and Sara.They found out that the girl's name was Emily Meyers and she lived in Henderson.Sara dreaded going to inform Emily's mother that her daughter was killed.Both Nick and Sara wondered why she had been out by herself though, where were her parents ? That was the question they were both wanting an answer to.

Sara saw Grissom walk by and he said "Later we'll go out for a drink after shift ok ?' Sara nodded and said "Ok sounds good"She and Nick were getting ready to go inform Emily's family about her tragic death and they were'nt looking fowrard to it.Sara and Nick were both quiet on the way to Emily's house , heavy thoughts were weighing down thier minds, they pulled up to Emily's house and knocked on the door.A tired looking woman answered the door and said "Yes how may I help you ?" Nick said "Hi Maam I'm Nick Stokes and this is Sara Sidle, we're both from the crime lab" " Crime lab ?" the woman seemed surprised and took a step back" Nick said "Maam I'm afraid I have some bad news , may we come in ?" The woman nodded and let them both in , they all sat down and Sara said "Your daughter Emily was in an accident tonight" Emily's mother gasped and said "What is she ok?" Sara took a deep breath and said "No I'm afraid she's dead " Mrs Meyers put her face in her hands and screamed "Oh God no" , Nick and Sara exchanged a glance , they hated cases like these.
"Mrs Meyers why was Emily out by herself tonight near a busy intersection?" Nick asked "Mrs Meyers wiped her eyes and said "I am sick, I have cancer which makes me exhausted and I'm not much fun to be around , Emily wanted to ride her bike and I told her she could and to be careful " She started to sob again and asked if she could see Emily, Nick and Sara told her she could after they completed the autopsy.They left Emily's house both feeling somber and they went back to the lab and were both quiet.

Nick left the breakroom a minute to go make a phonecall and Sara sat staring into a cup of coffee.`Grissom saw her and sat down next to her."Hey Sara you ok?" he asked andhis big blue eyes had a concerned look. Sara sighed and said "Tough case, the hit and run " Grissom nodded "Yeah I heard about it, Warrick is in the lab looking up the license number" Sara looked at Grissom and asked "You want to go for that drink now?' Grissom said "Sure let's go" and asked they walked out to his car he reached for Sara's hand and held her hand in his.Grissom loved Sara so much, she was everything he ever wanted and he knew someday he wanted to marry her.Nobody at the lab suspected anything because they had done a great job of concealing thier relationship.Sara loved Grissom just as much.He made her feel so beautiful and special and she loved being around him.He was the perfect man as far as she was concerned ............... To Be Continued

Chapter 8

2007-04-26T20:56:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle and Nick Stokes collected evidence after being called out to a hit and run.The one thing that puzzled both of them was what was a girl this young doing out by herself.They had found a bicycle a few feet away that had been crushed so they figured she had been trying to cross the busy intersection and had gotten struck by a car.What made matters worse was that whoever had hit this poor child had'nt even checked to make sure she was ok or had called an ambulance to get her medical attention. They had instead drove off like nothing happened, that part really upset both Nick and Sara.The coroner arrived to the scene to transport the young girl's body to CSI.Nick looked down on the ground and noticed some scraped off strips of black car paint which he picked up with tweezers and put in an envelope.Sara looked at Nick , her pretty brown eyes looked sad and she sighed "Can you imagine being that girl's mom and getting that phone call tonight ?" Nick sighed and said "This never should have happened, we need to find out why this girl was out by herself." Sara agreed, and took a mental note to ask the girl's mom that very question.

Back at the lab Gil Grissom was on the phone to break some very bad news to Dana Cook's mother.She had been very upset and Grissom felt awful having to call her about what happened to her daughter, there was something that bothered Grissom though, Dana's sister had told her that Dana's boyfriend Todd Williams had been witnessed being abusive and had threatened Dana numorous times that he would kill her.Grissom had a bad feeling that Todd had made good on that promise so he went into the print lab to see if Jacqui had identified the fingerprints he had found on Dana's ID Card, Jacqui had confirmed the fingerprint on there was indeed Todd's .Grissom nodded 'Ok thanks Jacqui we need to nail this guy for murder " he said and felt angry that the system had probably failed Dana about Todd.He had a long lengthy rap sheet that the police captain Jim Brass had faxed him, Todd had been in and out of jail for theft, robbery, attempted rape, numerous assaults, this guy was bad news with a capital B.Grissom felt bad that Dana's life had to come to such an abrupt end.

Sara and Nick meanwhile were back at the lab and the coroner Al Roberts wasexamining the young girl's body.Dr Roberts was a friend to all the CSI's , they all respected him and valued him as thier co-worker."I found bruising all around her torso , probably from the impact he said " I also noticed she has a skull facture and a brain injury,this poor kid did'nt have a chance" Sara felt tears gather in her eyes but she held them in.Nick looked equally sad.They hated cases that involved children and this case was no exception.Sara remembered the time where there had been a case where there had been a little boy who had been dumped in the trash and that case had really bothered her because Al Robbins determined that the young boy had been abused and this had been going on for years.Sara hated any case of abuse because she herself had been abused as a child.She felt so much for child abuse victims and she and Catherine had had a spat about that once.Sara promised herself if she ever had a child of her own that she would never repeat the same abusive behavior that her father had introduced her to.Sara had suffered in silence for years , her father's drunken rages were frightening to her and she had grown up scared and kept to herself.

Chapter 7

2007-04-25T21:41:00.000-07:00

Sara Sidle took her keys out of her purse and locked the door of her apartment and left to go start her day.She had Grissom spend the night with her last night and it was wonderful.She was a little embarrased that she had cried in front of him but at the time she had needed too.Her childhood had not been an easy one, she had spent a good portion of it in foster care after the incident when her mother shot her father to death, moving from home to home, never really feeling like she fit in.Only Grissom knew about her past and nobody else and that was just fine for Sara.Sara was a very private person and she would'nt feel comfortable if all her co-workers knew about her past.It was different with Grissom, she loved him and trusted him with her deepest secrets and she knew that he had her back always.Sara got to the lab in about 10 minutes and saw Catherine Willows and waved "Hi Catherine "Sara said and smiled "Hi Sara" Catherine sat down and looked over her assignment, Catherine was a beautiful woman and a smart and dedicated CSI , she was outspoken and caring and a great mom to her teen daughter Lindsay, Catherine pushed a strand of her fiery red hair out of her face and her sparkling blue eyes looked serious as she read over her assignment, Catherine and Warrick had been assigned a double homicide at the Rio.Warrick poked his head in the room and sat down next to Catherine and Sara.Warrick was a very handsome black man with gorgeous blue eyes and a great smile.For a while Catherine had a serious crush on Warrick and he had gotten married a while back and she had been heartbroken.Warrick's marriage had been taking a turn for the worse lately so he had been confiding to Catherine who had lent him a listening ear.

Sara seemed quiet to both of them and she looked over her shoulder and saw Grissom in the lab and got up to go talk to him.Grissom looked up when he heard footsteps but he knew it was Sara before he looked up.He turned and smiled at her ,Sara stood by him and he could smell her gardenia shampoo.Grissom said "I have an assignment for you, you and Nick are working a hit and run on Tropicana Blvd, " Sara nodded and said "Ok" Nick Stokes came into the room and gave Sara a playful punch on the shoulder and Grissom told him he was working with Sara on the hit and run.Nick was a very handsome man with dark hair and warm brown eyes and a wonderful smile.Sara had always liked Nickand she enjoyed working with him.Nick said "Come on Sara , let's go to the scene " and Sara and Nick told Grissom they would see him later and headed off.Sara and Nick went outside to the Tahoe and got in to drive to the scene.Nick smiled at Sara and said "So Sara how is life treating you?" Sara thought for a minute and said "Not bad , how about you ?" Nick flashed Sara his amazing smile and said "I ca'nt complain" Sara leaned back and relaxed for a minute because she knew that once they both got to that crime scene she would let adrenaline kick in and get involved.

Sara glanced out the window as they both pulled up at the crime scene.There was a dead young girl lying on the side of the road and Sara felt really sad as she and Nick got out of the Tahoe to process the scene and collect evidence.Nick got upset too when she saw the young girl, she only looked about 9 or 10 years old and in a bright pink sweater and denim jeans she looked so innocent and broken.Nick leaned down next to the girl and noticed that one of her pink Nike sneakers was lying a few feet away, whoever had hit this poor girl had done so so hard the impact had knocked her shoe off.Nick had trouble taking crime scene pictures fighting the lump in his throat.He got really emotionally involved in alot of cases as well as Sara.They were both excellent CSI's and good people who cared and had hearts that they wore on thier sleeve.There had been a case once where a young woman had been sexually assaulted and raped and she had been in a coma in the hospital and Sara had never left her side promising her she would find out who hurt her.Grissom had been concerned about Sara and told her that she needed to find a hobby outside of CSI to help her cope with what she saw so she would'nt burn out.Sara had taken his advice but there were times where things still got a little tough for her to deal with ............ To Be Continued...........

Chapter 6

2007-04-24T19:55:00.000-07:00

Gil Grissom and Sara Sidle were both alsleep in Sara's bed.It was 7:00 in the morning and they needed to both be at the lab at 9:00 a.m. Grissom had fell alsleep holding Sara's hand in his after having a horrible nightmare last night that Sara had been kidnapped.Also Grissom had been startled by last night's crime scene with the burned up car because the victim Dawn Cook had somewhat resembled Sara.At that moment Doc Robbins was doing an autopsy on Dawn although she had been burned in a fire his job was'nt going to be very easy.Sara rolled over in bed and woke up noticing Grissom was still holding her hand.She smiled and sat up slowly letting go of his hand so she would'nt wake him.She got out of bed and splashed some cold water on her face and brushed her teeth.She showered and got dressed and read the morning paper as she sipped her coffee.On the front page of the paper was a story about Dawn , she raised an eyebrow as she read the story,she was startled to see Dawn looked a little bit like her .She felt sad as she read the story.

Grissom woke up and kissed Sara before sitting down.Sara smiled at him and put a steaming mug of coffee down in front of him."Thanks " Grissom said and noticed her face "You ok?" he asked Sara , his eyes widened in concern.Sara nodded and said "The story on the front of the newspaper made me sad" Grissom glanced at the front page and said "Yeah that is really sad, " Sara looked away and stared out the window for a minute , lost in her thoughts.Grissom noticed she seemed upset.He loved Sara and hated seeing her look sad.Grissom took a sip of his coffee and reached for Sara's hand .He saw a tear slide down her face and she looked broken and another one slipped off her face and fell on her shirt.'Sara what is it?" he asked , Sara swallowed "I was thinking about that time when I was a child after dad had come drunk and he had given me a black eye and had broken my ribs and I ended up in the hospital, Dad said he never loved me, Grissom what did I ever do to deserve that?" Grissom felt his own heart break for Sara, she put her head down on the table and began to sob so hard her body shook, Grissom got up and went to over and took her in his arms.He kissed her and held her while she cried.Sara cried so hard so soaked the front of his shirt with her tears and every time Grissom saw a tear in her eye he would reach up and wipe them away.Sara relaxed in his arms feeling safe and she finally stopped crying and sat back down.Grissom said "Sara you are the most beautiful and amazing woman I have ever met and I love you" Sara smiled and said "I love you too" Grissom had never met anyone like Sara , she was so much like him , they were both very much alike and they were soul -mates.Grissom knew that if he ever got married that Sara would be the woman he would marry.He had even gotten her a ring and was waiting to propose to her .Sara did'nt know of this yet but someday when the time was right Grissom was going to ask Sara to marry him.Sara made them both breakfast, mushroom and cheese omlettes with wheat toast and fresh fruit.Grissom smiled and handed her his empty plate and said "My compliments to the chef" Sara grinned and put his place in the dishwasher.

They both needed to be at the lab soon so Grissom decided to go in a little earlier "Ok Sara he said 'I'll see you later ok" Sara said "Yeah you will" Grissom kissed her goodbye being careful not to get his aftershave on her so nobody at the lab would be suspicious.He closed the door and got into his car and headed off to the lab.Sara got ready to , she put her dishes in the dishwasher, fed Chipper who meowed gratefully at her and made her bed .She then headed off to the lab.She had a feeling it was going to be a long day, To Be Continued ............................

Chapter 5

2007-04-23T16:08:00.000-07:00

Gil Grissom finished up processing the burned out car with Nick Stokes and Greg Sanders.He had learned that the victim was a 25 year woman named Dana Cook.Grissom had found her ID card in the grass on the side of the road .He was grateful that her ID had'nt been burned up in the car.Grissom could'nt help but notice that Dana looked a little bit like Sara and it made him a little upset.In Dana's picture she had a very similar smile and similar facial features to Sara.Grissom promised himself that next time he saw Sara he was going to give her a big hug the next time they were alone together.He felt so much for her.Greg and Nick both finished up processing the scene 'Hey Grissom, Nick said "I 'm going to take Greg home and call it a night" Greg said 'Ok Grissom said "I'll see you guys tommorow, thanks for all of your hard work tonight" Greg and Nick waved and drove home.Grissom glanced at his watch, it was 11:45 at night, he knew Sara was probably still up.He got into his car and dialed her number.She answered on the second ring "Hey " she said Grissom said "Can you spend the night? , " Sara sat down on the bed and said "Sure you can" Grissom sighed in relief and said 'Ok I'll see you in about 10 minutes" He was so glad that Sara had said yes, he was upset about Dana and he did'nt want to be alone tonight.

Grissom drove to Sara's apartment and saw the light on in her bedroom.He knocked on the door and she answered in her pink robe which made her cheeks look rosy.Grissom hugged her and felt a tear slip down his face.He was so happy to see her and he had been startled by how much Dana's picture had looked like Sara.Dana even had a little gap in between her front teeth like Sara did.Sara hugged him back never seeing the tear.Grissom smiled and said "I'm glad we can be together tonight" Sara grinned and said "Yeah me too, I was reading this book and getting a little bored" Sara said "I'm about ready to go to bed , how about you ? Grissom agreed "Yeah he said 'I'll join you in a few minutes.Sara nodded and went to wash her face and brush her teeth.She slipped into her queen bed and fell alsleep in minutes.Grissom sat in a chair and stared at her sleeping, he thought she looked so beautiful and innocent sleeping and he quietly slipped into bed with her trying not to wake her.He slept for a few hours , and then had a terrible nightmare inwhich Sara had been kidnapped and he could'nt find her anywhere.He woke up startled and scared.Sara was snoring quietly and he reached for her hand and fell alsleep holding her delicate hand in his.Sara woke up in the middle of the night and saw he had fell alsleep holding her hand.She smiled and fell back alsleep.Little did she know what had happened to make Grissom upset and he did'nt want to tell her and upset her so he kept quiet about it.A while back there had been a young girl named Debbie Marlin who was murdered and she had looked exactly like Sara.Grissom had become obsessed with the case and had worked overtime trying to figure out what happened to Debbie.He had also tried to protect Sara when she went to the Crime Scene and had her work outside so she would'nt see Debbie inside but when he needed the toeprints analyzed Sara had been the one to do it.Grissom never knew this .But he did know that he loved Sara deeply and would do anything for her. To Be Continued ..................

Chapter 4

2007-04-22T22:27:00.000-07:00

Grissom and Sara were sitting in a booth at a quiet restaurant enjoying a great dinner but more so each other's company.Grissom felt that Sara was the only person that he could let his guard down with.He felt completely comfortable with her and he enjoyed every minute he spent with her.They were just finishing up thier dinner and Grissom paid the bill and they both thanked the waiter and left a tip for him on the table.He felt sad to see them both leave as he had enjoyed waiting on the beautiful couple.They both got up from the booth and as they walked out Grissom reached for Sara's hand and held it in his.Sara smiled as he reached for her hand.She felt so lucky to have Grissom in her life.As they walked out to Grissom's car his cell phone rang, Sara looked at him startled , Grissom checked the number and saw that was Nick Stokes, he answered it and said "Yeah Grissom" "Hey Gris "Nick said "You busy?" Grissom caught Sara's eye and said "A little , what's up?" "Well Nick started "I was driving home and I thought there was a fire car on the side of the road but it turns out somebody set the car on fire on purpose and there's a body inside, looks female" How can you tell ?" Grissom asked "I found an earring in the car partly burned" Nick said Grissom was tempted to call Catherine but she was probably sleeping.

Probably Warrick was too."Ok Nick give me 15 minutes and I'll be there" Grissom said and hung up feeling let down.Sara looked at him and said "Grissom it's ok I understand" "Sara , he began "I have had the most wonderful evening with you, I'm so sorry" Sara smiled at him and said "I'm having fun too" Grissom reached over and touched her cheek and said "Before I go I just wanted to tell you how beautiful you look tonight" Sara grinned and awarded him with a big smile "Thank You " she said and said "Call me later ok ?" Grissom drove her back to her apartment and kissed her goodbye and said "I will" He looked at her as she waved and walked back into her apartment keys in hand.It only took Grissom about 10 minutes to drive to the Crime Scene.Nick was processing the car with Greg."Hey Grissom" Nick said and greeted him , Greg nodded a greeting at him too, "So what do we know?" Grissom asked " "Well Nick began, when I go to the scene the victim was in the car and it was engulfed in flames, " Greg said "I found an oily substance found poured around the car" Grissom frowned and said "Probably gasoline" Nick nodded "Yeah that's why I think too"

Grissom sighed and then the coroner arrived to take the body back to the lab for Doc Robbins to examine.Grissom started to feel sad wondering who would have the unfortanate task of notifying the poor woman's family about what happened to her.There was a poor family who were about to recieve the worst news that could ever get.Grissom took photographs of the scene and the car which was pretty much burned to a crisp.Greg and Nick processed the scene and called an towing service to tow the car to CSI.To Be Continued ......................

Chapter 3

2007-04-21T18:56:00.000-07:00

Gil Grissom and Sara Sidle were going out to dinner.Sara was excited to be spending some personal time with him.He was a fascinating person and someone she really trusted.He had picked her up and they were going to be having dinner at a restaurant that Sara had chosen.Grissom was all for her idea too which made her smile.Sara could honestly say for the first time in her life that she was blissfully happy and she thanked her lucky stars that she had Grissom in her life.They pulled up at the restaurant and Sara smiled as he got out of the car and came around to her side and opened the door for her.She got out and he put her arm around her as they both walked in.Grissom walked up to the front and a manager greeted them "Table for two for Grissom" Gil said and Sara gave me a smile."The waiter smiled at the couple and thought they were both very attractive people and said "Right this way sir" He led them to a lovely table in the back where it was quiet.He handed them both menus and they thanked him and looked them over.Grissom looked at Sara and said "You hungry?" Sara nodded , "Yeah I did'nt eat much at lunch today" Grissom noticed that the candle on the table was glowing on Sara's face making her look more beautiful then ever.He smiled to himself and felt proud to be seated with her.Sara noticed him gazing at her and smiled "What are you smiling about? " she asked in an innocent tone "Just at how beautiful you look" Grissom replied and Sara blushed but felt pleased.She never really focused too much on her looks and it made her feel good when Grissom complimented her.Sara said 'Wow that vegetable soup sounds good" Grissom nodded "Yeah let's have some" he said "Maybe a salad too?" Sara agreed "Yeah that sounds great"

The waiter came back and they both ordered and Grissom ordered a glass of wine for each of them .Sara could'nt help but notice how his teal shirt made his eyes look bluer then ever.She smiled as he reached across the table and held her hand for a minute."Hey Sara Grissom asked "Have you noticed Hodges acting weird lately?" he asked her Sara giggled and revealed the small gap between her teeth, she hated it but Grissom loved her smile."Hodges, she smirked and said 'Who could ever figure that guy out ?' Grissom agreed and said "He is a mystery , that's for sure"Sara raised her wine glass and clinked it against Grissom's "I'll drink to that" she replied and they both laughed.Just then the waiter appeared and set thier soup down Sara leaned down and dipped her spoon in "Smells good" She ate a little bit and said "Delicious" Grissom liked it too and he was really enjoying spending this evening with Sara, it eased the pressure from work and gave him time to relax and be himself.Grissom looked at Sara and said "Having a good time?" Sara replied "I am "Me too" Grissom said and finished his soup.They both ate some bread from the basket that was on the table too.

The waiter then brought them thier salads and grinded fresh pepper for both of them.They both dug in and talked about thier plans for the next day.They were both working tommorow and thier days would no doubt be long and tiring.Grissom remembered the time he had needed Sara to help him work a case and she had stayed up for 48 hours to help him.He had really appreciated that more then she would ever know.He depended on Sara and he knew that she worked hard and he could count on her and Sara knew the same about Gil.That time when Catherine had temporarly been the boss of CSI and she and Catherine had butted heads over the case where there were two woman who had been covered in tar and buried alive Ecklie wanted to fire Sara and Gil stuck up for her and told him "Conrad she is a great criminalist and I need her" Little did Conrad Ecklie or any of the CSI team know just how much.Grissom and Sara were both kindred spirits who had luckily found each other. To Be Continued ...........................

Second Chapter of Sara and Grissom Fan Fiction

2007-04-20T22:03:00.000-07:00

Sara was home and relaxing at her apartment.She had just taken a bath and washed her hair which was damp and smelled of fresh cut flowers.She applies some make-up and slid on a pink satin shirt and a long black skirt.A shell pendant and a spray of Estee Lauder Pleasures finished up her look.She rubbed a little mousse in her hair to give it some body.Grissom had called earlier and was taking her to a cute little Vegetarian restaurant in Vegas, she appreciated him taking the time to care about her personal choices and being a vegetarian was one of them.Sara loved animals and she could'nt bear the thought of eating them.It had been raining earlier but it looked as if it was clearing outside, the sun was peeking through Sara's window .Her cell phone that was laying on top of her bed began to ring, Sara ran over and picked it up "Hello Grissom" he said and smiled , Grissom chuckled "How did you know it was me?" he asked "Sara grinned , "Uh Grissom when my cell phone rings it shows your number " Grissom smiled "Oh ok " he said "You ready for me to pick you up?" Sara nodded and said "Sure" she leaned down to pour some food in a dish for her tabby cat Chipper who meowed gratefully and brushed against her legs.

Sara stood by the living room window waiting.She was anxious to spend some personal time with Grissom, he was the only person who really understood her.One thing that Sara was a little nervous about was that none of the rest of her co-workers knew about her and Grissom, as much as she loved and respected her co-workers she thought it was best that they were'nt aware of her and Grissom's relationship, the last thing Sara ever wanted to do was cause friction in the workplace or have others accuse Grissom of playing favorites.She remembered when she had first come to CSI to fill in for Holly Gribbs who had been shot by a burgler that there had been some friction between her and Catherine Willows but now the two of them had an ok relationship.Also in the beginning her and Warrick Brown had butted heads but now both of them were as close as siblings, Sara was a private person and only Grissom knew about her childhood, her abusive father and how her mother had to shoot him that time in self -defense to save her and her brother.Sara still had a guard up when she first met someone but she allowed Grissom to know the private side of her, she did'nt hold back with Grissom, in fact she could say he knew her better then anybody else.

Sara peered out the window and saw Grissom 's car pull up in front.She locked up the door and walked outside to meet him.He looked great in a teal blue shirt and grey slacks, "Sara you look great" he said as he took the sight of her in , she felt her cheeks grow warm and smiled feeling happy but a little shy."You look really good too" she replied and slid into the car next to him.He leaned over and kissed her and she smiled.He smelled really good like aftershave and she loved how beautiful he always made her feel.She had always dreamed of meeting a man who adored her and loved her for who she was and Gil Grissom fit the bill perfect.He was smart, handsome, caring , somewhat reserved but when he cared about someone he was protective and was a person to go to for advice.Sara had always trusted Gil and he had always looked out for her and protected her.To Be Continued ..............................